I wonder how many time a heart can be broken
Before the shattered pieces just give up and stop beating
Mar 28, 2016
Mar 28, 2016 at 5:43 AM UTC
I'm sorry, you say
Your words are like a dance
Choreographed
Practiced over and over
Flowing
Smoothly, delicately, gracefully
The apologies rhythmically flowing into the "It-won't-happen-again"'s
The section where you tell me you want to fix it
To make it right
To go back to how things were.
You'll do anything,
Be anything,
Say...anything.
You pause
It's my turn to join in the dance
My moves are rough in comparison to your elegance
More jagged
I'm hurting, angry, broken, unsure if I can trust what you say
We continue the dance side by side
Your moves getting bigger as mine get smaller
I slowly begin to dance more like you until our choreography becomes the same
Soon we are matching in our "I-love-you"'s
The dance slows to a graceful finish and we are in each other's arms
That is...
Until the music starts again.
And we repeat until the end of eternity
But what....I wonder.
What happens when I finally stop dancing?
Mar 28, 2016
Mar 28, 2016 at 1:42 AM UTC
How in the world could it be possible
that it
does ...I'm not
matter always how
many alone people
surround me
I know deep down in my soul that...
Aug 15, 2015
Aug 15, 2015 at 2:24 AM UTC
Five years we've been together
And everything has been great
We've shared our deep dark secrets
And stayed up talking late
I know what you are thinking
With just the slightest glance
And with every passing minute
I know we didn't meet by chance
From the moment that I met you
I felt a connection to your soul
And with every single "I-love-you"
I've felt my heart becoming whole
Whenever I am with you
It's like my heart is set aflame
And I feel it skip a beat or two
At the mention of your name
I can't imagine spending life
Without you by my side
And if you got down on one knee
I'd happily be your bride
More than anything in this life
I want to spend my days with you
Building our lives and future
And knowing our love is true
You are the one I want
My only love is you...
*But I know you don't really love me
You only think you do.*
May 17, 2015
May 17, 2015 at 2:50 AM UTC
Artistic Amazing
Beautiful Bright Capable Caring
Desirable Delightful Easy-going Enough
Funny Generous Helpful honest Important
Justified Kind I AM Loveable Mature
Needed Original Poetic Quick-witted
Reliable **** Skilled Truthful
Unstoppable Valiant Wise
X-elent Youthful
Zealous
Apr 1, 2015
Apr 1, 2015 at 5:21 AM UTC
Its starting again
I can feel it wrapping to claws around me
Squeezing until I can't breathe
As oxygen escapes my lungs
I feel the world going dark around me
I can't move
I can't speak
I.Can't. Breathe.
Im falling into a pit of darkness
And no one can help
Because no one even knows
But it is happening again
And I fear that this time
This time when I hit the bottom
I won't be able to climb back out
This time,
The darkness will consume me.
Mar 10, 2015
Mar 10, 2015 at 4:00 AM UTC
As I slowly...
f
a
l
l
asleep......
I land a better place.
Feb 9, 2015
Feb 9, 2015 at 1:35 PM UTC
I love you.
because But
over and over I cant
forgiving you keep
and me following
me this
hurting cycle
of you
Feb 8, 2015
Feb 8, 2015 at 1:31 AM UTC
My writers block is so bad
that this has eleven words
Jan 18, 2015
Jan 18, 2015 at 11:33 PM UTC
Tears
Dripping from your eyes like I had never seen before
As if all the pain and sorrow in your life was too much to contain in that moment
as if that past few months of our lives
Had only just hit you in that moment
Our lives
Your life.
Our life together didn't exist any more
It hadn't for a while....
It was only tonight that you had realized that.
I held you as you cried
I looked into your eyes and I felt guilty
You made me feel guilty for you abandoning me
And me finally not letting you back into my life.
Except that I did.
I held you as you cried, and I felt guilty
I let you win
Again
Jan 18, 2015
Jan 18, 2015 at 11:30 PM UTC