And I cannot cry because they'd see my swollen eyes
They'd taste the salt in the air and hear my sobs through the night
So I'll wait for someone to ask if I'm alright
Want to tell the truth so bad but you taught so good to lie
Apr 16, 2025
Apr 16, 2025 at 4:27 PM UTC
It used to be your pleasure I soaked up with the tissues
Now they can't seem to get enough of my tears
Sometimes I let them be when I lay down to sleep
They roll down my face as if in a race and I'll bet on which one first reaches my ears
It's the only thing I haven't been wrong about in years
Feb 20, 2025
Feb 20, 2025 at 4:43 PM UTC
They say sorry needs change
maybe that´s why you never apologize
Feb 20, 2025
Feb 20, 2025 at 4:25 PM UTC
And I was used to it
The unsteady moods and sudden attacks
I'd changed into someone who couldn't be hurt
Stopped trying to fix his errors by addressing them first
I'd just never expected to be needing that back
Good I kept all my baggage and never unpacked
Jan 25, 2025
Jan 25, 2025 at 3:40 AM UTC
Lately life's been kind to me
Not a bad thought crossed my mind for weeks
I miss how they ate me and hate how they shaped me
How no matter the feeling they always seem the better company
Nov 10, 2024
Nov 10, 2024 at 4:29 PM UTC
And maybe I just love who you could be
Falling for the green light like that fool did in Gatsby
My mind is my enemy and you are my daisy
Pick pick pick my petals until there's nothing left of me
Sep 13, 2024
Sep 13, 2024 at 2:01 AM UTC
It's not gonna last forever
I can't seem to decide if it fills me with delight or terror
Do I long for a sickness to shorten the days I've left to live?
An excuse so I'm not at fault and there's nothing to forgive?
It's not gonna last forever
I could cry for days on end
Not because I bleed and hurt
But because I'm so sick to pretend
That I don't
Jul 18, 2024
Jul 18, 2024 at 7:57 AM UTC