As I press thy fingers upon thy neck
Undress the contemplation of why one must breath
One is unworthy of air amongst trees in noon
Undeserving of the guidance of a light soaked moon
Burning is thy mind, wishes of ash
Drowning is thy heart, hopes sunken in a lagoon
Tropes of better days, I fear are never soon
Whimsy is thy voice, teardrops silenced in rain
Words of prayer mute, silence is thy tune
Mar 28
Mar 28, 2026 at 10:13 PM UTC
White, grey, blue
Unideal weather reflects queue feelings due
Grey, blue, white
To cite the ceiling’s light, far out of sight
Blue, white, grey
Bay temptations to frey, the might we lay
Sep 30, 2025
Sep 30, 2025 at 2:42 AM UTC
One day I shall stop wondering;
Wondering where I should be,
I should be at peace then hopefully,
Then hopefully I’ll feel like I exist,
Like I exist truly to belong here
Here right now? No, but one day
Oct 23, 2024
Oct 23, 2024 at 4:00 AM UTC
Breezes flute & waltz
Your timbre harmonises
My lullaby; born
Aug 18, 2024
Aug 18, 2024 at 5:05 AM UTC
I want to be out with my woes from the get-go
Mental foes bring back past memories
Sentimental tows that make it hard to let go of these jeopardies
Rental on feelings, conscious numb alike to leprosy
Spirit claims heresy, conscious won't succumb to its beliefs
I'm in disbelief & empty, like a sword unloyal to its sheath
My joy is brief, not plenty as there's sorrow beneath
I beseech I see tomorrow
Sep 25, 2020
Sep 25, 2020 at 9:31 AM UTC
I always have to face away from the sun
Her light; I betray
Can't face the shadow of what I've become
Out of sight, out of disarray
The number of days I spare to pray
Is only rivalled by the days I don't fare well; like today
Feb 29, 2020
Feb 29, 2020 at 2:34 PM UTC
A letter for myself to fall back on
I know you're tired and alone at heart
& perhaps next time you read this, you'll be feeling the same
But I know you'll find someone to open to, someone who'll stay
I know you had constant lows and highs that are far & few
But you're young & you have time still, so relax & focus please
You have a path waiting to embarked on
You're just struggling to find the start...but it'll come
Be patient & everything you'll desire will arrive at the right time
The warmth you crave, the ideal place in life where it at it's peak
It exists, you're truly too kind not to find what you're looking for
You're broken, but time & the right person will heal you
So please don't give up
Do yourself proud, do your mother proud
Do your Nana proud, we know she's watching over us
They sacrificed everything for you & still do so now
So you could be at the place you are now
They pointed you in the direction to your path
So let's do everything we can to get there
We'll make it through the nights alone where we dread to end the day alone & the mornings where we dread another day of sorrowful thoughts and pessimism. You'll be ok...we'll be okay.
Don't falter & don't give in. We got this.
Jan 18, 2020
Jan 18, 2020 at 12:23 AM UTC
When the sun is down
The moon comes around to try & hug her
Night & day are lovers
Forever chasing each other
An endless endeavour like no other
They are meant for one another
Hiding their feelings behind the Earth's cover
During dusk & dawn, they blend their colours
It's their love they utter
The moon adores the sun more during summer
In awe of her in her element
Surrounded by stars, he stays celibate
Astounded by her being above par
Far above, yet still with benevolence
No one comes close, they're irrelevant
Shines so bright, she must be heaven sent
Nov 16, 2019
Nov 16, 2019 at 6:54 PM UTC
Endless struggles
Shrug away & fend against the endless hurdles
Feint & sway from self-pity that's internal
External words of wisdom & health are eternal saint
Convert hurt for something more divinely quaint
Reminded that fate states & destiny is what awaits
Blinded by paranoia that one's mind creates
Find mistakes that cause focus on repercussions
Hopeless individual like the rest of your kind
There's beauty that we all align on this basis
Our collective tears could form an oasis
Daydreaming from being reflective on past cases
Stay believing that the sorrow is in its last traces
Pray the endless fray ends tomorrow, it'd be gracious
Littered with thousands of thoughts until we're senseless
Bitter from being weak & defenseless
Sep 20, 2019
Sep 20, 2019 at 10:36 PM UTC
Light crawls in through the curtains
Stains the floor in shades of yellow & white
Sets pools of obscurity bright
As the sun retires from our sight
Twilight cometh, like one's mind at night
Sep 15, 2019
Sep 15, 2019 at 12:12 PM UTC