Lips like a smooth spirit in a dense glass.
Drink from my pain slow, I hope you don't
Crash.
I felt her cold on me like a winter dawn
White.
Gasp for my air boldly, it's a long night.
Eyes pierce heavy with little room to flee.
Waltz with the devil if you crave the energy.
Jan 13, 2021
Jan 13, 2021 at 3:15 AM UTC
Veins bulging, I been absolutely nauseous.
Ingesting all the bullsh!t of my monetary
Losses.
Approach me with a caution, for your being.
I ain't perfect..
I done blacked out on my morals,
See the dullness on the surface.
My blood it roams within the cracks
I've felt the time around me lapse.
Malnourishment to be exact.
The brittle bones protrude attached.
The gut it growls and eats me slow.
I pray my heart don't rot the most.
My soul, it bleeds. Intentions soaked
With great remorse. My severed hope.
Jan 7, 2021
Jan 7, 2021 at 10:52 AM UTC
Can't pretend to be too
Fond--
I got this blood all on my palms.
And if you ask me, yes of course
I'll swear that really nothing's wrong.
Through half smoked cigars and boxes
Of pad thai,
I'm just pushing past the years of being the
Bad guy.
And if I'm just worm food to the dirt that Craves you,
How do you expect me to bleed out simply to
Save you?
Sep 14, 2020
Sep 14, 2020 at 5:40 AM UTC
I **** spiders in the basement,
Think my palette's going tasteless.
Wine gets finer by its aging,
Everything between is wasting.
Call it bodies in the cellar.
Does the smell get any better?
Swallow opioids together
Just to fight through stormy weather.
Walk through Hell and make it drizzle.
Spread the pain and let it trickle.
****** a soul out by the nickel.
Nothing's done coincidental
Bible stories not my answer.
Has it ever cured the cancer?
Wars and ****** still the manner.
Call it blasphemy or slander.
Sep 3, 2020
Sep 3, 2020 at 12:50 AM UTC
Whether six feet deep or six
Feet tall,
Believe the higher the
Ego, the harder the fall.
I add milk in tea to adjust
The flavor.
Their souls are saved and
My fate's in danger.
And with fits of anger, I
Express this ache,
I've grown in my gut.
Must digest this hate.
Free the depths of
The belly and
Faint at the sight.
And something 'bout being
This wrong is so right.
Aug 31, 2020
Aug 31, 2020 at 8:35 PM UTC
Call me distant, but I'd swim miles just to get
To you. And to tell the truth, my passion is
What sets the mood. But I guess the
Movements of my flame can't spark a single
Fuse. And to tell the truth, my
Pain looks like your rendezvous. I cut my
Heart up into pieces, leave the rest for you.
I cross that heart and hope to die to save the
Mess of you.
Jul 31, 2020
Jul 31, 2020 at 6:32 PM UTC
I'm sweating, don't you sweat me.
With this steel beneath my belly.
Cross me once, I'll let you test me.
Test me twice, you won't forget me.
You'll regret the way you played foul.
Ain't it hard for you to stay proud?
When I see you, play your cards well.
I poker face and lay them face down.
Jun 16, 2020
Jun 16, 2020 at 8:31 PM UTC
Got me screaming do or die,
Got me yelling do or die...
Something about you and I--
Contemplating suicide!
Don't know what to do and I'm
Thinking about losing my
Faith and all the hope inside.
I'm all alone and cold tonight.
Hold me if you know what's right.
Scold me if you wanna fight.
Breathing pretty slow tonight.
Know I'm going home tonight.
Got me screaming do or die,
Got me yelling do or die...
Something about you and I--
Contemplating suicide!
Jun 6, 2020
Jun 6, 2020 at 12:57 AM UTC
He's from the army and the navy.
His arm above the baby.
Never cared about the way he
Drifted through the ladies.
His daddy's daddy crazy.
Inappropriate and lazy.
He's a star and he's a maybe.
He's the tragedy of lately.
May 22, 2020
May 22, 2020 at 11:03 PM UTC
It's the ones that quake and quiver
Near the vacant
Lakes and rivers,
That I follow with a temper of
The hollow winds of
Winter.
Them hollow winds do
Follow them. My appetite is
Bothersome.
I crave the things I shouldn't
Lust. I pick apart and
Swallow them.
The carcass breeds a
Selfish need
To melt the pain it
Couldn't flee.
Why take its hope and set it free.
Another way to rest in peace?
A drunken swear--
A sudden stare--
And no surprise, you stumbled
There...
Words of care. Don't be the first
To make it bad 'fore it gets worse.
May 15, 2020
May 15, 2020 at 5:36 AM UTC
