
this morning I felt like I was emerging from the deep sea,
the sunlight shined on my eyes, and then I breathed.
but I don't know how to swim.
Oct 25, 2023
Oct 25, 2023 at 5:46 AM UTC
hold the moment
make things happen
draw it slow and slower
make it repeat
give this a breath, and so
live in now, live in this moment.
dear, time is elusive wanderer
and often a deciever,
dont be sure to let it elaps
and it's tragic too, you cant embrace it for forever
Mar 12, 2023
Mar 12, 2023 at 2:22 PM UTC
No letters on the desk
nor the playlist remained to listen
hundreds of time, one more time.
I knotted a muffler an hour ago
and don't want have a walk to the
nearest pole, today too.
I sipped a glass of water
but lots remained in the glass
looked out of the window, it is orange sky.
May be my friend forgot to click,
he must be playing hide and seek and missed the sky.
Yesterday it was raining now,
I made a paper boat, rushed to out
but my window had not a river
then I flew the boat in the sky.
Now I am off to a nap
I put opened book
over my face.
I smell it, and I slept then.
In my entwined dreams
the only thing I remembered was
the rays of the Sun laminating through my palm.
And this was the Sun of last happy December.
Mar 9, 2023
Mar 9, 2023 at 2:17 PM UTC
I can wear a single pair of socks for more than ten days
It could never let me get discomfort
Neither walking alone at mid of the night in empty roads and lanes
But in group of people
my discomfort comes
It turns my personality into a different pole
And i hate crowd.
Feb 25, 2023
Feb 25, 2023 at 9:41 AM UTC
Do you like the sense of falling down
From up above the sky?
While running a music in your ears
and you are light as
you just puffed a cigarette
and put out your lighter back to
pocket.
I feel so
When you talk late night to me
sitting facing eachother
Murmuring untangled words,
why I love night and you
like watching circles of cigarettes
Hovering in room. Burning unintentionally.
I like that smell of you
Beautiful and seemless.
Crying of darkness outside
doesn't bother you anymore
We can understand it.
I love to keep falling.
Again and again.
Seeing ending with a beginning.
I love the sky and it never falls.
you fall
on my lap but it doesn't save you
from the thunder of the day
You don't sleep there.
You sob there.
My moon you always shine
and you speak madness.
Can you let me fall tonight,
with the music you played late
holding hands tighter
and fall asleep like kid?
We will burn our flowers next time.
May 6, 2021
May 6, 2021 at 4:03 PM UTC
I am laying on the bed
as dust settled on the book near my window.
I am breathing.
I woken up by a call from my friend
He is coming.
He is on the way.
He comes to me.
He shares my thoughts.
Last day too he came like the other day.
We were at the window.
Popping out our heads.
While having puffs of our last cigarettes.
He lives not in my world.
It's locked with walls.
He lives in the world of other side of walls.
He is my connect to the external world.
Sometimes he brought me ****
A book of momentary happiness
And recreation.
And I play songs we like together,
Or he speaks most of the time.
My room is smaller than my mind.
My friend is not smarter than me.
I have safe place for our mischievous.
He will be here in moment
Lemme get up and wait up for him at our window.
My friend from other side of the walls
is coming.
Apr 15, 2021
Apr 15, 2021 at 4:59 AM UTC
We both had different vision
and never able to
match our eyes.
You didn't see
what I wanted to show you.
And,
I lost the chance, for what
you desired to convey me.
Jun 27, 2020
Jun 27, 2020 at 9:30 AM UTC
In compassion with the sea
he jumped into it.
Aware of truth
he can not swim.
But with the belief that he can float.
Jun 22, 2020
Jun 22, 2020 at 3:31 AM UTC
I look at up
I find,
The Sky is everywhere
open and vast.
And then I want to fly,
Like a cloud ready to rain.
So I can move to your town,
find you sitting at the window.
Lost in deep thoughts, I am unaware about.
And I will fall in your front yard,
make your thoughts wet.
And, compel you to think more, and more.
Then you look at up the sky.
You will find the same sky.
And you will wish to be a wind, wandering and come to my town.
You find me, with arms spread wide to the sky.
Jun 18, 2020
Jun 18, 2020 at 1:58 PM UTC
You came late tonight
and you missed the dinner,
prepared as per your taste.
You also missed our favorite
TV show, I watched lonely.
And I won't tell you, why
John left Carol!
Jun 15, 2020
Jun 15, 2020 at 10:42 AM UTC