Please, go easy on me. My heart is failing me.
My soul is worn out, and I fall to my knees.
I been broken every time i dared to lend my heart.
But something in me is saying it'll stay in one part.
But having you around me put my mind at ease.
You look me in my eyes ,and time just freeze.
I can weather any storm, and i will keep you safe.
You have my soul tied to yours, I'm not going anyway.
May 27, 2023
May 27, 2023 at 2:05 AM UTC
I still feel you in my veins like a threat.
I still preach your words through my breath.
I blame the drugs for my shame and mistake
But you're the one to blame for my poison intake.
Feb 21, 2023
Feb 21, 2023 at 3:53 PM UTC
I ask too much of you and you can’t take it anymore
I just know I’ve never loved anyone like this before.
It always ends badly with a mutual obsession
I hope we do it and make it out of this depression
Feb 21, 2023
Feb 21, 2023 at 3:49 PM UTC
I deleted your pictures, and the stupid poem I wrote.
I erased the drawings and scratched out the stupid love quotes.
I detached and forgot what we could be.
Because I felt it all, and you were playing me.
Feb 21, 2023
Feb 21, 2023 at 3:44 PM UTC
I live in a world made of lies and delusion.
Where death is fake and pain an illusion.
Where cigarettes and liquor are good for me.
And I’m the happiest person I could ever be.
The drugs that I take are the cure for my heartache.
And I can’t die or get hurt, no matter what I take.
Nothing can hurt me in this fantasy bubble.
The fun never ends and I'm never in trouble
Feb 21, 2023
Feb 21, 2023 at 3:44 PM UTC
Please go easy on me, my heart is failing me.
If only there was a way for me to help you see.
How your storms break down my spirits and mind.
And your harsh words come and leave me crying inside.
But I can weather any storm you throw my way
And no matter what you do to me, I’ll always stay.
Feb 21, 2023
Feb 21, 2023 at 3:43 PM UTC
There’s no way of knowing if we are meant to be but I just need you to know I’m yours forever.
I just know I’ve never loved anyone like this before, no one has ever understood me better.
You see me in a way no one has even tried to do in the 19 years I’ve been alive.
You keep me feeling sane and happy, and you just want to see me thrive.
I got out of a toxic relationship and I was expecting to get hurt and to be crying.
But you showed me a reason to keep fighting and a reason to keep trying.
I’m not the same as I was before and that is thanks to all the things you helped me do.
And I can barely wait to stick around and spend our happier ever after with you.
Feb 21, 2023
Feb 21, 2023 at 3:42 PM UTC
I remember the day you left because you took a piece of me with you.
I hope the new girl you have replaced me with takes care of you like I do.
I gave you all my love, but you didn’t know how to answer it.
Saying lately you’re just dealing with a lot of feelings and ********
I fading away and crumbling under all your big expectations.
I know there’s an easy way out but I don’t want to give in to the temptations.
You used to be my hero and would always come and save the day.
Now no matter what I do you act like a villain and turn every day all gray.
Feb 21, 2023
Feb 21, 2023 at 3:41 PM UTC
I used to live in haze and coldness, but then I met you.
You showed me a whole other life and all the beautiful things I could do.
And suddenly I could breathe again and the sun shined so bright.
And every time the sun went down the moon lit up the night.
The girl I was before you touched my heart is not in control any longer.
And in her spot, a better me started growing and I feel so much stronger.
Feb 21, 2023
Feb 21, 2023 at 3:39 PM UTC
I’m not sorry for what I’m gonna say, dad, but honestly, there’s no surprise to anyone that I turned out this way.
Sure, you were always there and gave me money when I needed it but you always tore me down with what you’d say.
I know you regret it but that won’t undo the years of pain and my new behavior.
You wanted a good successful daughter but, boom ***** the plan backfired, and you got a failure.
The games, the screams, the broken stuff, whispering **** under our breath.
Never say sorry, you buy me new **** I forgive but never forget.
What was the reason for you to make me upset?
You had already decided and you had your mind set.
Every time I ask for help, you always have to try.
You only wanna see if you can once again make me cry
Feb 21, 2023
Feb 21, 2023 at 3:35 PM UTC