dear diary,
I can't remember
the last time
I thought
of him
and yet;
today I dreamt
of him
Dec 1, 2020
Dec 1, 2020 at 11:20 AM UTC
i would give him
the moon and the stars,
even the sun too
i would move
the mountains away
and the sea closer
i would ****
the ones who hurt him
and revive
the ones he lost
i would change
the order of the alphabet
and color
my world black and white
i would give him
everything,
if he would just give
us a chance
Nov 24, 2020
Nov 24, 2020 at 3:29 PM UTC
“everyone gets forgotten eventually.
there is nothing
we can do
to prevent that.”
I know she’s right.
but I am still scared
of oblivion
Nov 22, 2020
Nov 22, 2020 at 2:31 PM UTC
dear diary,
today I curse
the universe
for making
the kindest people
suffer the most
Nov 20, 2020
Nov 20, 2020 at 5:19 PM UTC
if I'd lose everything
if I had nothing to give;
I would still ask
for your help
Nov 17, 2020
Nov 17, 2020 at 4:58 PM UTC
Isn’t it crazy
how many stars
don’t exist anymore
yet their light
still shines upon us?
I would like to be
like a star;
I want my good impact
to be remembered,
to be seen
a hundred years
From now
I want to make
the world
a better place
Nov 15, 2020
Nov 15, 2020 at 4:48 PM UTC
dear diary,
why can't
the world
stand still
for just
one ******* minute?
Nov 14, 2020
Nov 14, 2020 at 5:52 AM UTC
i like
seeing you
happy
i really do;
it makes you
even more
beautiful
but i wish
it was me
instead
of him
who is
the reason
of your happiness
Nov 11, 2020
Nov 11, 2020 at 3:43 PM UTC
Tic toc
it’s half past eleven
I had a dream and thought;
I am in heaven.
Tic toc
heaven turned into hell
am I still dreaming?
I can’t tell
Tic toc
it’s an hour past midnight
I am wide awake
and wrapped in by the night
Tic toc
on the clock blinks a fat two
I have only one thing on my mind;
and that is you
Tic toc
now it’s already three
a devil on my shoulder tells me to overthink
and I agree
Tic toc
it’s nearly four
I am still not tired
and think some more
Tic toc
now the clock shows five
and god, how grateful I am
to be alive
Tic toc
my windows let through, the light of dawn
but my eyes close and show me darkness,
to which I am drawn
Tic toc
my alarm rings an hour later
I am exhausted because insomnia
struck again, this traitor
Nov 10, 2020
Nov 10, 2020 at 10:00 AM UTC