There was once a little girl
innocent as youth
she wondered in the gardens
her hand grazed the waters
she passed the white flowers
their petals sweet
as a butterflies kiss
she passed the yellow flowers
sour yet soft
like a brush of lemon skin
she passed the pink flowers
primped and perfect
she began to question her beauty
she passed the red flowers
bolder and bigger
they shadowed her youth
she passed the green flowers
they were brushing against her
forcing her to turn to another path
she passed the black flowers
they were thorny and kept a tight hold on her
she struggled and struggled to free herself
finally the thorns cut her enough that she fell to the ground
and one single white flower grew out of her back
Oct 15, 2018
Oct 15, 2018 at 4:47 PM UTC
I live being lost
in a river of despair
with hopeless dragging me down
and never surfacing for air
His face is sewed into my brain
and the seams are only thickening
the face he makes when he sees me
is only going to make love more sickening
I feel my heart leap into my throat
and my soft palms begin to sweat
when he ever so gracefully walks
as if we just first met
His eyes how they shimmer
like diamonds in the sun
his hair is a wave of lush
and our secret love has only begun
Sep 7, 2018
Sep 7, 2018 at 7:53 PM UTC
They’re everywhere
I see them
They remind me of him
it’s like a tidal wave
i cannot escape
He’s got someone
I cannot love him
I can’t
I can’t
stop it
Forget those pale blue eyes
and perfect smile
and soft laugh
forget how much he made you laugh
he’ll be gone soon
and he has someone
so stop
forget those pale blue eyes
Aug 23, 2018
Aug 23, 2018 at 5:50 PM UTC
For years
I have watched
my friends get loved
and then get botched
For years I have seen
everyone having someone
everyone but me
For years
I haves dreamed
of what boy I would find
and how he would gleam
For years
I have lust
for something other
than just a friend
and my search so far has been a bust
Jul 31, 2018
Jul 31, 2018 at 4:17 PM UTC
Feel your heartbeat
and listen to it say
I love you
Let your hearbeat feel you
and listen to you say
I love you
Jul 30, 2018
Jul 30, 2018 at 4:04 PM UTC
Entangled in the back
of a midnight SUV
ropes climbed my body
as far as the eye could see
The innocence escaped my soul
like Pandora’s box
and yet with all of the metal sticks
I still refuse to engage with the locks
My hope has flown to Hell
and there it met it’s match
a powerful overdose of
despair, depression, and meaningless cash
My captors amidst
hiding in the front seat
covered in blank expressions
not even glancing at me
The predators lurked
just minutes away
and shabby duct tape covered
what I needed to say
Finders keepers
my family used to say
now it seems anything they touch
is where their money seems to lay
Jul 25, 2018
Jul 25, 2018 at 8:52 PM UTC
The most beautiful place on earth
is smothered in wealth and worth
gold trickles down from the skies
and into greedy men’s eyes
they ingest silver
and wear extravagant coats made of fur
a thin layer of paper money covers their head
while a pile of ingots creates their bed
The finest silk sings them to sleep
while the coin birds and euro cockroaches weep
the crystal moon starts to rise
and the rich men can’t even hear
the poor children’s cries
Jul 24, 2018
Jul 24, 2018 at 9:44 PM UTC
Shoot me once
I’ll call the cops
Shoot me twice
and i’ll be injured
Shoot me three times
and I won’t be able to fight
Shoot me four times
and you are now labeled as ******
Shoot me five times
and I won’t be able to move
Shoot me six times
and my blood will stain your shirt
Shoot me seven times
and you will loose everything
Shoot me eight times
and the cops will arrest you
Shoot me nine times
and the cops will shoot you
Shoot me ten times
and you have taken the life of an innocent youth
Jul 23, 2018
Jul 23, 2018 at 8:16 PM UTC
beautiful purple blood seeping into naïve young men turning them into devils
ripping them of there respect
and dignity
it’s the blood of the rich
and the downfall of so many
Jul 20, 2018
Jul 20, 2018 at 7:53 PM UTC
empty promises
sinking into black water
in hopes to return to the surface
Jul 18, 2018
Jul 18, 2018 at 10:31 AM UTC