Depth is found in each pain
Worth is found in each thought
Reckless me became a memory
New version yet to evolve
With one more scar
Yet hopefully waiting for the light.
Dec 26, 2020
Dec 26, 2020 at 5:35 AM UTC
Life became a mess
Just when she left.
Neither she is my love
Nor I am hers.
Yet her disappearance
Costed a lot in me
Realising how valuable was she to me
And how weak I have become.
Dec 26, 2020
Dec 26, 2020 at 5:32 AM UTC
Demands are in a high resist
Towards the ending death of dreams
Sealed are the working leaves
Tethered to the net of breath
Life may fly like a tilted child
But converging thoughts are in confusion.
So is my heart dark and rough
Rocky and clustered,
Waiting for a simple, strong breeze.
Apr 28, 2020
Apr 28, 2020 at 11:17 PM UTC
Days of words
Rolled up just like that
With one little push
That was blocked
By a big black curtain
Now falling down,
Falling down the frill.
Words of ocean,
Smell and taste,
Feel and thoughts,
Here it comes just like that
Again.
Feb 13, 2020
Feb 13, 2020 at 8:56 AM UTC
Believed to be a fairy
Because they told me so
But became a burden
Bringing glee into darkness.
Hmm! Life is great
I laughed,
Enjoyed,
For a whole year deeply
And lo! Got a full stop
For next break again.
Ha ha ha... fun, oh fun
Life is full of pun.
Thanks to whatever I have
And thanks to however I am
Yet! It is a burden
For those tears shedding
For me and because of me.
Feb 13, 2020
Feb 13, 2020 at 8:54 AM UTC
A touch
A kiss
A prayer
A smile
Every form is a feel.
So is the fear
Is the dismay
And the thought of
Unmoving time.
Deep pains unknown to self
Reveals its presence
Like an heart attack
Its root cause cannot be found
And lo its presence
Can never be healed.
Blessed are these moments of curse.
Blessed I am for being cursed.
Jan 11, 2020
Jan 11, 2020 at 9:09 AM UTC
I was active in that crowd
There was none who
Knew not my name
But years have passed
I have not gone there
And they never enquired.
They are not my famiky
They are not my friends
They are acquaintances...
So yes, why should they care?
It was my foolishness
To expect...
I know ignorance is pain
And I knew it well
When my kith n kin left me
I should have known
Acquaintaces are more far
From all others...
I am fading in myself
I am folding into myself
Hy yaar, ignorance hurts
So is the fading.
Apr 8, 2019
Apr 8, 2019 at 3:27 AM UTC
Time that passed
Made me relax and enjoy,
Relieving me from words
From emotions,
From pains and senses...
Strange is life in its dapples
Contrasting is taste of time samples
Pain heaped words that healed many
Smile heaped actions that wounded many.
Time teaches the value of gap.
Feb 12, 2019
Feb 12, 2019 at 6:48 AM UTC
She held on to what she knew
She fell on to what she already felt
She watched all dramas which ****** is known
She always repeated
Though she hated repetition.
Was the hatred fake? Or a mistake?
Do not know.
Just clear sky revealed
Her fear of new, phobia on strangeness
Whoo she is stuck with what she only knew
Poor pity fellow, gona be dust within it.
Jan 21, 2019
Jan 21, 2019 at 2:38 PM UTC
Time that she ignored
Was her ally always
Time that she only dreamed of
Was her breath and soul
Time that she thought she owned
Was her tide of mind
Time passed
She was left
Whole universe unmoved
Every light turned dark
Every sound faded to silence
She was engulfed in dessert
Sands of wine poured and watered
Phew! Still she is breathing
Not alive! No, not dead!
Being still in stillness of still water was still a legendary talent.
She was one among that legends.
Dec 30, 2018
Dec 30, 2018 at 11:26 AM UTC