which tunnel need i crawl through
(newtlike, crimping body, gathering dirt)
to reach the cave?
May 6
May 6, 2026 at 11:05 PM UTC
(them boys
after church
settin things
on fire)
Apr 10
Apr 10, 2026 at 12:23 PM UTC
May have wondered, post transformation, why he chose such an animal, and if he should return to this body, once a year, until the end
Mar 23
Mar 23, 2026 at 5:21 PM UTC
animals pray
to a great salamander
in the river Sky/
may it protect them
their land, their water
for many days to come
and many days after
amen
Mar 13
Mar 13, 2026 at 1:20 PM UTC
i ask god why does it feel like they want everyone to die and god says who is they and i say **** if i know and god says my kids and i say sure some of them and god says they know not what they do and i say ok but is that an excuse and god says idk but it’s getting hot here and we both know the quickest way to cool down a planet and i look at god and god is crying and then i start crying and we don’t stop because there is no reason to
Mar 11
Mar 11, 2026 at 11:51 PM UTC
i need money.
and that kid,
if he lives,
he needs money too.
Mar 9
Mar 9, 2026 at 5:07 PM UTC
(in school i had to write a paper and the promt was to convince the reader animal testing was wrong or the reverse or whatever really and i was like ofc it’s wrong but what are you gonna do right surely it’s best to honor these creatures for their sacrifice surely we can extend our gratitude to the ambiguous Animal surely we can extend that gratitude even further to the very body of science to the spirit of knowledge to the soul of sacrifice surely we can make something like church for these people i mean these animals right we can make an animal church and this will comfort them and maybe they can tell how thankful we are and how much healthier and better looking and longer living and knowledgeable about the nature of life we are and all of that is good and the price feels fair i mean it doesn’t feel heavy it feels light it feels like a handful of fur at most it feels like a handful of blood at worst and tbh the deal has already been struck the road has already been crossed the table has already been toppled and there is no putting the lid back on that box so just imagine their jesus an albino rat sleek and long and glowing inside a circle of divinity and possessing of a ruby eyed knowing that should strike terror in us all—)
sometimes i think about computers. **** like, will they learn time travel before we do. will they find a way to bleed. to birth. to tragedy. will they want safety, or fairness. i don’t know. we did. we wanted so few things, and none of them were slave. none of them were machine. none of them were lab cage big enough to fit humanity. but whatever. let’s think about jesus. man jesus. rat jesus. digital jesus, should we meet him soon
Mar 5
Mar 5, 2026 at 12:27 PM UTC
i am no better than those who’ve wronged me/
the circle
says
get in or
get out, but don’t wait/
we’re gonna go see
god
Mar 1
Mar 1, 2026 at 5:13 PM UTC
for days
a sunny circle
Of man ****
has stained the snow
in my driveway
for all
Delivery men
and visitors
and angels
to see
Feb 7
Feb 7, 2026 at 7:42 AM UTC
(i will never again trust my neighbor to be good or safe i mean they keep dying they keep killing each other they keep catching angel sicknesses they keep going to vampire churches and all-the-livelong-day they keep getting ****** they keep getting ****** too hard and to no kind end but we all know that right it’s all over the hologram our very own ***** film and at the end of each episode the names of all the directors are blacked out but they give a special thanks to god and, god, i don’t think i can be your friend
anymore)
notes on hiatus
it’s been so cold/
art seems/ a sweat i won’t break
until forced
Jan 24
Jan 24, 2026 at 1:24 PM UTC