It's a sin to love
but I'm better a sinner than a slave
I try to think of you at night
When did I got so brave?
I love it when you talk
I love it more when you talk to me
I love it when you see
I Iove it more when you see me
And i somehow get pleased
Just by seeing you breathe
And when this night in where you sleep
I'm scared that you'd leave
I hate it when you bluff
I hate it more when you act tough
I hate it when you cry
I hate it more when you wave me goodbye
If I knew how to love
Only if I knew how to not burn
If I knew how to miss
Only if I knew how to give a kiss
Mar 13
Mar 13, 2026 at 1:34 PM UTC
Bring me to life
Place your hand in mine
Kiss me alive
And now I am scared
Cause you're not here, infront of my sight
Guess all you said were white lies
And now I'm blue
So, so lost with no clue
All alone, too cold so dark
That I wish us two apart
And now I'm dead
Like the light at the end of the bay
Like the flowers rotting at my funeral
I might go to hell, so wish me well
And take me and us away from everyone else.
Mar 13
Mar 13, 2026 at 1:31 PM UTC
I see, I claw, I lose my mind
All I could do was Live the ugly sight
The sight I once loved with all my might
Suddenly a nice evening turns into a strange night.
I dare, I step, I reach out
I try my hardest before the time ran out
The time too slow now suddenly in a hurry
I am so and so far away, the distance enough to worry.
I tremble, i beg, I promise
Holding on to the breathe I miss
I fall upon and i fall behind
I try to catch up but crumble up at the sight to fade away
The ugly, now too pretty to leave
Mar 13
Mar 13, 2026 at 1:30 PM UTC
Too blue, too light
She died that night.
Too bright to hide, too dark to find.
Scream, scream
Let them hear, let them come,
Let someone care, let someone run.
Scream, scream
But the air was deaf,
And the stars looked away.
Bare feet on broken ground,
Cold arms clutching nothing now.
Naked eyes, naked soul
How many times must she drown alone?
Too late now.
Her voice ; once fire
Burned itself to smoke.
Her throat a cracked prayer,
Her heart, an echo fading slow.
She screamed and screamed,
Until silence learned her name.
Now only the wind remembers
A life, a whisper,
A single tear that never fell.
Mar 13
Mar 13, 2026 at 1:28 PM UTC
"I wish I didn’t feel this way,
A love I don’t want, but can’t push away.
I miss you more than I can show,
But I keep it hidden, deep below."
"I just want to hug you, hold you tight,
Let you see the side that’s pure and light.
The part of me that’s never changed,
But I can’t let this love be rearranged."
"I wish I was the light of your eye,
The star that makes your heart beat high.
Yet here I stand, a friend confined,
Longing for a love I can’t define."
May 20, 2025
May 20, 2025 at 1:18 PM UTC
"Why do you treat me right?
talking late in the night
staring in your pretty eyes
you're so pretty, that I might
might pull up a fight
the stars above shine oh so bright
yet, I only see you far in sight
why?"
May 3, 2025
May 3, 2025 at 12:24 PM UTC
"It's late in the night
3:08
filled with hate
thought it was fate
turns out it's all fake
I still wait
for what? oh I wish I knew
flying feelings over the moon"
May 3, 2025
May 3, 2025 at 12:18 PM UTC
"I met you in a world full of screens,
Just pixels, right? Or so it seems.
Yet somehow, through the silent space
You cared a home inside my days."
"We swapped our jokes, our dreams, my fear.
A stranger once, now someone dear.
I love you but it's hard to accept,
Was it all just part of the bet?"
Mar 20, 2025
Mar 20, 2025 at 1:09 AM UTC
"I long to hold you close, my dear,
To feel your heartbeat, soft and near.
A gentle touch, a warm embrace,
To find my peace within your space."
"The world could fade, the time could cease,
In your arms, I'd find my peace.
A quiet solace, hearts entwined,
In that moment, love defined."
"A simple wish, a deep desire,
To pull you close, to spark a fire.
To feel your warmth, to never part,
To hold you close and heal my heart."
"In your embrace, I’d find my home,
No longer lost, no more alone.
A place where time and worries cease,
Held in your arms, I’d find my peace."
Feb 24, 2025
Feb 24, 2025 at 9:53 AM UTC
They said, "Be mature, you're our only daughter,
We have expectations, don't drift any farther."
Not knowing how they crushed each hope she had,
And left her heart empty, forever sad.
They told her to act like a child, to play,
But when could she? She was forced to obey.
Left alone in a house that was dark and cold,
She grew strong, but her heart turned old.
They said, "You're tough, don't cry over pain,
These little scratches are nothing to explain."
Not seeing she'd grow, hurting deep inside,
Where pain was a secret, she could never hide.
She thought it was fine, that it was okay,
She still does it now, though it hurts every day.
Punished for things that she'd never done,
Now she repeats it when the day is done.
She was invincible, or so they believed,
But deep down, she was neglected, deceived.
Never loved, just a little girl.
Feb 24, 2025
Feb 24, 2025 at 9:42 AM UTC