there is an infinity to us
the space between our lips
or the time between kisses
my love for you has no boundaries
no planet or galaxy or
universe
could hold us in place
and we can be a moment in time
and we could be nothing
but nebulas
clouds of stars and ice
and when we burst
imploding and exploding
we will make the gods cry
in the beauty of us
and stardust
and infinity
Nov 3, 2020
Nov 3, 2020 at 5:25 AM UTC
i'm not being hurt
i'm not in any real pain
but i can't stop feeling this
hollowness
i think i'm broken or something.
May 19, 2020
May 19, 2020 at 6:34 AM UTC
I slip in and out of my own mind
and often enough
I get caught in the empty spaces
between my thoughts
and sometimes it is peaceful
that moment of quiet
but when I find myself stuck
in that nothingness
and that silence
there is a stillness that I cannot outrun
and it is cold
and empty.
and then I remember
that feeling anything
is better than this
May 19, 2020
May 19, 2020 at 6:30 AM UTC
It took me a long time
(too long)
to realize
that my body is not owed to anyone
that love is something i shouldn't have to earn
that i don't need to apologize for my pain
and my past
and all the broken bits of me.
i owe nothing
to anyone
but,
perhaps,
myself.
Apr 23, 2020
Apr 23, 2020 at 7:57 PM UTC
My jaw aches after I cry.
I thought it was a genetic thing.
But my mom made me realize I’m actually clenching it.
It’s weird how you hurt yourself without even noticing.
Jan 31, 2020
Jan 31, 2020 at 10:58 PM UTC
It’s hard to feel whole
when you have spent your life
being a part of something
and all the sudden it’s gone.
Jan 17, 2020
Jan 17, 2020 at 12:58 AM UTC
I fell apart again.
only this time you weren't here
to pick up the pieces.
my stitches ripped
and I've had to very slowly learn
to thread the needle
and sew myself together
piece
by
piece.
I'd like to thank you
for teaching me the hard way
how to love myself anew
without you
Dec 15, 2019
Dec 15, 2019 at 1:56 AM UTC
And iron coating across my tongue
and a poisonous addiction
to all the pain you’ve caused me.
I have nowhere else to go,
and nothing left to loose.
(I should say myself
but I lost that many tears ago)
Nov 22, 2019
Nov 22, 2019 at 1:21 AM UTC
I miss you
I love you
I’m drunk
and I can’t think straight
My world is falling apart
Because I can’t stay sober without you
Nov 17, 2019
Nov 17, 2019 at 6:34 PM UTC
You’re the kind of person
they write
Stories
about.
I hope that makes me the villain.
Oct 22, 2019
Oct 22, 2019 at 1:07 AM UTC