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Cinta kita
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Aku percaya jika hati t’lah bicara
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Jun 16, 2020
Jun 16, 2020 at 8:14 AM UTC
I never knew I'd fall in love with you
Because I still on my pursue
However, You came with the glue
Before I knew
My heart was fixed by you
Yet, falling in love
Is not pure as the dove
It just changes the form of my hell
I know where this will end
Still, I don't care, others can tell
I won't bend
I never knew I'd fall in love with you
Because I still on my pursue
However, you came with something new
Before I do
I'm already belong to you
Yet, the reality
Welcomes me with brutality
I'm taking care of my gain
Preparing for my pain
let's be honest in plain
My love will left me again
(But, I realized that I'll never be ready)
May 27, 2020
May 27, 2020 at 12:26 PM UTC
Before I love you,
I loved another man
He made me said I do
And You're not the part of my plan
Even after he left me
All I did was plea
With God, with Devil, with Universe
So he could come back to me
Even If the consequence is a curse
Before I love you,
I loved another man
It made me so blue
And you're not considered in my lifespan
So, I guarded my heart
With hope, noone knew
I'm breaking apart
and losing some *****
May 27, 2020
May 27, 2020 at 12:24 PM UTC
I thought I won the crown
So, I prepared the gown
Little did I know
That's the trick of my foe
They prepared a show
In cold winter snow
I'm experienced such woe
And realized I'm just a clown
My gown has turned into ember
The things I could remember
Only rage and anger
Epitome of the raging fire on December
Mar 2, 2020
Mar 2, 2020 at 10:57 AM UTC
Then again, what do you expect from a shaking ground?
Peace is obliviously out of question.
It left me with ruins and wound
And an empty confession
Feb 25, 2020
Feb 25, 2020 at 9:04 AM UTC
Ignorance is a bliss
Sweeter than a lover's kiss
Saving you from deepest abyss
'cause when you start to care
There's no turn back
You'll see someone so bare
Until you no longer can cut a slack
Even it's about affair
That deliver hatred
And make me shed a tear
I admitted
It's tough to leave
Cause when someone close your heart hole
That not everyone can achieve
It heals the soul
Even it's just for a while,
Even it's just a moment.
Jan 25, 2019
Jan 25, 2019 at 9:39 AM UTC
You embrace me
But your body felt cold
I'm not the one you hold
You see me
But your eyes has no spark
I'm not the one you mark
Ah...
I understand
Our love has become bland
The time has come
To you to say goodbye
I'm not dumb
But, i wanna cry
Cause you,
The one that can make me so blue
When you don't have a clue
What i feel about you
Only you,
That turn my life so new
Know what goal i should pursue
When I'm with you
Still,
It's my cue
Not to impose your goodwill
And let you leave
With happy weave
Jan 24, 2019
Jan 24, 2019 at 2:05 AM UTC
Let's play make believe
Where I can pretend that you're mine
For a minute
Even it's merely adequate
I will dress myself beautifully
So, everyone will agree
I'm worthy
By your side,
I look like a bride
Hence, when you dally with me
You will look to no one, but me
Because, that's the sole time
You call me, dear, without grime
Even it's just a made believe,
That last in Christmas eve
It's worth to achieve
Because you'll never become mine
Jun 23, 2018
Jun 23, 2018 at 11:50 AM UTC
I want to remain unnoticed,
but I want to feel loved
I want to not regret,
but I can't undo my mistakes
I want everything to go back to how it was,
but it'll never be the same
I want to have little to care about,
and now I have the weight of the world on my shoulders
I want to say sorry,
but after it being so long,
it would have little meaning
I want to cry,
but I don't want to look weak.
I want to feel happy,
but I've made so many mistakes.
I feel like a coward,
hiding away from my fears
and hoping they'll fix themselves,
but once I've built of the strength to face them
it's too late
Jun 6, 2018
Jun 6, 2018 at 10:47 PM UTC
Can i still believe in a happy ending story?
That someday my prince will come
And save me from a cruel reality
Altough i'm not pretty
Also don't have money
Can i still believe in fairytale?
That someday my wish come true
After all the mess i have
i will have my own castle
With my beloved inside
Jun 6, 2018
Jun 6, 2018 at 10:32 PM UTC