Friends, flirting, fun times
It’s been so long since I felt this way.
She pulled me in close,
but she let me down gently.
So I suppress, contain, at times restrain
my love for her.
It’s painful to hang on,
we still have great times together.
I know our friendship is strong.
I want her in my life
I tell myself I will NEVER find another
I tell myself there will be another
I tell myself I will Never find another
I tell myself there Will be another
I tell myself I will never find another
Time will take what time needs
to lead me through this.
So I suppress, contain, at times restrain
my love for her.
I tell myself I WILL find another.
Nov 16, 2017
Nov 16, 2017 at 12:53 PM UTC
The first time I realized my feelings for you,
I tried to imagine what we would be like.
I would always hit the obstacle
Built to protect me from more rejection,
Contain the feelings of loneliness
My way to cope, sustained life
You found the secret entrance
And touched my heart
You have invited my imagination
To blend with yours
A true since of happiness
Puppy like excitement has reentered my thoughts
I am grateful to be on this adventure
Feb 23, 2017
Feb 23, 2017 at 2:28 PM UTC
I’ve searched the stars
To find the perfect time
To touch you with words
Here and now is prime
I’ve searched my mind
To find the perfect state
I’ve been completely in a fog,
Now clearing, I know my fate
I’ve searched the web
Scrolled through countless pages
Reading other poets writes
To get inspiration from the ages
I’ve searched my heart
It now beats with excitement
Having you in my life
Is my new assignment
I wish to capture the power
That’s only perceived by touch
And put it into words
That ignite emotions as such
Simply
Absolutely
“YOU ARE LOVED”
_________________________________
Michelle Milford
20 December 2016
To Brenda Chuleewah
Dec 20, 2016
Dec 20, 2016 at 11:20 AM UTC
The light at the end of the tunnel is visible.
My mind is racing, but I have a calmness of relief.
I’ve given all I could to those I love.
One more sun rise to warm my soul
before my body goes cold.
I’ve caused enough pain
Mostly to myself
If only I could find the strength
To live without fear
And be the woman within.
I blame no one but myself,
For I am a coward
One more sun rise to warm my soul
before my body goes cold.
Dec 13, 2016
Dec 13, 2016 at 11:54 AM UTC
Existing but not fitting in
Simply moving through time
Hoping for love, though
knowing forever to be alone
Friends & offspring are my life line
Simply moving through time
Existing but not fitting in
Sep 7, 2016
Sep 7, 2016 at 11:51 AM UTC
I disagree with " Live for today, Tomorrow may never come"
Love does not live today,
so I live for tomorrow.
Today does not exist,
my heart and mind want a different life,
so I live for tomorrow
Jul 5, 2016
Jul 5, 2016 at 10:21 AM UTC
All I want for Christmas is
a girl that can openly say,
Yes, that's my transfriend
Yes, I am in love with her
In return
I would love her like Blue Bell.
Dec 16, 2015
Dec 16, 2015 at 1:09 PM UTC
Live endless love,
be loved endlessly.
Live exclusion,
be excluded.
Sep 25, 2015
Sep 25, 2015 at 11:55 AM UTC
I'm neither one individually,
but both, all the time, ME
Sep 18, 2015
Sep 18, 2015 at 10:15 AM UTC
Always in fight or flight mode. Seldom able to relax.
Fight to get up in the morning but Flight from the fear of being late.
Fight to present as gender labeled, Flight to hide true gender.
Fight to be apart of Society, Flight from being discovered.
Fight to accept myself just as good, Flight the urge to give up.
Fight to express strength, happiness, a sense of peace, Flight from fear of being labeled negatively, being seen as less than, treated special as if there is something wrong with who I am.
Jul 21, 2015
Jul 21, 2015 at 3:28 PM UTC