I can feel it
I know it
It's part of me
It calls unto me
For a while
I felt like....
I can ignore it.
But it felt like
Living without "oxygen"
But the more
I ignore it
The stronger
The "urge "
Making me "gasp" for air.
Now I am "Trapped"
Searching For "survival,"
In the "chaos"
Of my thoughts
Am "drowning"
In the ocean
I was warned
Never to drink from
There is one
Thing I know
But it's impossible
For me to do.
Jan 20
Jan 20, 2026 at 5:33 PM UTC