
I have my eyes closed so I can't see the world
It's burning and in pieces
I don't like looking at it
I don't care if there are good things in the fire
The smoke hurts my eyes and my lungs
My mother says to open my eyes
My father tells me the fire is gone
My friend hugs me and says the world is okay
How do I know I can trust them?
It takes a struggle
It takes a fight
But they pull my hands away from my teary eyes
The sun stings my eyes for a while
But then...
The world is better than I left it
Flowers and bugs
Colors and happiness
I wish I had opened my eyes sooner
May 20
May 20, 2026 at 10:25 AM UTC
My head is so foggy
I can't think at all
It's stupid, I shouldn't whine about it...
But since you're here.......
I haven't had motivation
I haven't had my spark
I haven't had my voice
I haven't had my head to myself
These clouds have made my head their home
I hate it up here
But I think I'll be ok
The sun will come back soon
I think it's already peaking through...
May 11
May 11, 2026 at 4:03 PM UTC
I'm afraid of Wasps
They sting and buzz
Their legs give me the ick
I'm afraid of Needles
They poke and burn
I can't look at one without feeling dizzy
I'm afraid of Tight Spaces
I hate feeling trapped
When the walls close in, I lose my breath
I'm afraid of Loud Noises
They make my brain rattle
A pop or a bang makes me want to cry
I'm afraid of Failure
I don't wanna let them down
I just want them to stay
Fears. I've had all of these since I was small...
What do I do now that the thought of dying scares me less and less?
Apr 15
Apr 15, 2026 at 11:50 AM UTC
I'm almost to my sweet 16
I'm almost to my sweet 16
I'm almost to my sweet 16
I'm almost to my sweet 16
I'm almost to my sweet 16
I'm almost to my sweet 16
I'm almost to my sweet 16
I'm almost to my sweet 16
I'm almost to my sweet 16
I'm almost to my sweet 16
I'm almost to my sweet 16
I'm almost to my sweet 16
I'm almost to my sweet 16
I'm almost to my sweet 16
I'm almost to my sweet 16
I'm almost to my sweet 16
I'm almost to my sweet 16
I'm almost to my sweet 16
I'm almost to my sweet 16
I'm almost to my sweet 16
I'm almost to my sweet 16
I'm almost to my sweet 16
I'm almost to my sweet 16
I'm almost to my sweet 16
I'm almost to my sweet 16
I'm almost to my sweet 16
I'm almost to my sweet 16
I'm almost to my sweet 16
Apr 13
Apr 13, 2026 at 4:09 PM UTC
I go from being too much...
To not enough...
My heart is so torn
My soul is now hollow
The world feeds me venom and I'm forced to swallow
Its taste is so bitter
Its bottle, so cold
This whole routine is getting real old
My hands shake with rage
My heart sinks with sorrow
"Happy anniversary!"
I know you'll leave me tomorrow
Leave me alone!
I wanna be held!
I don't know why I can't come out of my shell!
Is this hell?
Is this hell?
Happy anniversary...
He left.
Apr 13
Apr 13, 2026 at 3:10 PM UTC
Fighting
Screaming
Boys
***
No
No
NO!
I'm tired of your face popping up in my head!
I'm tired of tasting the foul flavor of your tongue!
I'm tired of feeling like a coward for not doing anything
Thinking it's normal...
"It's normal for an 18-year-old guy to want to date a 13-year-old!"
NO, IT'S NOT!
The fighting and screaming and fighting and screaming and fighting...
SHUT UP!
Why did you take all my comfort away?
What did I ever do to you?
Why did I have to find out my feelings about *** like this...
Why are boys so *****
So stupid?
Or am I the stupid one?
For falling for your obvious lies...
For ignoring every BLARING red flag...
No... I wasn't stupid
I was just 13...
I don't need to feel guilty
I don't need to feel dumb
I was young
I was just 13
I was just 13
I was just 13
I was just 13
Just 13
Just 13
Just 13
13
13
13
13
I hate you.
Mar 30
Mar 30, 2026 at 4:35 PM UTC
Valentine's Day!
I expected to be alone again
Then, BANG!
POP!
WIZZ!
BOOM!
He appears...
6'3...
He's my age...
Why is my face so hot?
He asked me for my number
Of course, I say yes!
***** making paper hearts!
I wanna be with you
Feb 24
Feb 24, 2026 at 9:57 AM UTC
Its wings were so pretty!
Its colors so bright!
It took my eyes on a mystical flight
They started to yell
"Get outta the clouds!"
I snap back awake
They called me a clown
Why can't I do it like everyone else?
Why is my brain so scattered?
Why is this so hard?
Oops!
I forgot to rhyme...
Sorry!
Feb 18
Feb 18, 2026 at 3:15 PM UTC
I don't mean to
I can't stop it
"You're so dramatic!"
Tears
"You did that wrong!"
Tears
"I need to talk to you."
Tears
Someone rip out my eyes
Please
Anything to make him think I'm invincible
Feb 18
Feb 18, 2026 at 1:56 PM UTC
There was a bird
A bird with bright feathers
He won the love of many
He won the love of all
Each color
Each feather
A stolen treasure
From someone else who loved him
There was a bird
A bird with dark feathers
She once was as bright as him
She once was brighter than him
He stole her color
Causing her shame
Causing her loss
The colorless bird sat on her own
Singing her beautiful songs on a wire
Her call drew many to her
Many others
Who had their colors stolen
All together
Their colors returned
Stolen back from the thief
Don't let anyone steal your color
Don't let any **** birds steal your pretty feathers
Feb 16
Feb 16, 2026 at 2:37 PM UTC