
I grieve a place that exists
But I cannot go back to
It is no longer
A place for comfort
Where the smell of bacon
Wakes me up
Alongside sounds of the mourning dove
The rays of light
Streaming in through the windows
A day of fishing by the pond
With some fishing line
And whatever else we found laying around
Making crafts in the kitchen
And pressing forks
Against the peanut butter cookies
We made from scratch
Or picking berries behind the house
To add to our morning cereal
The beautiful day
Prompting me to take a walk in the forest
To a garden made just for me
The sound of trees in the wind
And a sky full of the brightest stars
The only place in the world
I could be outside forever
I grieve a place that exists
But I cannot go back to-
A place
Where a wild soul
Was allowed to be untamed
Apr 10
Apr 10, 2026 at 11:57 AM UTC
A deep sorrow for
The society we have become
Because yes I felt that he deserved it
That he spewed hate
That he was harmful.
But
A society
With so much hate
Even from me
That I could hate a man so much
To be pleased with his death
Both political spectrums
Fighting each other
Telling lies
He is a liberal
He is a right wing extremist
Both sides
Being told a story
So we just keep fighting
And ignore the true minority
So small
They only make up
1%
Oct 4, 2025
Oct 4, 2025 at 9:17 PM UTC
Where do you find the light
When they have snuffed the flame out of you
I look to others
But the flame is gone in them too
Nobody knows warmth anymore
Where is the light
Is it truly gone
I remember when the sun shone on us all
Perhaps
We are learning to exist in the dark
Mar 15, 2025
Mar 15, 2025 at 8:43 PM UTC
I used to feel them everywhere-
The spirits.
Felt their watchful eye.
Warnings from a divine animal,
A hello whispered in the breeze,
But now-
Now I feel nothing
Like a part of me is not working.
It is so quiet.
It is so lonely.
I cannot tell
Who has left who.
Mar 3, 2025
Mar 3, 2025 at 11:16 PM UTC
Sometimes-
I wish I had never
Known romantic love.
I have been chasing a high
No substance can fulfill
Ever since.
Nov 2, 2024
Nov 2, 2024 at 11:27 PM UTC
How scary it is-
To realize
None of this is truly mine.
Not these things,
Not this life.
Time is my master,
She owns it all.
I cannot keep any of it.
Aug 4, 2024
Aug 4, 2024 at 12:43 AM UTC
He fell in love
With the brightest star
In the sky.
The way she glowed
Just for him-
A celestial deity
Shining down on him
As he worshipped at her altar.
She loved him too,
This human.
He made her laugh
With the things he would say.
He made her feel worthy
With the way he worshipped her,
But
The human man was broken.
The brightest star in the sky
Watched the human man
Walk in the shadow of his past trauma-
A constant onyx cloud
Hanging over his head.
The man was beautiful.
The man was so loving.
The man was broken.
Night by night,
The celestial deity provided light
To the man she loved
Chasing away each shadow as it came.
The light leaving her,
She became dimmer on each night-
Giving pieces of herself
To save the human man from the darkness.
One summer night,
The celestial deity
Looked down upon the man
Who in turn was looking up at the stars.
He was glowing.
The brightest human on earth-
But he did not smile.
He did not show love to his star.
"Why do you not shine for me?"
He asked.
"I loved you for your beauty,
But now I can barely see you."
The star made an attempt
To respond with a flicker of light,
But it was gone.
She had given it all to him.
When she saw her love
The next night,
He was gazing with a look of awe
Out towards the Eastern sky,
And she watched with despair as
He fell in love
With the brightest star
In the sky.
May 9, 2024
May 9, 2024 at 12:06 AM UTC
In the silence,
I find every broken piece of myself
Their sharp edges cut me until I bleed
Forcing me to drop them to the floor-
The pain too much to bear.
Perhaps it is not worth it
To repair the shattered remains of my past.
The pieces on the floor
Taunt me to try again.
The silence here is deafening,
And still I do not whisper for aid.
Mar 21, 2024
Mar 21, 2024 at 9:42 PM UTC
She gracefully walked into the ocean
Her dress flowing behind her
Welcoming the waves,
It seemed,
As an old friend.
She looked to the horizon-
Smiling,
As she dipped below the surface.
When she disappeared,
Some questioned whether she had drowned,
But no,
The Selkie had simply
Returned to her home
In the depths of the sea.
Nov 24, 2023
Nov 24, 2023 at 8:27 PM UTC
Tonight I am 26
At a concert
Standing so close to the girl in front of me
I can smell her perfume
And coconut shampoo-
I am swaying with the crowd
And the person next to me
Has an expression of pure joy across her face
Vibrant lights race across the room
Revealing hundreds of people
Who are feeling what I am feeling.
We throw our hands in the air
And allow ourselves to escape reality
For just one night.
Tonight-
I am alive.
We are alive.
Oct 19, 2023
Oct 19, 2023 at 8:39 PM UTC