all the noises echoing around me,
the sounds getting stuck
bouncing around inside my skull,
the feet tapping
those pens dropping
that page turning
my mind as clear as a blizzard day,
hearing every little creek,
over and over,
higher and higher,
faster and faster,
my brain never stops,
these sounds can’t escape,
nobody can see it, but…
…the silence has never been so loud
Jan 7, 2020
Jan 7, 2020 at 8:58 PM UTC
The crashing feeling
The stress inducing
The nauseating
The heart racing
Feeling
Constant fear
Constant feelings of doubt
The feeling that something bad
Is going to happen
I wish for no more
Stress
Nausea
I wish for no more
Anxiety
Jan 7, 2020
Jan 7, 2020 at 2:45 PM UTC
One like
Two like
Three like
Four like
Why
One follow
Two follow
Three follow
Four follow
Why
Why does that first like turn into an addiction
Why does that first like turn into happiness
Why does that first follow turn into an addiction
Why does that first follow turn into happiness
Why when the likes stop
the follows stop
Does the sadness and hopeless fill a soul
Oct 16, 2018
Oct 16, 2018 at 10:47 PM UTC
Be quite
They will judge you
They don’t understand
They want you to stay silent
If you talk they won’t care
Your feeling don’t matter
just
stay
quite
Oct 16, 2018
Oct 16, 2018 at 9:33 PM UTC
Should I keep hiding it from them
Should I not talking to them
Should I tell these secrets
Should I try to not be so good at hiding my tears
hiding my pain
hiding my stress
hiding my thoughts
hiding me
If I could tell them all the stuff I’m hiding
I still wouldn’t
Oct 9, 2018
Oct 9, 2018 at 4:56 PM UTC
When I’m not ok but I say I’m fine
I’m not
I think
If I walk into the road I would get hit and it would be over
If I slit my wrists it would be over
If I put that rope around my neck and jump it would be over
If I drank the window cleaner it would be over
If I jumped of the building it would be over
But if they ask I say I’m okay
Oct 5, 2018
Oct 5, 2018 at 4:50 PM UTC