The words you're meant to hear
For one reason or another
Won't come to fruition
Is it for the fear of everything I've imagined?
Or the ugly truth that hides beneath.
Both options don't seem plausible
In my head
So I'd rather get stuck
Somewhere in the middle
Dec 28, 2019
Dec 28, 2019 at 10:21 PM UTC
The sea won’t bring your mind to ease
Only drown in the current
Choking on the saltwater
Stinging our wounds
I can’t continue to see you live this way
Dec 15, 2019
Dec 15, 2019 at 5:45 PM UTC
An addiction born out of concern
Administered by the ones meant to heal
I was not supposed to survive
Born months before my departure
Somehow I feel responsible for what you’ve done
Too young to utter my concern
What is adolescence, when you're absorbing all the tragedies around you?
Dec 15, 2019
Dec 15, 2019 at 5:44 PM UTC
At a show
It’s 12:05am
Why are there still people here?
I looked up and saw a girl
She was wearing the earrings
You always wear
I wondered why you weren’t here with me
Standing by my side
It’s not like you ever did
Just a beautiful envision in my head
Of what would make my life easier
Stand by my side and hold my hand.
Jul 20, 2019
Jul 20, 2019 at 3:47 PM UTC
I haven’t felt the need to write like this in awhile
You must be something really special
I feel as if I must get these words out
Or I’m gonna choke on my thoughts
I never believed in a god
That is till I met you
I’ve been praying for a sign
Something to get me through this
I believe that sign is you
Jul 18, 2019
Jul 18, 2019 at 8:35 PM UTC
Looking at a past of self reflection
But we’re making all the same mistakes
Don’t you think we would’ve learned by now?
Jul 9, 2019
Jul 9, 2019 at 7:16 PM UTC
To let go of my misery. To let go of my depression. Is to let go of everything I've ever had, I've ever worked for. Even though this is misery, this is also comfort. I wanna let go. But I can't
Jul 8, 2019
Jul 8, 2019 at 12:16 AM UTC
Look me in the eyes and tell me what I’m feeling isn’t real
You can’t
Although these feeling might not be reciprocated
I can’t help them
I’ll look you in the eyes
And tell you
I love you
You’ll either turn and walk the other way
Or look deeper into my eyes
And say
I’ve been waiting for you to come clean
I love you too
Jul 8, 2019
Jul 8, 2019 at 12:15 AM UTC
I’d rather suppress my feelings and pray they go away, than face the truth.
Jul 8, 2019
Jul 8, 2019 at 12:14 AM UTC
I'll always remember your name
but you'll forget mine
as soon as you take
your last drag of your menthol cigarette
Forgotten in the smoke
Jul 7, 2019
Jul 7, 2019 at 3:49 PM UTC