Trust me,
I’m an overthinker.
I don’t love lightly.
My mind is full
Of questions,
Possibilities,
And fears.
I think about every word,
Every look,
Every silence.
I don’t fall easily.
I calculate every risk,
Every possibility,
Every move,
Every outcome,
Every way it could end.
So if I stayed,
It means
I already fought with myself
A hundred times
Before choosing you.
6d ago
May 28, 2026 at 2:27 PM UTC
When you want
To make someone yours,
That’s when you realize
How badly you want them.
May 21
May 21, 2026 at 12:34 PM UTC
Women like to feel desired,
To have someone’s full attention.
I understand that.
Not everyone receives that at home.
But after some time,
Doesn’t it become enough?
Because if you keep searching
For attention somewhere else,
Maybe the problem
Was never attention at all.
And if you are unhappy…
Then that is something
You need to face yourself.
I faced myself.
I changed.
I sorted my own chaos out.
But attention?
If you want it again,
You have to earn it now.
May 11
May 11, 2026 at 1:11 PM UTC
Poetry is what remains
When someone
Won’t leave your mind.
Poetry is where
I keep you
When I can’t have you.
Apr 30
Apr 30, 2026 at 12:32 PM UTC
Feeling like you’re on the edge,
Fighting against yourself.
Being around people,
Forced to show yourself,
Forced to prove yourself
Over and over again.
Like every move
Is being watched,
Every word
Has to be right.
It feels like
You’re losing your mind.
Why can’t it be easier?
Apr 10
Apr 10, 2026 at 2:44 PM UTC
To love someone
Is to love them
For who they truly are.
To love everything —
Every small detail,
Every quiet piece of them.
To know them —
Their favorite color,
Their favorite flower,
The way to make them laugh
When they are sad,
How to calm the storm
Inside their chest.
To be their support,
To give them
All of you.
Love is not just
Saying -I love you-.
It is showing it,
Proving it
In the smallest things.
Listening —
Really listening.
It’s knowing someone
Beyond the surface,
Beyond the glances,
Beyond the silence
Between words.
I loved someone once
Like this
For many years.
At least, I thought I did.
But maybe
It was never strong enough,
Or never real enough
To last.
I never thought
I could fall for someone else.
And that changed me.
A lot.
But I guess…
Maybe it was worth it.
And sometimes
You need time
To understand
What you truly want.
And now
I finally do.
And still —
I’m not closed.
I’m ready
To love again.
Apr 1
Apr 1, 2026 at 3:00 PM UTC
I wrote so much about you —
The way I saw you
Through my eyes,
How special you felt to me.
Maybe I believed
There was something there,
Some quiet chance
Waiting to become real.
And now I feel stupid.
All I ever wanted
Was a simple answer —
Yes or no.
I would have done the rest.
But I was never given
The chance
To be known.
You saw me
Through other people’s eyes,
Through words
That were never mine.
Mar 20
Mar 20, 2026 at 4:04 PM UTC
I haven’t written in a while.
My pen writes in white —
Blank.
It feels like
I stopped myself,
Or maybe
I had nothing left to say.
But if I’m writing now,
Then maybe
I still do.
It’s time
To open a new chapter,
To leave everything
Behind me.
And for the first time,
I feel free —
Like I’m finally
Being myself.
Mar 18
Mar 18, 2026 at 7:18 PM UTC
Do you ever wish
To disappear?
Into the unknown —
Where no one knows your name,
Where nothing follows you.
A place
Where you could finally
Be free.
Mar 6
Mar 6, 2026 at 6:54 PM UTC
My heart still jumps
Every time I see you.
I wish it wouldn’t.
I wish I could control it.
I wish you would leave my mind,
But you still take
The most space in it.
I’m still in love with you.
And I’ve seen it —
Something in your eyes
That feels the same.
But tell me…
Are you in love with me?
Mar 2
Mar 2, 2026 at 12:16 PM UTC