The heart in my chest.
The heart in my sky.
The heart of my love.
The heart shall not die.
Protect our heart.
Protect our love.
Protect everything you see above.
Screaming and shrieking.
Crying and pain.
Nothing any of us shall see again.
Time to live.
Time to lie
Time to show this world why.
Towards the end.
Towards the fight.
Life isn't something to just take flight.
It burns and it hurts, it chips and it breaks.
All will be fine, on the warm summer day
Oct 1, 2020
Oct 1, 2020 at 11:40 AM UTC
Hearts can open, hearts can close.
Hearts can be many things, changing right under your nose.
They don't get larger, or smaller, or size about.
They stay the same shape without a single doubt.
That doesn't stop me from saying with glee.
My heart has grown to big to leave it for just me.
I'll share my heart, my mind, my love.
All that I ask is you don't fly away like a dove.
I'll hold you through thick, through thin, and through sorrow.
Just be mine and let our love live long past tomorrow.
Sep 28, 2020
Sep 28, 2020 at 4:12 PM UTC
God how I've missed you, missed that smile on your face.
God how I've missed every warming embrace.
The feel of your sight, beaming upon me.
It's more than I could ask for, can't you see?
I'd love to hold you, all through the night.
I'd love to kiss your lips till the next day's light.
I will protect you, and keep you warm.
Just as long as you stay on my arm.
Jun 10, 2020
Jun 10, 2020 at 11:32 PM UTC
Beyond the doors of my room, beyond the thoughts of these walls.
A light starts to grow, it did all along.
It was hard to see it, it was hard to hear.
Beyond the doors, life is right here.
Growing like children, not just happy and glee.
Pain and suffering brought forth by me.
It hurts to live but for all I do, I will continue to suffer.
Suffer for you.
I will keep living, working on life, keeping people happy all throughout life.
I won't give up nor should you, but all that happens, is all not just for you.
Jan 21, 2020
Jan 21, 2020 at 10:45 AM UTC
Crying is normal.
Pain is too.
Pain, we all feel it, sometimes because of you.
It may hurt, or make you squirm, but it will aid in your growing too.
We must hurt one time or another, or we will curl up and die.
Just think of this before you lie.
Oct 28, 2019
Oct 28, 2019 at 8:15 PM UTC
Breathing is hard.
Hard to see.
Imagine breathing just for the feeling of unity.
Breathing to love, breathing for life.
Breathing to see the next morning's light.
It may be hard, it may be tough, but know that one breath just isn't enough.
You may wish to stop the fight, but know this world won't let you leave tonight.
Oct 27, 2019
Oct 27, 2019 at 6:39 PM UTC
I don't want to live anymore.
I don't want to hurt anymore.
I don't want to waste anymore.
I don't want to cry anymore.
I don't want to think anymore.
I don't want to smell anymore.
I don't want to see anymore.
I don't want to talk anymore.
I don't want to love anymore.
I don't want to care anymore.
I don't want any of it, I want it all to end.
Like a flash in the pan.
The light blinding me then fading into nothing.
Nothing would matter at the moment I die.
It would be the calmness of a thousand night skies.
It would be the love of a million star lights.
It would be the kindness of a thousand moms.
It would be a moment... the one true moment of bliss.
Then it would end.
Just like a rollercoaster,
It is sad but you know you are ok.
The stars will shine brighter at night.
My heart would feel calm and light.
I can't do it anymore,
not in this world.
Nothing can fix me, I'm broken beyond repair.
I need to be replaced but first I must trade in my broken piece.
May 21, 2019
May 21, 2019 at 11:52 PM UTC
I must sleep to live tomorrow, but tonight I am filled with sorrow.
I lost my dreams in a field of tears, somewhere far away from here.
Shouldn't it be easy to find?
As easy to find as the warm summer sand, or is it as rare as someone who loves me for who I am?
Sleep fixes the pain in life, but sometimes those dreary gates refuse to open at night.
Insomnia strikes like a backhanded blow, forcing you to not sleep anymore.
I just want to find some peace for this cold stone heart that is in my chest.
Hopefully, I will find somewhere where my head can finally have a good nights rest.
May 20, 2019
May 20, 2019 at 7:40 AM UTC
The wind is a wild and crazy device.
Pushing the air and it doesn't think twice.
Blowing harder and harder with every blow.
It moves leaves, pedals, and many more.
Blowing past the houses and the sky, moving in this world and we don't ask why.
It blows without worry, concern, or care.
Sometimes I wish I were the wind blowing up there.
Maybe wishing I could be lighter than air.
Nothing is faster and lighter, of course, as it hits my head while I walk a forth.
May 20, 2019
May 20, 2019 at 3:28 AM UTC
I trusted you with my life.
I wanted to hug you and love you and hold you tight.
You are like a sister to me, kind and fair but so naive.
You listened to the bottles hand, not the one who held you then.
Brother by love not by blood and a sister from a different neighborhood.
Hoping to see you live, laugh, and love instead of falling from far above.
Don't lose your chance to see success.
Don't lose your chance to be the best.
I want you to see the day when everyone shouts hooray to your name.
I want to watch as you hold your cap on graduation day.
You mustn't leave me, not for the glass of death.
Please don't forget me for the last taste that's left.
I will never forgive myself for the days I didn't see, the cries of pain that I feel were for me.
This world wouldn't feel like a home anymore, at least if I never saw you walk through my door.
I'd cry in pain and anger and fright, just please don't forget me after you take your last sip for the night.
May 20, 2019
May 20, 2019 at 2:04 AM UTC