What lurks in the shadows
What stays out of your sight
The beast lurks
It's patient
It's agile
It's eyes
Has a cold stare
Has a trembling glare
The darkness
isn't behind you
but sleeps inside you
Dec 10, 2018
Dec 10, 2018 at 11:52 AM UTC
Stay strong and carry on
Your life will be long
Some days might be bright
Others will be filled with blight
Just don't give up the fight
No one great had no sacrifice
I know you can do great this life
You're amazing and I'm glad I know you
Just don't let the world get you blue
Push and you'll always make it through
Dec 4, 2018
Dec 4, 2018 at 12:49 PM UTC
Looking into your eyes
I see your burdens and cries
So cold like the moon
Trying to hide in your cocoon
Looking into your eyes
I see behind your lies
In the dark moonlight
You're drained of your might
Looking into your eyes
I feel you agonize
I see so many cracks
You can't hide behind acts
Looking into your eyes
Emotionally paralyzed
No one can recognize
Hiding behind a disguise
Life full of lies
No wisdom from the wise
Can no longer harmonize
Wanting to eulogize
Can't hide what's behind my eyes
Nov 27, 2018
Nov 27, 2018 at 12:25 AM UTC
Fire fire fire fire
I have to reach higher
Can't stand still any longer
My heart cries out to leave
Can't keep my cards under my sleeve
My dreams can't fulfill themselves
It's time to be myself
No more depression
No more anger
No more resentment
No more hate
Nothing
Nothing but fire
Fire so hot
You can feel it through my words
Fire so hot
You can feel it through my thoughts
Fire so hot
You can feel it through your seat
Fire so hot
Turns cool a/c too 100 degrees
Fire so hot
It burns through pain
Fire so hot
It cuts through sorrows
Fire so hot
It rushes to tomorrow
Nov 5, 2018
Nov 5, 2018 at 8:52 PM UTC
Who can destroy me?
How can you **** what you can't see?
Can you feel it in me
The fire burns so hot
My veins feel explosive
My blood feels corrosive
Anything that gets in my way
Will be blown away
Blown to bits
Rest in peace
Can't stand in the shadow of fear
When my dreams are so near
Nov 5, 2018
Nov 5, 2018 at 8:47 PM UTC
Why so playful?
Who knew the world was hateful
Need to be more serious
Sleepless feeling delirious
Smile cause your strong
Smile to hide something wrong
Play to keep sorrows at Bay
Pray depression will go away
Make jokes to **** your sorrow
Laughing brings a better tommorow
Sleepless nights
Constant fights
More and more pondering
Mind never stop wondering
Nov 5, 2018
Nov 5, 2018 at 8:42 PM UTC
Don't give up
You're built strong
God gave you a backbone
Just hang on
If no one loves you, I will
You have nothing to atone
I'm here you'll never be alone
Has anyone told you that you're beautiful?
But realize, you were a handful
Don't focus on what's on the outside
That was never the game plan
See what's on the inside
That's how we think man
I am you now
And I saw you then
You never gave up
And and made cool friends
You did well
You stood strong
You were weak
Now you built bonds
Don't give up ever
You didn't then not now and never forever
Oct 9, 2018
Oct 9, 2018 at 11:01 AM UTC
Sometimes I cry
I don't know why
I feel so different inside
I don't know why
I feel alone
I don't know why
I speak but no one listens
I don't know why
I want to love but I can't feel it
I don't know why
I feel so dead
I don't know why
I am so confused
I don't know why
I want to die
I don't know why
I think of my problems
I try to cry
Tears won't come out
And still...
I don't know why
Oct 9, 2018
Oct 9, 2018 at 10:58 AM UTC
"No one likes you"
Ow, that hurt
Who knew words could hurt so much
"You're so annoying"
Wait! I just wanted you to like me
I wish there was someone just like me
"I love you son"
Mom, please love me more
Cause the hurtin' they did on me left me sore
"You're so stupid"
I know I am, which is why I act so smart
Don't you know, being fake is an art
"Paul, I love and care for you"
Words I heard in my head
Wish they were real
Is there a person that can make me feel?
Or maybe the pain will never heal
Oct 9, 2018
Oct 9, 2018 at 10:56 AM UTC
So much on my mind; I don't know how it fit in my brain
This much pain will drive me insane
So much on my heart, it might stop
Is love like a crop?
If so, how do I make it grow?
So much weight on me, I feel like my bones will break
Could you carry my burdens
Dang, I need a break
My head hurts,
I feel a hole in my chest,
And my body feels weak
Am I dying this weak?
Someone help me I'm weak!
If no one comes I'll really die this week
Oct 9, 2018
Oct 9, 2018 at 10:54 AM UTC