In my madness
I’m a lone wolf
When I’m sane I will be with you
I’ll care for you
I’ll be kind
I’ll smile and chat
But in my madness
I’ll be magnificent
Greater than Life
Impossible
Nobody dare to touch me
When I’m sane I’ll be with you
When I’m mad
I’ll write poetry
I’ll be with you when I’m sane
Because you read my poetry
May 24, 2019
May 24, 2019 at 12:53 PM UTC
There is a BOX with many moving parts It
is a GAME The object of the game is to
move the parts in such a way that all
shapes and colours align in perfect ORDER
Every time you move one piece all other
pieces move in response Creating ORDER in
one corner destroys it in another Removing
TENSION in one place creates it in another
It is an IMPOSSIBLE game The game is
called LIFE Its purpose is to seek order The
way to ENJOY it is to appreciate DISORDER
Feb 21, 2019
Feb 21, 2019 at 10:07 AM UTC
in the world that moves so fast
our bodies do not keep up
and the instincts that
served us so well
lead us astray
everyday
Feb 13, 2019
Feb 13, 2019 at 1:56 PM UTC
I remember when things used to happen in the future
The dreams, the hopes and the worries
Suddenly things stared to happen in the past
The memories, the victories and the regrets
How did I miss the time when the they were all happening now?
Jan 1, 2019
Jan 1, 2019 at 9:45 PM UTC
My mind is under attack
A tumour in the grey matter
creates connections where there should not be any
destroys the paths that define who I am
The person I was
dissolves in front of my terrified family
It is so hard to hold on to who I was
I feel more peaceful when
I transform into an illogical mess of a being
A part of me still knows that this creature
is me
The same me in a different brain
And that me finds the courage
To forgive the mess
And love myself
As I am
As I end
Nov 21, 2018
Nov 21, 2018 at 5:43 PM UTC
Which one is real?
Blink in and blink out?
Seething mass of chemicals?
Two animals?
Two lovers?
Love story?
All real
All needed
Just as it is
The reality has many layers
Nov 19, 2018
Nov 19, 2018 at 3:13 PM UTC
I am painting a portrait
I was painting a portrait of my FRIENDS
But instead
I am only portraying what I THINK
I SEE
There is so much I DON’T see
My words
They don’t portray the friends at all
They only portray how I SEE them
They only portray ME
Is there a painter WHO paints what IS
Not what is SEEN?
Would you have to be HEARTLESS
Would you have to be FEARLESS
Would you have to be THOUGHTLESS
Let’s face it
I am painting a SELF portrait
Nov 2, 2018
Nov 2, 2018 at 5:43 AM UTC
How can you count your blessings
When there are too many to count
Bring back the days of few
When few was fair amount
How can you smell the roses
When the nose’s full of smells
With a swollen belly and a heart that hurts
We torment ourselves with a choice of dessert
How can less be more
When you’ve never had less
Where the curve of diminishing returns steers
Fear unknown is the fear most feared
How can you count your blessings
When there are too many to count
Count them back - don’t count them alone
Count them slow - don’t count for more
Sep 14, 2018
Sep 14, 2018 at 5:29 PM UTC
The romantics had it right
They had a better word for it too
Melancholy ...
Beautiful and sensitive
They looked down on the brutes who stomp through life unaffected,
They enriched the world with their artful suffering
Mr Byron, Mr Wagner
Thank you
I shell treasure and enjoy my depression
Aug 30, 2018
Aug 30, 2018 at 3:17 AM UTC
Enjoying life quietly
Enduring life calmly
Not hoarding treasures
Not holding grudges
yang and yin
win win
Let the world be imperfect
Let yourself be imperfect
It's not what you thought it was
All but a thought it was
not for yourself - for them
your life is a gem
A dance that never stops
Seething life all around you
A part and the whole
The end and the go on
Aug 28, 2018
Aug 28, 2018 at 5:27 AM UTC