Whats your biggest mistake?
Never to be known, I said
As a smile grew on my face
To be known is to be vulnerable
And I'd rather not know myself
Not let them get close enough
To see the hurt beneath my eyes
Then to admit
My true soul
In all its glory
In all the tears it earned
In all the misery it enjoyed
To be known is to be loved
He said
I agree i thought
But deep inside I know
A men would never be the one
I'd like to know
As these words leave my pen
It hurts
In my soul my head my stomach
I might throw up i might not live
After a confession so selfish
"Oh child, to love is not to know
But to believe in the hope
To heal every broken soul"
Dec 24, 2024
Dec 24, 2024 at 6:11 PM UTC
the person you are will never hurt me more
than the memoriers you've left painted on my skin
Dec 19, 2024
Dec 19, 2024 at 12:26 PM UTC
The darkness of the fog
the flowers withering away
Once so full of live
Now sadness above towers
The Shows not over
Each drop leaves a scar
Soon it’ll look like a bar
It throbs and aches
It makes me remember
The unseen within
The taste of her lips
The wicked love you give
God forgive my heart
isn’t love the law
A bruise a cut a bit of blood
Hits the ground
The coldness escapes
I’ll clean up soon enough
The once blooming rising flower fields
Burn with my admire for Battlefields
Nightly I wake to the tenderness of knowing
I’m made of blood and bones
My very lifeles exilar
nothing more than a useless knife
Helps me out in the eye of the storm during my darkest nights
The pictures above
The memories in mind
I recall the beauty of your smile
Why my heart beats
Out of sync with my will
The darkness crawls in my skin
Its home is my spine
My bones may bleed a nice
place to stay away
Maybe after tonight
An uncertain event
takes my life
my dreams
my kindness
I’ll be sorry for going so soon
“I tried my best” it’s a lie
may I lay and die
without a dark thought in mind
Dec 15, 2024
Dec 15, 2024 at 5:34 PM UTC
The storm of your ice
Its cold and light
Its snow for the first time
I'd like to make you mine
The rising tide
Between bluring lines
I'll always come back
To the winterwonderland
In your eyes
So much to lose
But Risk is my muse
Talking is just one big ruse
Tell me am i yours to use
Dec 15, 2024
Dec 15, 2024 at 5:30 PM UTC
I wouldn't push you away
Even in the warmest summernights
I'll fight of my Curses
For you to be alright
Tell me do you fell hollow
When i leave your arms
Or do they remain
The same
Without me
On your mind
Dec 15, 2024
Dec 15, 2024 at 5:19 PM UTC
This is a grey place
No more white background and black lines
But within the fog of blurryness
All i see is light
Colours shining through
The mist of our doom
The warmth is sinkining in
to my bones
My heart is yours to lose
Dec 15, 2024
Dec 15, 2024 at 4:29 AM UTC
My heart it hurts
It breaking my rips from the inside out
It leaves me rooting right through
Makes me frow up all the love i have for you
Every cut on my skin proves
Im willing to lern how to lose
Myself even more than you
They ***** the love i cannot give you
My head is full of dreams and stories
Stiffed to the brim with new idees
You're in every happy ending
In every book i erase myself
Let me paint you in the morningsun
Capture you grinning to the girls you love
Let me use this brush and paint
To give you an insight of your light
Every tear fell from my cheeks
Proves im not just a freak
I feel and feel and cant help but think
Oh how better life would be
without existing
The scent through the door is clear
It smeels like rotten pease and leaves
It feels like a forgotten dream
It feels like a missed opportunity
And when she'll die ill be in pices
Will you see it will you be there
To safe me from ripping open
My heart is butcherd bleeing broken
Dec 15, 2024
Dec 15, 2024 at 4:27 AM UTC
Troubled Eyes, broken skin, fake smiles
laughing echoes through the empty room, the empty mind
formulas known, essays written
and still no guide on how to live a life
How to cook, how to joke how to be the perfect disguise
how to live a life
Dec 14, 2024
Dec 14, 2024 at 5:49 PM UTC
Sturdy and sticky
Hard to get rid of
But fragile and small
The spiderweb of us all
Friendships and love
Kisses und hugs
Where does one end
when is the thread overstretched
When does the tide drown
Our lovely heartmade town
When is the flood to much
To be considered an adventurepark
The ride of live
In all its ups and downs
Wrong and rights
Lets just hope
The ceiling wont collapse
Beneath the weight of our light
Dec 14, 2024
Dec 14, 2024 at 5:37 PM UTC
I'll drown in boiling water and the coldness of my soul would still be part of me
Dec 14, 2024
Dec 14, 2024 at 5:35 PM UTC