You said the sparkles in my eyes
got you hypnotized
You wanted me to belong somewhere deep in your heart
Saying you felt something pure and true
A love like this is good to be true
The sparkles in my eyes really made you blink twice
May 2
May 2, 2026 at 1:20 PM UTC
Hey, 217 days ago our lives changed
you did something impulsive 684 miles away.
Still cannot wrap my head around within the 48 hours.
Oh how could you just make a dating account in just a few hours.
My pulse was thumping and thumping
Hoping that it was just an illusion.
Sitting in your home I felt so betrayed in that moment; how could you?
While on with you I ask " Did this just happen?"
I look over at my girl trying to her attention
my world just stopped why did you do that to me if you just landed.
I tell myself: not here , not right now, please girl lets go and get out. She jumps out her seat and we just leave
I go on a banter of what I just seen. Texting you for solutions you lead me with no conclusion.
" I wanted you to catch me"
" I'm sorry, I'm so alone" no you were bored.
3 years and 4 months slipped by and that's how you pry.
God help me please find a clue this man just broke my heart in two.
Apr 18
Apr 18, 2026 at 6:35 PM UTC
I don't like the continuous phrase of " sometimes people that walk out of your life were probably never meant to be in your life" like why did we all collectively agree oh we stopped being friends it was probably for the better. Or " God removed this person for a reason" and we just ran with it? I honestly, think that instead of praising the separation of your relationship with someone thinking it's for the" better ". What if we are the problem. Can we take accountability and think twice and say oh man I was probably the reason this didn't work out. I maybe didn't mean to be in their new life. Maybe, I'm still stuck at my own pace and by them keeping me around I probably wasn't letting them grow. I think about this deeply.
Apr 17
Apr 17, 2026 at 12:20 AM UTC
A flower blooms
just like you
but what happens when the flowers
go doom
they look unattractive
and uneven
they smell like rot
Fill up the can
all the way up to the tippy top
Try to revive it
See how it's too late?
The flowers just had no time to live long.
Filled with expectations knowing it won't pass time
Even if you dried it out and hung it up on your wall,
They still won't look like the first time you had felt in awe.
Apr 6
Apr 6, 2026 at 2:16 AM UTC
I wonder what goes on in your mind
How did the years just fly by
You taught me how to live my life
Taught me how strive
Encouraging me to never care what might come by
All because we put our feelings aside
Now you're 300 miles away
Away from my heart
You didn't believe in the long distance spark
I envy your journey
Even the new girl you find to be worthy
We know how this ends at very end of the journey
I'm saddened to see you didn't find me worthy.
To take me on your journey.
Apr 6
Apr 6, 2026 at 1:58 AM UTC
Thankful for the times
Thankful for the cries
Giving thanks is my only stride
Why couldn't you assume
That I loved you too
Why did you not thank me
for being in your life
The good times, the horrid, the undeniable chemicals we both combined.
Why didn't you give me thanks,
for wasting my time.
Apr 5
Apr 5, 2026 at 9:41 PM UTC
Before you look at me
tell me what you feel about my presence
Before your eyelids can even open what my face would look like
Tell me what you see
What does your mind construct of me?
Is it an unrealistic expectation
take one last look of that person you curated
Open your eyes:
Did you envision me?
Apr 5
Apr 5, 2026 at 5:06 PM UTC
Se evapora
puro llorona
es un elemento
sin conocimiento
Se entra y salí
como las olas del mar
Apr 5
Apr 5, 2026 at 4:59 PM UTC
A veces me siento y pienso,
Porque las cosas cambiaron por desigual.
Porque me aprecias si nada es igual.
La lluvia de emociones que vuelven y arrojan soluciones,
No me siento que este sitaución me ha fallado,
Sino que me ha decepcionado.
Apr 5
Apr 5, 2026 at 4:43 PM UTC