As i lay on this floor
Heart pounding
**** throbbing
Skin wet
Eyes closed
Legs shaking
Lip biting
Carpet clutching,
Toes curled
All i can think about is you
touch me
you're standing overtop of me with just you're boxer's on
Hair pulled into a ponytail
And a cup of red wine in you're left hand,
Your eyes are looking deep into mine
You have a look on your face like you know i want you inside of me i wanna feel you deep in me, i want you to get lost in this ocean,
So baby pull out your surfboard and jump, the waves are cuming so catch every one
Don't stop until you touch the ocean floor,
"Touch me"! im yelling in my head
You drop to your nees i
I finally feel you're surf deep in me
The touch of your soft skin rubbing mine feel like a unbelievable high,
You look deep in my eyes i feel you
I love you and then we cry.
The end
Jul 14, 2016
Jul 14, 2016 at 9:31 PM UTC
They say life is what you make it,
is that really true? because this life i live now i didn't choose,
thrown out in the cold backs turned and whispers get loud
my lonely is real so listen up now.
I didn't choose this road, and that's for a fact but sense im here now why should i look back, aint nothing but pain and crooked smiles couldn't get "WOW" even if i magically turned myself into a clown, too many tear buckets next to the hard *** couch where i laid my head, yall dont know how many times i wished i was dead, so many ****** up things going on in my head i couldn't take it no more so i tried to take my life instead
"haaa" but that still didn't work nobody was there i guess they were waiting to put me in the dirt, i came up like a winner god showed me why my life was so hindered, i didn't have him like a cup of water after dinner,
YES this is my lonely and its not over i wouldn't be lucky even if i found a four leaf clover............
Jan 23, 2016
Jan 23, 2016 at 3:50 PM UTC
Love Me Back
if you can
I promise to hold your hand through thick and thin,
Love Me Back
if you can
find some love in your heart for me again
Love Me Back
if you can
I just wanna be happy
with you again
Love Me Back
if you can
please don't let go of my hand
Love Me Back
Don't Walk away
I love you more and more everyday!
Love Me Back
my heart will break if you say your heart dont feel the same
Love Me Back
please dont go
your the only one I love
I just wanted you to know
incase the road gets tough
and your legs can no longer walk
and your hands can no longer hold on
and your mouth can no longer speak
and your heart skips a beat I'll always be there with an extra arm and some new feet. I love you always
Jun 23, 2015
Jun 23, 2015 at 7:37 PM UTC
I wake up in the morning and I ask myself Is life worth living should I blast myself Don't even wanna get out the bed I got the glock to my head feel I'd rather be dead And am I hopeless, raised with rats and roaches Never liked the teachers, couldn't stand my coaches, Ask what's the matter but you can't relate Living a life that you hate but you can't escape Feel like I'm stuck here That's why I don't give a **** here There's no luck here, nobody to trust here My own mother yeah I love her but things I heard as a child under my covers Left me with scars it was hard to see her suffer Ducking my heart and I don't know if I'll recover I'm going under and as I'm headed out the front door She say she proud of me and I wonder what for And once more.....
Jun 9, 2015
Jun 9, 2015 at 12:50 PM UTC
I think I've had enough of life,
The life I live isn't worth a fight, if I die today that would be alright
Because I've had enough of life,
im an angry creature filled with hate, the worst things in life I can not escape, the worst to come is never late, this life I live I've tried to take but everyone say I made a mistake....ha....
I think I've had enough of life
everything is wrong nothing is right
I guess I'll never know what a normal life feels like,
but that's alright **** life.
Jun 9, 2015
Jun 9, 2015 at 12:23 PM UTC
Remember once the things you told me And how the tears ran from my eyes
They didn't fall because it hurt me
I just hate to see you cry
Sometimes I wish we could be strangers So I didn't have to know your pain
But if I kept myself from danger This emptiness would feel the same
I ain't no angel I never was
But I never hurt you It's not my fault You see those egg shells, they're broken up A million pieces, strung out across the ground Did you ever really love her Or was it that you feared letting go
You should have known that you could trust her But you pretend like I don't know
I ain't no angel I never was But I never hurt you It's not my fault You see those egg shells, they're broken up A million pieces, strung out across the ground I want to tell you that I'm sorry But that's not for me to say
You can have my heart, my soul, my body If you can promise not to go away
I ain't no angel I never was But I never hurt you It's not my fault You see those egg shells, they're broken up A million pieces, strung out across the ground
Apr 14, 2015
Apr 14, 2015 at 2:11 AM UTC
Why am I this weird girl
that nobody likes?
Why is everything always my fault?
Why do I f**k up everything I do?
Why do my life seem like sh!t?
Why can't I be happy?
Why am I always depressed?
why can't everybody love me as much as I love them?
Why am I so stupid
WHY???
I really need to know what I am doing wrong because right now nothing is right........
Apr 14, 2015
Apr 14, 2015 at 1:08 AM UTC
They Say loving you is wrong
but wrong to me feels right,
im in love with your kisses and how you hold me at night,
im not supposed to love you but your the only person I like, emotionally,sexually & physically you fit just right your the reason I stopped crying over the bs at night, you held me in your arms and told me it was alright, you was by my side when I gave up on life because I couldn't take the pressure by standing up for my rights to love the same ***
they say be yourself, be happy and free, but how can I do that when a sin is all they see, I love you, im in love with you no matter what we can share the same love with our middle fingers up....
Apr 8, 2015
Apr 8, 2015 at 5:03 PM UTC
I don't want to love you anymore
but it seems like every time you walk out of that door a part of me has just been stolen, burned, crushed and broken, I don't think its possible to love somebody as much as I love you
what am I supposed to do
when my hart ache for you and only you?
what have you done to me?
why can't I stop loving you?
im sooo ready to move on
I try and I try but loving you is a unbelievable high.
Mar 28, 2015
Mar 28, 2015 at 12:52 AM UTC
I know a girl she's
Tired
And she's afraid
Nobody understand her anyway,
She's hurting inside and crying out
somebody please wipe her tears
She's torn into pieces
stitch her back together
make her a coat for this cold and stormy weather,
she's a beautiful girl but she don't know it, she see herself as ugly and believe she knows it
She's always the second choice
She feels unloved
She's depressed
she want to fly like a bird
She's a really nice girl
she just want to be free I know this girl because this girl is me.
Mar 28, 2015
Mar 28, 2015 at 12:21 AM UTC