the world started at 2016
where purpose is realized
and fire are on my eyes
like future waiting to be seen
planted seeds, investing dreams
betting time, offering life
wishing that future would be what it seems,
and hoping it wouldn't end up me in a knife
now that a decade passed by
i could only let out a sigh
although this future is still not in my sight,
i hope i wouldn't lose the light
Jan 19
Jan 19, 2026 at 7:07 AM UTC
I love listening to music
Keeps me strong when i feel weak
The warmth of it's gentle carress
Assures comfort from this raging stress
There are some that keeps me sane
There are some that holds the pain
There are some that kept memories from being vain
And there some when life is mundane
Yes, there are some that reminds me of you
At first, i wish you would've listened them too
But as time flew
I hope you'll never hear what music I've been through
Oct 26, 2025
Oct 26, 2025 at 11:17 AM UTC
Loved her in a language i know
Was not rewarding yet fulfilling
This feeling might be fleeting
Yet this fire still grow
As seasons changed
The flame didn't fade
It still continues to grow
Burns my whole life till i never know
Though this life have been scorched
Enveloped by the flames which i hold true
As this feeling soared
Hoping one day it won't end in rue
Aug 10, 2025
Aug 10, 2025 at 3:50 AM UTC
looking through these tinted glass
made you go with the flow of the mass
would you try to open your eyes
it was mirrors you're looking at, please realize
Aug 6, 2025
Aug 6, 2025 at 10:31 AM UTC
As I look up the stars in the sky
It help me find the reason why
Though the constellation we made glitters at night
Your constellation with another shine bright
So as to a gathering on the hall
I tried standing out of them all
But as that certain someone walked in the ball
It casted shadow on me, covering me overall
And as refreshing as Springtime
The clarity that hits, felt like a crime
This simple yet painful realization that i have
Tells me that I'm the only one in love
Jun 2, 2025
Jun 2, 2025 at 9:48 PM UTC
The stars that shines so bright
Grabs and takes hold of my sight
These stars that guide you throughout your life
Gave a sense of security, like husband to a wife
As the stars, you’ve dreamt to reach one day
Turns out were black holes that turns everything into gray
As beyond the brightness it shows
An overwhelming darkness it impose
Did i fell to the trap? Was i tricked?
Or was it me who tried to believe
In the end i realized, i was the one who tricked
My mind to embrace a lie and believe
Apr 7, 2025
Apr 7, 2025 at 7:14 PM UTC
I really hated my skin
Not because of its color
Neither was it for its complexion
But it was supposed to make me feel
On the contrary, it wasn’t my skin that feel
But my heart, that feels like it was going to peel
The one that aches whenever i tried
The one that break whenever i cried
As I tried hurting myself physically
It wasn’t my skin that is malfunctioning
It was my heart, that not only does beating
But also destroys me mentally
Apr 7, 2025
Apr 7, 2025 at 10:52 AM UTC
I ask myself the question, what lies beyond rock bottom
Wondering if i can get any lower than this
And everytime, life just knows how to do it
Now, even in my comfort space, it feels like an abyss
Then people just grabs my head and to the ground they drill it
To think it was a safe place was wrong
Oh how dumb was it that i haven’t notice it for so long
Dancing on fire was i, long before i realize
I was in hell disguise as heaven, fooled with lies
Ever wondering why would i need to crush my pride and ego to feed their own with my lies and compromise
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Apr 7, 2025
Apr 7, 2025 at 10:39 AM UTC
It started with the unknown
This special feeling that have grown
A special person that with one smile could make me live on
And makes me want to bet my entire life on
As i knew, being an average person
I couldn’t expect anything on anyone
But, you on the other hand, swayed my heart that I lay down on submission
An impossible dream, as i reach for you, my only one
Time as always is the essence
But when it comes to you, i want you to know
Time also is the truth teller, that I hope it makes sense
That you are the reason I grow
Mar 28, 2025
Mar 28, 2025 at 10:23 AM UTC
In Solitude, i find something special yet cruel
Despite of caring too much, expecting to be reciprocated wouldn’t end well
How i envy those people who I must’ve called friends
For they have a someone as obsessed to care for others as their friend
In Solitude, i see peace in chaos
For it was the loudest noise that brings voices of ghosts
In Solitude, i see chaos in peace
Though stability is immaculate, it will cease to exist
In Solitude, i found me
A side of me that yearns more than what i am
A side of me that is more than it seems
For it was In Solitude that made me who i am
Mar 27, 2025
Mar 27, 2025 at 12:18 PM UTC