I feel you close to my heart.
Remembering when you felt far away.
I didn't know then that this would be me.
I used to dream of a dream in my soul.
Laugh like the story was untold.
I wanted more of life than just some words.
I thought the songs were meant for my heart
To dance along.
I wanted it to be me to find love in all the right ways.
I was reminded that it wasn't my place.
So now as I look back at the awe in my eyes. Back then, I know your kindness somehow held me and kept me smiling every day.
So still till this day you hold a special place. There I find laughter and quietness to fill my days.
Wishing that my heart would find your arms again.
May 12
May 12, 2026 at 1:32 AM UTC
I closed my eyes today with nothing within.
I felt the anger burn but I couldn't spill my tears.
I sensed the pressure of what's weighted my heart.
I couldn't tell if I had let it I'm going if I was becoming undone.
I pulled away from all that has happened.
I laid my head to sleep with no one by my side.
It was the usual, that which is life.
I found my self drifting asleep to wake up
To all the noise.
My heart still wondering why all this time
was my path wrapped up in the lies of others.
Sitting up trying to find an answer, I found
Myself untangling my path from their very existences.
Still my tears won't shed for those others.
But I feel the weight lightening upon my shoulders.
May 12
May 12, 2026 at 1:16 AM UTC