Nothing in life comes easy
There are things that make us stumble and fall
We all want things that come free
We want life to answer to our beck and call
But that’s not how we grow
We have to go through things that make us struggle
It may sound cliche
But what doesn’t **** you makes you stronger
The bad things we experience don’t stay
Things will get better after
After you gain that worldly wisdom
The kind of wisdom that comes with experience
There are times you will feel like a victim
It’ll feel like your life is going through turbulence
Just know at the end of that is a blessing that is there to earn
We always must remember to live and learn
Jul 23, 2025
Jul 23, 2025 at 11:55 PM UTC
You may think you don’t deserve to smile
Like you should just put it away for awhile
Thinking like that is not good
Find something that makes you laugh (I think you should)
It’s human to make a mistake
Not everything in life is “a piece of cake”
You have to take the good with the bad
There will be times you get sad
That’s part of getting through the day
You just have to remember: It’s okay
Jun 23, 2025
Jun 23, 2025 at 4:06 AM UTC
Sometimes life hits you hard
Then you decide to put up your guard
Not letting anyone get too close
And when you do you get blindsided with a potent dose
A strong dose of some cruelty
And you think to yourself: I don’t deserve such negativity
Then you realize that some people just don’t care
That’s why I have an email that starts with Life isn’t always fair
Jun 20, 2025
Jun 20, 2025 at 5:28 PM UTC
I met you and things were great for a few years
Then things went south and you told me I hurt you
It pained me to see your tears
The way everything played out left me feeling blue
That’s a strange emotion, I know
It wasn’t all on me
I think we can recover from this emotional blow
We can move forward, you’ll see
I know I did something wrong
We treated each other like such a prize
I have to make myself strong
So with that said, I apologize
Jun 7, 2025
Jun 7, 2025 at 11:19 PM UTC
I can’t get her off my mind
You’d think I’d like this find
I thought alc was supposed to help you forget
Bet
Naw she still creeps in my brain
It goes around like a circle train
May 11, 2025
May 11, 2025 at 12:22 AM UTC
After all this time
Why did she enter my dream state
She didn’t even speak she was like a mime
Is this my fate
To dream about women that left me
Now she’s back in my head
I thought I was over her finally
I wish I dreamt about a different woman instead
For those of you who know
This one is about Giovanna, the one that cut me out
You know that she did a number on me, I got so low
For a little while I admit that I did pout
In this dream she hid from me under a table
I still don’t understand why
That was not cool
I almost wanted to cry
After I found her she power walked away
She had a big frown on her face
Let me tell you, I was not okay
I wanted to grab her hand but I felt like it wasn’t my place
When she drove away I snapped back to reality
Again I can’t understand why I dreamt about her
I was so close to finally being happy
Maybe she’ll give me another chance now that she’s older
And if not I might just cry
And wipe away those tears and ask once again “Why”
Apr 4, 2025
Apr 4, 2025 at 4:13 PM UTC
Early morning
3 hours after midnight
Listening to music
Trying to drown out that feeling
Wishing everything was alright
I wanted her and I to just click
Her name starts with L
Always getting in my feels
That's me, that's Ben
I'll admit it, I fell
It's like I unknowingly took love pills
I just can't go through this again.
Mar 31, 2025
Mar 31, 2025 at 4:19 AM UTC
You are a beautiful woman who has my heart
When we meet I'll never want to be apart
I'll hold you daily in my warm embrace
When you're sleeping I'll leave kisses on your beautiful face
If you ever get sick I'll help you make a full recovery
Our time together will be full of glee
Mar 31, 2025
Mar 31, 2025 at 3:58 AM UTC
Time really does go by fast
Simpler times are now past
Responsibilities and Adulting
Not everything can be smooth sailing
People tell you to act your age
For me that's equivalent to being in a cage
I don't like being told how to behave
I might as well be a slave
I'm my own master
Sometimes I wish time would move faster
Faster to a point where life can be sweet
Oct 12, 2024
Oct 12, 2024 at 10:33 PM UTC
Times are changing
What I used to endure now sting
I'm constantly feeling excruciating pain
My mental state goes to a different plane
What I used to shutout comes back in
And I seek out distractions again and again
Will I ever get out of survival mode?
Negative times don't last is what I'm told
But those are words that fall on empty ears
I just want to end this survival mode with a Cheers!
Oct 8, 2024
Oct 8, 2024 at 11:23 PM UTC