Pushing people away,
Remembering the pain.
Diving into work
Emotions restrained.
Yearning for the touch,
Faint trails on the back.
Wishing those moments
Didn’t leave such an impact.
Smiles are superficial
Emptiness left inside.
Absence of a companion
No one available to confide.
Mind kept occupied moving forward
Memories made a blur.
Heart aching for attention
Wishing for a fervor.
Lost without a path
Still finding my way.
Convinced I must do it alone,
Still pushing people away.
Feb 2, 2019
Feb 2, 2019 at 11:20 PM UTC
They say when you’re happy you hear the music.
When you’re sad you hear the words.
Music lost its melody,
Everything I hear is just verse.
Jan 13, 2019
Jan 13, 2019 at 8:27 PM UTC
I forgave the ones who hurt me,
yet the pain was still too real.
It wasn’t until I forgave myself,
that the inner wounds began to heal.
Dec 31, 2018
Dec 31, 2018 at 12:41 PM UTC
We’re adults,
But the boy in me
Will always love
The girl in you.
Dec 5, 2018
Dec 5, 2018 at 9:15 PM UTC
You moved on.
I’m happy for you.
Now, to myself,
There’s nothing I have to prove.
You moved on.
That’s surely for the best.
Thoughts of what could be
Can now be put to rest.
You moved on.
Malice replaces my place in your heart.
I’m try to keep it together,
But it’s tearing me apart.
You moved on.
Nov 26, 2018
Nov 26, 2018 at 12:29 AM UTC
I told you what love was,
that I know now.
Believe me when I say
that was the only way I knew how.
It was never physical
and I never raised my voice.
I guess I forced you to say it
leaving you with no other choice.
This here is my apology,
although it may fall on deaf ears.
I’m just now realizing what I’ve done,
even after all these years.
Nov 21, 2018
Nov 21, 2018 at 12:42 AM UTC
Oh sweet little love of mine
We could meet again for the first time.
I thought what we had was true.
Truth is I never really knew you.
Nov 20, 2018
Nov 20, 2018 at 7:36 PM UTC
Let my words caress your body,
open your mind and let them slide in.
Let them tickle your thoughts,
take your mind to the brink of sin.
Let my words wrap you in warmth,
release all your insecurities within.
Let them kiss memories of the past,
take you to cherished places you’ve been.
Let my words over power your inhibition,
succumb to their devise.
Let them nibble at your ears,
run wet lips inward on your thighs.
Let my words cuddle you tight,
safely in their grasp, limp you lie.
Let them inseminate passion into your life,
show you a love no other can quantify.
Nov 18, 2018
Nov 18, 2018 at 10:54 PM UTC
Your love is situational.
My love is unconditional.
You knew it.
Still know it.
Nov 18, 2018
Nov 18, 2018 at 2:02 PM UTC
Everyone says I could do way better,
but you are all I ever wanted.
Nov 17, 2018
Nov 17, 2018 at 4:18 PM UTC