Poor me knows how to love and not love those who need love but those that dont.
I know how to initiate deeds in twos, I know how to create something from nothing to loving from hurting.
Laughter is my soothing world it knows me better than anyone else.
Skeptivity is my dreadful world. Only it knows when im not well.
Love is my most favorite words that even when I don't know what to say I definitely will say it.
Happiness is my scapegoat bestfriend it uses me to please others and sadly I have no say.
Peace is the first love of every chapter I open ....it seizes endurence.
Hurt is my true friend and only thy knows my life.
Oct 7, 2019
Oct 7, 2019 at 3:16 PM UTC
We loved each other,
More than we did with one another,
You said I changed,
I said you never loved me,
We were estranged to each other.
May 29, 2019
May 29, 2019 at 4:51 PM UTC
It all started with the irritating cares and unwanted love but it was good
It ended up being love that included butterfly bugs in the stomach and beautiful smiles that brightened a day
It was fun, esspecially the morning texts and hearthy kisses and hugs, the meaningful *** and the emotions expressed.
It all ended when jealousy and love was misused
When lies came out to be displayed
When love disappeared instantly
When revenge replaced love
And when hurt became honesty
When loyalty had no use
All that in just a month
This was piercing my heart,
That I loved more than I loved myself
That I was an option instead of a potential candidate to someone
That I loved and tried by all means to show it but it wasn't enough
I hurt him and him
I caused myself pain and drought to my eyes
I caused instability and insecurity to my heart and mind
I killed the confidence of love just like they killed my confidence of trust
After so many days I still get sleepless nights, hoping that someday this will all be a dream and we'll all be good together but instead I wake up to a world of dishonesty and hate
We won't die for I know but we will be killing the most purest hearts..
I now know that it'll all be well.
May 29, 2019
May 29, 2019 at 4:49 PM UTC
My light lightened the room in which I was born in
It gave me light whenever I was in the darkness
So I plead..
Show me know light once more
Lighten up my path so I can walk..walk with me be my guide
it is dark very dark but with you there's always hope .. lighten up my path and be my guide my light.
May 29, 2019
May 29, 2019 at 4:46 PM UTC
He is great
Is almost the same height as me but a bit taller
He has a huskier voice..that I like..
He's always with me at least when he gets time
He laughs a lot and smiles when with me..
He said he is scared of being with me.but
Does he love me...
I've tried to distance myself from him but he keeps finding
His way to me nor does he notice I'm distancing myself from him...
He fascinates me but he scares me.
His whiskey hair underneath his ear is worth my time looking
If he does...if we do... he'll be the last of my love.
May 29, 2019
May 29, 2019 at 4:32 PM UTC
I'm shy but I can be rude
I'm direful but I can be thoughtful
I'm stooge but I can also be a subjugator
Instead
I prefer to be inarticulate
To be the best of a person I can become
To live in Gods image as I was made by the Father Almighty
But never to be a snide.
May 29, 2019
May 29, 2019 at 4:13 PM UTC
See we learn from our mistakes but
I did...in a way
At first he said he loves me and he begged me but
I let him in.
He hurt me and he blamed me and I
Took the blame....shame on me!
The second time he dissimulated me but
I was allured
He also begged me and I ohh
I let him in.......
This time he hurt me and he is apethatic..
And my ohh my I'm hurt.
May 29, 2019
May 29, 2019 at 3:59 PM UTC
Days and days
Of weeks and weeks of
Months and months.
I feel empty and open....
For vulnerability of course.
We loved each other and you loved me more....
On the fourth month it seemed our love was dying.
The fourth month I say....
Killed us in the name of me.
Apr 13, 2019
Apr 13, 2019 at 3:54 PM UTC
The night is peaceful but it's dark
The day is happy and is glowing
I am the night ....
I am peace but I am dark...
Peace comes to me but the dark is me,
I do good at night when I am alone,
But do bad during the day... I still fail myself in both times
But I still do good too in both times,
What am I?
The night you long for.. Or
The happiness and glowing...covered in darkness,
With peacefulness....
Apr 11, 2019
Apr 11, 2019 at 1:58 PM UTC