Majid - Hello Poetry

This picture of you Under the blanket making no noise and pretending I don’t exist This picture of you Drawn on my wrist Now it feels like you’re the one holding the blade Drawing the same picture I told her I'm addicted, confessed everything With a painful throat, she asked me to grab her Breaking windows, getting naked Begging for more Where the dreamers go I just wanted to prove everybody wrong Let me be I begged, down on my knees I only need time, not a home Time is where the heart is, to cure my hope syndrome If home is where the heart is Then what do I do with this hollow chest Happy pills? Look me in the eye and ask for it Hold your head high gorgeous and look at mine I’ll **** to see you smiling She told me that it’s too hard to talk when you want to **** yourself Non mental complaints but a physical issue Physically opening her mouth and making the words come out Smooth and in conjunction Not everybody understands this but if you do I’m sorry, but who does? A different kind of art It felt cold for a while But the sun's rising everyday to keep us safe Teaching us everyday how to behave "It’s okay I understand" I interrupted her madness With that I was introducing mine It’s my only release from pain That's all my sanity needed to sustain The voices in my head are back She knew them all When I saw her lying on my bedroom floor With mascara crawling down her face Gasping for air, with the moon-rise Gasping for darkness I brought her back to life Cleaning the blood Razor..Blade..Scissors For her magical game, we were wizards Over and over again, drained- Every though from the stars we gained "It’s the treasure you’ve been always looking for Please keep in mind that you will find the pain release and blood strangely addictive Control it" Never.will "Stick to a few small Shallow cuts here and there that won’t be deep that will heal Begin to fade Depend on it Itches and burns Spread slowly but steadily She took a deep breath after letting all that out" She was there in the deepest times of my life reminding me that everything was going to be like blood She was the one who gave me the strength to keep wanting to survive She was the only one who hadn’t given up on me even when I had given up on myself She saved me and I could never thank her enough Tempting..

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Nov 8, 2017

Nov 8, 2017 at 2:19 PM UTC

Suicidal III

This picture of you Under the blanket making no noise and pretending I don’t exist This picture of you Drawn on my wrist Now it feels like you’re the one holding the blade Drawing the same picture I told her I'm addicted, confessed everything With a painful throat, she asked me to grab her Breaking windows, getting naked Begging for more Where the dreamers go I just wanted to prove everybody wrong Let me be I begged, down on my knees I only need time, not a home Time is where the heart is, to cure my hope syndrome If home is where the heart is Then what do I do with this hollow chest Happy pills? Look me in the eye and ask for it Hold your head high gorgeous and look at mine I’ll **** to see you smiling She told me that it’s too hard to talk when you want to **** yourself Non mental complaints but a physical issue Physically opening her mouth and making the words come out Smooth and in conjunction Not everybody understands this but if you do I’m sorry, but who does? A different kind of art It felt cold for a while But the sun's rising everyday to keep us safe Teaching us everyday how to behave "It’s okay I understand" I interrupted her madness With that I was introducing mine It’s my only release from pain That's all my sanity needed to sustain The voices in my head are back She knew them all When I saw her lying on my bedroom floor With mascara crawling down her face Gasping for air, with the moon-rise Gasping for darkness I brought her back to life Cleaning the blood Razor..Blade..Scissors For her magical game, we were wizards Over and over again, drained- Every though from the stars we gained "It’s the treasure you’ve been always looking for Please keep in mind that you will find the pain release and blood strangely addictive Control it" Never.will "Stick to a few small Shallow cuts here and there that won’t be deep that will heal Begin to fade Depend on it Itches and burns Spread slowly but steadily She took a deep breath after letting all that out" She was there in the deepest times of my life reminding me that everything was going to be like blood She was the one who gave me the strength to keep wanting to survive She was the only one who hadn’t given up on me even when I had given up on myself She saved me and I could never thank her enough Tempting..

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During my ambitious journey I've never felt any place I lived in But the past I lived in The smells I have smelt Crawling down the sense I have missed to sense The touch of the beauty Defined by an angel rather- Than me, the selfish thing The laughs confused with cries Oh! What I got myself into- But smiles upon sad skins Melancholy melodies swaying over- Soft lullabies stream in slow motion Like a waterfall down her lips Grumpy kids walking innocently Smiley parents rushing guiltlessly My pale face feels nothing, endlessly I get up on my knees slowly That’s the highest I could get Then sunk back to the future The one I have always left

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Nov 5, 2017

Nov 5, 2017 at 12:27 AM UTC

Hope Syndrome

During my ambitious journey I've never felt any place I lived in But the past I lived in The smells I have smelt Crawling down the sense I have missed to sense The touch of the beauty Defined by an angel rather- Than me, the selfish thing The laughs confused with cries Oh! What I got myself into- But smiles upon sad skins Melancholy melodies swaying over- Soft lullabies stream in slow motion Like a waterfall down her lips Grumpy kids walking innocently Smiley parents rushing guiltlessly My pale face feels nothing, endlessly I get up on my knees slowly That’s the highest I could get Then sunk back to the future The one I have always left

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Hand is shaking silently as you reach for the medicine You want to pull your hand back but you’re too weak for it Turn to walk away before you remember again That you’re doing this for me That you’re doing this for you Framed five stitches on the left side of your mind A broken glass was what did the harm Not the thoughts in your head or the hand that you loved Behind the bandage Do you need to know what took what we had? Look me in my closed eyes and tell me if the fall from the chair was that bad What raced through your mind I took my last breath then read it all To taste the bitterness I made my way to the throne, but darkness is all what surrounded me Tonight's gear: Blades, bank cards and a white dress Tonight's mission: Red fountain, Shakespeare lines and an empty chest Watching you cut Your skin puffs, pulling out my guts Flawless, sprint through time Blood river flowing perfectly, our blades rhyme It tingles it burns So that’s only the worst Your body is in pain but your mind is at ease One turns to two and two to four At this point you just keep asking for more There’s no stopping yourself from the warmth flowing through your tongue Everyone else is happy so why can’t you be too? Everyone’s blood is red, why yours is blue It stings, I can see it in your eyes Your gums getting numb, my nose too Itchy You only want to feel the pain to feel the rush Enjoy the satisfaction She was drowning and nobody saw her struggle I saw it all during another sleepless night trapped in my own mind..

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Nov 1, 2017

Nov 1, 2017 at 6:55 PM UTC

Suicidal II

Hand is shaking silently as you reach for the medicine You want to pull your hand back but you’re too weak for it Turn to walk away before you remember again That you’re doing this for me That you’re doing this for you Framed five stitches on the left side of your mind A broken glass was what did the harm Not the thoughts in your head or the hand that you loved Behind the bandage Do you need to know what took what we had? Look me in my closed eyes and tell me if the fall from the chair was that bad What raced through your mind I took my last breath then read it all To taste the bitterness I made my way to the throne, but darkness is all what surrounded me Tonight's gear: Blades, bank cards and a white dress Tonight's mission: Red fountain, Shakespeare lines and an empty chest Watching you cut Your skin puffs, pulling out my guts Flawless, sprint through time Blood river flowing perfectly, our blades rhyme It tingles it burns So that’s only the worst Your body is in pain but your mind is at ease One turns to two and two to four At this point you just keep asking for more There’s no stopping yourself from the warmth flowing through your tongue Everyone else is happy so why can’t you be too? Everyone’s blood is red, why yours is blue It stings, I can see it in your eyes Your gums getting numb, my nose too Itchy You only want to feel the pain to feel the rush Enjoy the satisfaction She was drowning and nobody saw her struggle I saw it all during another sleepless night trapped in my own mind..

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Slam the door with silence, no friction Your deathbed awaits by the sun Facing it, with your right hand tickling the moon Left one carrying a gun “Ninth circle of hell awaits” Whispers, as I wait for the sun “Ninth circle of hell awaits” At the galaxy’s edge, I stump Where a dress made in heaven Specially for her November For her special mirror she wore My chest shivers, as she carries me My chest shivers, as she opens the door Take me to the galaxy’s edge Wear me upon your hazel hair To let go of my old one From a nameless stone fix me Into living bones fix me I sink into your mind When it turns to be a black hole Endless, with sensational blares Echoing at the endless core Take me to the sun My only one, my only home My mind convulses into spasms! While I nap over her ocean Where light wins every fight Where darkness’s fading, I live For a new life I live For a new shadow of mine Lifted by her soul Lifted unbroken

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Oct 20, 2017

Oct 20, 2017 at 6:22 PM UTC

Galaxy's Edge

Slam the door with silence, no friction Your deathbed awaits by the sun Facing it, with your right hand tickling the moon Left one carrying a gun “Ninth circle of hell awaits” Whispers, as I wait for the sun “Ninth circle of hell awaits” At the galaxy’s edge, I stump Where a dress made in heaven Specially for her November For her special mirror she wore My chest shivers, as she carries me My chest shivers, as she opens the door Take me to the galaxy’s edge Wear me upon your hazel hair To let go of my old one From a nameless stone fix me Into living bones fix me I sink into your mind When it turns to be a black hole Endless, with sensational blares Echoing at the endless core Take me to the sun My only one, my only home My mind convulses into spasms! While I nap over her ocean Where light wins every fight Where darkness’s fading, I live For a new life I live For a new shadow of mine Lifted by her soul Lifted unbroken

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I’ll show you my old little secret Just something I’ve always wanted to do Tell me what you think about this Because it’s getting older and getting worse ***** it We’re all addicted to something that takes the pain away A pill each day to keep me sane Ignore the truth and listen carefully to my lies Because that light at the end of the tunnel Is actually a train Head for the light It all starts with one stare That one stare turns into one scream That one scream to fill up my empty chest Turn it to two Then downhill from there A ship sinking from there You’ll be missing your so called misery You may not be scared of death darling I know What freaks the hell out of you is what comes after And I know that you must be really hating me to be doing this I tried pouring gasoline on myself and ignite in flame but didn’t feel the same way They kept saying that dreams come true Forgot to mention that your nightmares are mine as well Do you think they’re bluffing like me? Now get back to that comparison and tell me if I’m still telling the truth Because when we sit and stare at the night sky Keep remembering that this is hell and we can’t leave it Fall over my broken skull and die Crash and burn Scream and struggle Anticipating the moon What a beautiful sight of you No matter I still have the will to fight darling With a pocket of dreams that we can share And the other pills that may **** my back Maybe now we’ll see it well Because loneliness kills Even though it’s one life And we can use it once only But the results may vary This addiction wasn’t my choice It’s a sickness but not a choice Chronic depression if you understand it well You may criticize it because you won’t understand Some people prefer staying blinded and jump into conclusions When it’s all in the scary details Just like that our drink, it won’t end Even with all the screams, surrounding me Calm I’m sorry because it’s not my fault Physical torment couldn’t stop me I’m burning from the inside and I can see myself tomorrow dying in cold blood Would you feel sorrow or show love? Please don’t hurt yourself tonight I’m begging You’re a fighter, a soldier But you won’t get through it You’ll get through this While I get through you Let me wipe your scars with my fear That dark cloud you’re building inside let me sleep inside it forever I might find my answer at the bottom of that cloud Stumped Pour your heart out for me That taste that I can’t ever get enough of Where I can draw that line in the sand To watch you lay inside it I’ll be charming, I’ll speak in poetical format I’ll be just I might be a good liar but will you believe this lie or skip to the puzzle that we’d both **** for Staying embedded into my mind for the next few months Now you’re wondering if that’s a lie or not Forever you’ll rethink this until I bring you back my cold desire

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Oct 17, 2017

Oct 17, 2017 at 2:09 PM UTC

Ecstasy Heart III

I’ll show you my old little secret Just something I’ve always wanted to do Tell me what you think about this Because it’s getting older and getting worse ***** it We’re all addicted to something that takes the pain away A pill each day to keep me sane Ignore the truth and listen carefully to my lies Because that light at the end of the tunnel Is actually a train Head for the light It all starts with one stare That one stare turns into one scream That one scream to fill up my empty chest Turn it to two Then downhill from there A ship sinking from there You’ll be missing your so called misery You may not be scared of death darling I know What freaks the hell out of you is what comes after And I know that you must be really hating me to be doing this I tried pouring gasoline on myself and ignite in flame but didn’t feel the same way They kept saying that dreams come true Forgot to mention that your nightmares are mine as well Do you think they’re bluffing like me? Now get back to that comparison and tell me if I’m still telling the truth Because when we sit and stare at the night sky Keep remembering that this is hell and we can’t leave it Fall over my broken skull and die Crash and burn Scream and struggle Anticipating the moon What a beautiful sight of you No matter I still have the will to fight darling With a pocket of dreams that we can share And the other pills that may **** my back Maybe now we’ll see it well Because loneliness kills Even though it’s one life And we can use it once only But the results may vary This addiction wasn’t my choice It’s a sickness but not a choice Chronic depression if you understand it well You may criticize it because you won’t understand Some people prefer staying blinded and jump into conclusions When it’s all in the scary details Just like that our drink, it won’t end Even with all the screams, surrounding me Calm I’m sorry because it’s not my fault Physical torment couldn’t stop me I’m burning from the inside and I can see myself tomorrow dying in cold blood Would you feel sorrow or show love? Please don’t hurt yourself tonight I’m begging You’re a fighter, a soldier But you won’t get through it You’ll get through this While I get through you Let me wipe your scars with my fear That dark cloud you’re building inside let me sleep inside it forever I might find my answer at the bottom of that cloud Stumped Pour your heart out for me That taste that I can’t ever get enough of Where I can draw that line in the sand To watch you lay inside it I’ll be charming, I’ll speak in poetical format I’ll be just I might be a good liar but will you believe this lie or skip to the puzzle that we’d both **** for Staying embedded into my mind for the next few months Now you’re wondering if that’s a lie or not Forever you’ll rethink this until I bring you back my cold desire

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Visions I see in my sleep Dreams, you've planted inside my oceans A debate between ink and nightmares Overdosing on your pills and potions Soothe, my mind my aching bones Soothe, gently with madness with the- Purity of yours, breaking me to build me Flaying me alive, as it soothes my mind Your innocent mumbles My ears’ favorite song The smoke of my last cigarette Swaying over my favorite song Your angelic smell is- My daily perfume, my daily bliss That your wear every moon-rise- Upon your dress, upon my chest Under the shivering white leaves Of winter, under the superior sun Of summer, we’ll both melt down Next to your white heart, I’ll live Next to your weak leaves, I'll fall By your vanilla blossoms, I'll rise again On the smell of your chocolate cosmos I’ll live, by your spring’s censer We’ll live through the sun’s explosion Through my condensed blood By my melted flesh I’ll live, next to your soft warm hair Madness, living by your eyes Scripted, upon your eyelids Artistically, upon your iconic skin Stitches and scars, drawn upon your heart Upon your bones I lay my head Through your heart I crawl to sleep To watch the night stars Craving your eyes, and you, my heart

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Oct 14, 2017

Oct 14, 2017 at 10:36 AM UTC

Cosmic Censer

Visions I see in my sleep Dreams, you've planted inside my oceans A debate between ink and nightmares Overdosing on your pills and potions Soothe, my mind my aching bones Soothe, gently with madness with the- Purity of yours, breaking me to build me Flaying me alive, as it soothes my mind Your innocent mumbles My ears’ favorite song The smoke of my last cigarette Swaying over my favorite song Your angelic smell is- My daily perfume, my daily bliss That your wear every moon-rise- Upon your dress, upon my chest Under the shivering white leaves Of winter, under the superior sun Of summer, we’ll both melt down Next to your white heart, I’ll live Next to your weak leaves, I'll fall By your vanilla blossoms, I'll rise again On the smell of your chocolate cosmos I’ll live, by your spring’s censer We’ll live through the sun’s explosion Through my condensed blood By my melted flesh I’ll live, next to your soft warm hair Madness, living by your eyes Scripted, upon your eyelids Artistically, upon your iconic skin Stitches and scars, drawn upon your heart Upon your bones I lay my head Through your heart I crawl to sleep To watch the night stars Craving your eyes, and you, my heart

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Cut Shoot Jump Cut me, like you need to be loved Pills to sleep A silver blade A frowning face Thick Straight lines no more space Blood stained sleeves A burning ache You roll them up your hands they shake One last cut a few more pills You pull the trigger, it kills- To watch your mom, as she cries Your dad just stands Stares down at your body Holding your mom’s one hand While I lay on a dead star While they watch me fade While I draw a picture If I do it correctly a red beautiful fountain will appear I’ll try to kiss it To take away my pain and wash away my fear I understood self-harm I understood the pain that causes it Just know that I will never judge you for it I’ll be always there for you staring at you while you get quieter Skinner Naked Funny how numb you feel while am cutting your pain away But I can take a knife to my soul and feel almost nothing at all Just empty numbness I can see that you’re hurting It feels like everyone is sitting in the sunshine While staring at each other under the mercy of the ****** rain Trust me I know exactly how it feels Never too deep never enough to die But enough to feel the pain enough to feel the scream inside It’s always worse than it seems Your liquid is clear but your wrists are stained Pretend during the day break inside my soul at night “What is depression like?” she whispered It’s like falling, while laughter is all what you can hear..

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Oct 2, 2017

Oct 2, 2017 at 1:32 PM UTC

Suicidal I

Cut Shoot Jump Cut me, like you need to be loved Pills to sleep A silver blade A frowning face Thick Straight lines no more space Blood stained sleeves A burning ache You roll them up your hands they shake One last cut a few more pills You pull the trigger, it kills- To watch your mom, as she cries Your dad just stands Stares down at your body Holding your mom’s one hand While I lay on a dead star While they watch me fade While I draw a picture If I do it correctly a red beautiful fountain will appear I’ll try to kiss it To take away my pain and wash away my fear I understood self-harm I understood the pain that causes it Just know that I will never judge you for it I’ll be always there for you staring at you while you get quieter Skinner Naked Funny how numb you feel while am cutting your pain away But I can take a knife to my soul and feel almost nothing at all Just empty numbness I can see that you’re hurting It feels like everyone is sitting in the sunshine While staring at each other under the mercy of the ****** rain Trust me I know exactly how it feels Never too deep never enough to die But enough to feel the pain enough to feel the scream inside It’s always worse than it seems Your liquid is clear but your wrists are stained Pretend during the day break inside my soul at night “What is depression like?” she whispered It’s like falling, while laughter is all what you can hear..

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Angelic soul but made of thorns Between a river and a plain she was born The day all stars have fallen upon- Some planet merely governed by non The day her soul grew, magic dwelled on- A universe been stuck in a single dawn Upon dark wells emptied of emptiness Mountains full of secrets nobody could confess I stress! And I stress! On a seen- My mouth got stuck trying to express With pleading ears I sense a hiss Crawling in me, its source I couldn't guess Until it tickled my mind with flaccidity Obsessed! A language mixed with peace and tranquility Some feeling I once experienced, I eventually guessed Therefore I stumped, I've fallen into a cosmos of bliss The sun got perfect, the sky seemed disassembled The moon got reckless, the oceans trembled On the same hiss that summoned My thoughts, my scars, for her to assemble

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Sep 29, 2017

Sep 29, 2017 at 9:46 PM UTC

Ticklish Warmth

Angelic soul but made of thorns Between a river and a plain she was born The day all stars have fallen upon- Some planet merely governed by non The day her soul grew, magic dwelled on- A universe been stuck in a single dawn Upon dark wells emptied of emptiness Mountains full of secrets nobody could confess I stress! And I stress! On a seen- My mouth got stuck trying to express With pleading ears I sense a hiss Crawling in me, its source I couldn't guess Until it tickled my mind with flaccidity Obsessed! A language mixed with peace and tranquility Some feeling I once experienced, I eventually guessed Therefore I stumped, I've fallen into a cosmos of bliss The sun got perfect, the sky seemed disassembled The moon got reckless, the oceans trembled On the same hiss that summoned My thoughts, my scars, for her to assemble

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Stressing, over a gun you were born by Just like that bullet you were waiting To penetrate every change about to come To **** not to hang around, not to stump They paint you in black and white, though you hate it You love it when you do You lick your scars with frustration to burn Your present, your future, as they seem too blue Blue, as your madness, blue as your fate Your fate will hit you, like a bullet in the back Though it feels so great, it hurts to wait You wait, for it to knock on your door Hard, stronger than it did before Fate, running towards your open gate Can’t hug yourself you can’t runaway Beautiful, but everything upon your skin is fake Rage, against your soul against what made it cruel Lost, what you crossed many times before You crossed, the filthy lines between your thoughts Kissed, your gun to cool down the trigger you fought Swallowed each bullet to taste the bitterness- Of your future, of your lustiness Take a look at your blue heart as it beats down for you One hit, can turn your loud laughs into one long silence In the middle of emptiness you pulled yourself Stuck, in the middle of resembling Your past your present and your future Your misery your happiness and their mutuals In between weak mountains you lost your soul- Mockery of the strength I’m aching, I held it Mockery of the misery lost in emptiness, I saved it Saved it from silver, from gold, from pain Of the love stranded in fields of silver Good God, it felt so good, God- It felt so painful, blissful God, how your own greed can get so blissful Scripted misery of them Lost, isolated with no humanity to find Inside the same hole, of whispering, of warmth I look into the mirror, as I get blind Warmth scripted with their blood- With demons, quenching my thirst Eating up my own soul, with thoughts that burst- The walls of the future, of what it has to behold

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Sep 26, 2017

Sep 26, 2017 at 11:05 AM UTC

Silent Pride

Stressing, over a gun you were born by Just like that bullet you were waiting To penetrate every change about to come To **** not to hang around, not to stump They paint you in black and white, though you hate it You love it when you do You lick your scars with frustration to burn Your present, your future, as they seem too blue Blue, as your madness, blue as your fate Your fate will hit you, like a bullet in the back Though it feels so great, it hurts to wait You wait, for it to knock on your door Hard, stronger than it did before Fate, running towards your open gate Can’t hug yourself you can’t runaway Beautiful, but everything upon your skin is fake Rage, against your soul against what made it cruel Lost, what you crossed many times before You crossed, the filthy lines between your thoughts Kissed, your gun to cool down the trigger you fought Swallowed each bullet to taste the bitterness- Of your future, of your lustiness Take a look at your blue heart as it beats down for you One hit, can turn your loud laughs into one long silence In the middle of emptiness you pulled yourself Stuck, in the middle of resembling Your past your present and your future Your misery your happiness and their mutuals In between weak mountains you lost your soul- Mockery of the strength I’m aching, I held it Mockery of the misery lost in emptiness, I saved it Saved it from silver, from gold, from pain Of the love stranded in fields of silver Good God, it felt so good, God- It felt so painful, blissful God, how your own greed can get so blissful Scripted misery of them Lost, isolated with no humanity to find Inside the same hole, of whispering, of warmth I look into the mirror, as I get blind Warmth scripted with their blood- With demons, quenching my thirst Eating up my own soul, with thoughts that burst- The walls of the future, of what it has to behold

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Showering ourselves with a mixture of black powder, Wax and liquor Let the turbulence fall over us With a slight of liquidity Then blow it up my face Fading Falling into a parallel universe where I can meet you back again Where we can read the book all over again looking for a new ending Ending up with the same sorrow Will there be a parallel universe to the parallel one? Will we need to shove it all inside our brains with fear and expect non? Shall we cry for our misery of what wouldn’t stop us. Because I’m about to Day by day, I get closer to the type of universe where we can ride a shooting star Where nothing will be behind it other than your image Where we can stand over there and paint it, picture perfect Picture vivid Where we can blow smoke wherever we want and meet it up again in another planet to inhale it back again Poisoned rain Crying kids drinking it, the thirst inside wouldn’t stop them Parents murdering others in the name of peace War in the backyard while the house is full of ease Pulling her hair back to my bottle Where both of us can settle for a broken smile Looking at her mocking me from a mile A mile of dirt and sadness lying to us She believed in it, I didn’t She murdered it, easily Then lectured me on the fact that luxury can turn into misery Using my book as a reference With a help of hundreds of angels, they will believe everything she says I’d put that love away Unless you wanted me to put it down Silent screams Black and white with a hint of velvet blue Dream together of paradise Instead of waking up to a living hell This is life Lies there and everywhere And the only way to get away Are the capsules of artificial happiness you make me swallow Self destruction is the answer Or just plain sleep..

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Sep 22, 2017

Sep 22, 2017 at 6:09 PM UTC

Ecstasy Heart II

Showering ourselves with a mixture of black powder, Wax and liquor Let the turbulence fall over us With a slight of liquidity Then blow it up my face Fading Falling into a parallel universe where I can meet you back again Where we can read the book all over again looking for a new ending Ending up with the same sorrow Will there be a parallel universe to the parallel one? Will we need to shove it all inside our brains with fear and expect non? Shall we cry for our misery of what wouldn’t stop us. Because I’m about to Day by day, I get closer to the type of universe where we can ride a shooting star Where nothing will be behind it other than your image Where we can stand over there and paint it, picture perfect Picture vivid Where we can blow smoke wherever we want and meet it up again in another planet to inhale it back again Poisoned rain Crying kids drinking it, the thirst inside wouldn’t stop them Parents murdering others in the name of peace War in the backyard while the house is full of ease Pulling her hair back to my bottle Where both of us can settle for a broken smile Looking at her mocking me from a mile A mile of dirt and sadness lying to us She believed in it, I didn’t She murdered it, easily Then lectured me on the fact that luxury can turn into misery Using my book as a reference With a help of hundreds of angels, they will believe everything she says I’d put that love away Unless you wanted me to put it down Silent screams Black and white with a hint of velvet blue Dream together of paradise Instead of waking up to a living hell This is life Lies there and everywhere And the only way to get away Are the capsules of artificial happiness you make me swallow Self destruction is the answer Or just plain sleep..

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