i have this memory of a time
when i was tied to the hospital bed
struggling ti stand upon my feet
and a friend decided to check on me
i had already lost her to the hands of fate
grieving her loss in the same hospital room
fighting my illness, cursing at fate for not killing me
and then i heard about a conversation my friend had
he decided to reach out to me
out of all the wolves in my group
he stood out among many
and i realised he was always true to me
now we make music
share ideas and write together
he made me discover my passion
and love for songwriting
2d ago
Jun 1, 2026 at 11:29 AM UTC
the truth in her
has never spoke ill to me
she shifted my perspective on friendship
that you don't need someone of your age
to tell you that your existence matters
the truth in her
shifted the current of my ocean
she too learnt to fly at my pace
something only few have done
a writer who understands my pain
the truth in her
never ruled a failed judgement
she herself dig through my roots
and found a cure to my loneliness
and allowed me to be free in her presence
3d ago
May 31, 2026 at 11:49 AM UTC
my dreams are haunted by him
the one who treated me like ****
the guy tat i thought was my friend
but was actually a snake in my crib
i woke up from a nightmare
he was in it, trying to act fine
to make it appear what he did was fun
only to a bully someone's pain is silly
3d ago
May 31, 2026 at 11:48 AM UTC
"is it good to have friends?"
this questions continues to occupy my mind
but in my situation i dried off the lake
killed all other fishes, who bore me potential risk.
in my current reality, the rain from my tears
filled the lake again
so it is just me and nothingness
floating around in an empty place.
3d ago
May 31, 2026 at 11:47 AM UTC
i'm tired of people asking me how many friends do i have
i'm always at loss for words
i truly cannot tell anymore what is my perception on truth is
at a point where i stand now, i truly can't recall
when was the last time i had an ally i could trust?
some people are good and they don't need to be labelled
while the bad ones always got themselves a tag
for me it used to be an honor to have many friends
but right now i truly feel alive
paradox my situation is
where i feel good to be as a single fish in the lake
i won't have any predators to worry about and will face natural death
i don't have someone who could befriend me and poison my brain
3d ago
May 31, 2026 at 11:46 AM UTC
brutality is never a sign
of peak intelligence
so i just walk past him
and ignore his existence
but i fail in this play sometimes
i give away a little smile
the evil nerd spoke to me
but never the words of wisdom
glamouring a feat
that i shaped for him
in the end he want to be
taking the steps i showed him
3d ago
May 31, 2026 at 11:46 AM UTC
i feel cold whenever i think about those moments
and that how he used me whenever he was in for a gain
i understood him very well yet always fell for the trap
the masquerade of happiness failed to hang from his face
the smirk on hos face continues to haunt me
even when i meet him sometimes
i can't look into his eyes and ask him to beg for forgiveness
but i still try my best, with head high i walk past him as if he never existed
3d ago
May 31, 2026 at 11:44 AM UTC
he is a nightmare that i'm forced to live
even in my dreams
when he stands beside my 'friends'
and they laugh at his joke
that are aimed like a cannonball at me
i tell my heart that i'm brave
but even then he swings back my knife back at me
now there's nothing i can do
even if i stand up against his injustice
either way victory is reserved for him
3d ago
May 31, 2026 at 11:44 AM UTC
The blood stained hands
After he ran his fingers through the hairs
His head is now leaking his secret
Death is finally taking up its shape
“All that pain has nowhere to stay
The time is running out
It’s time to bid farewell”
Death said to him as he looked into the mirror
3d ago
May 31, 2026 at 9:54 AM UTC
They all have a place to be
To be at school, home
College or in office
But I have nowhere to be
Every place is haunted by someone’s crimes
That tells me to run upwards on a hill
And just jump off in a valley
Death is the only place for me to be
3d ago
May 31, 2026 at 9:54 AM UTC