I sin with hands that once had prayed
Then beg for the light I myself betrayed
He watches me drown in what I choose
But still gives me chances to be excused
How am I not be ashamed
Of terrible things I've done
Who else would I blame
Feb 18
Feb 18, 2026 at 3:07 AM UTC
A step into the misty dawn
I start a new journey of the day
When the sun is still faint with its ray
Looking above the sky where
I found him
A shadow so ghostly
Yet so clear
Yet so near
Like last night dream that lingers
Leaving fragments of lost memory
The moon stays still
As if saying
"Goodluck for today
Remember that I'll be here
In the sky there's me
Though your eyes would fail to see
As sun's shine engulfs my shadow
Wait till night time, I'll surely come again and glow
If you heart wears out, feels down and gloomy
Then find me
When the day doesn't do justice
Look at me, hide with me
That if you cry no one will see"
Night might be dark and quiet
And lonely and dangerous
But what to fear
If the moon is bright, brighter than ever
Feb 17
Feb 17, 2026 at 10:04 PM UTC
You are you
No one lives...
What you've went through
Most thing is not meant to be look into
Just leave it grow
Then you will see
How life comes together unexpectedly
Feb 17
Feb 17, 2026 at 11:43 AM UTC
When everything happens in their life
Nothing does in mine
And just like that I envied the people
I didn't even know well enough
Perhaps I am just bad at luck
But now knowing luck doesn't work that way
I can let go of grudge and loathe
The luck I believe intertwined in fate
All the goods and bads are objectives
Meaning they always stay the way there been
What counts are our action
How we accept it? How we deal with it?
How we be grateful for it?
For the happiness and pain
For the luck, bad or good
And what are we become from all of these fateful situations
The day and life
Just another way
We are mold to be
The person we are now
If upon unlucky and tough days, we succumb to despair
And lost to depression
Then a loser we'll become
Sure it hard, to always greet hardship with a sincere heart and a smily face
That's way in those time of pain
Like all other times we encounter pain
We need a thing to hold on to, tightly
That's our pillar
Our belief
Mar 7, 2025
Mar 7, 2025 at 7:27 AM UTC
There are MANY reason of dying
We are made to be destroyed... Eventually
Bone will break
Body will sick
Skin can be cut
And it bleeds
Pain will come
Health deteriorates
We are aging
We are dying
Under the ground degraded
And being uphold of our doings
Permanency is not applicable to things other than God
That's the reality
The days we are living currently
They are short-lived, just momentary
This phase will pass
This day shall pass
The year too pass
This life will pass
So don't worry as if this world is forever
It's seriously NOT
Don't stress out, everything will be over
The hardships
The challenges
The bad days
Even the war
So don't be anxious of future of this world
Stop wasting your time thinking of utopia
Mar 7, 2025
Mar 7, 2025 at 7:27 AM UTC
Mungkin saja dunia ini benar-benar membenciku
Andailah aku boleh memilih untuk tidak bertahan
Tetapi tiada jalan selain berjuang
Dec 5, 2023
Dec 5, 2023 at 7:29 AM UTC
At times, these thoughts become not mine
It is all kind of stuffs of anger, unsatisfied feeling, sadness and excuses
That made simple thing
Way complicated
Far deviated
But though I knew
It consumed my own voice, my very word
Made my language die
Dec 5, 2023
Dec 5, 2023 at 7:28 AM UTC
Being happy is grand
A poor me can't afford that
Still the heart has its right
To feel whatever there
So when happiness is given
True it won't be long
So appreciate the moment
Before it'll forever gone
Dec 5, 2023
Dec 5, 2023 at 7:27 AM UTC
No love is definite cause love is infinite
Not worthy of love you say easily
Not knowing the love God bless you with endlessly
With His mercy, His care, His gentleness
You spoke such words when you don't even know how love is
Love is not a thing of possession
It is a smile of a mother to her child
Laughters with your friends
When your mistakes are forgiven
When you're in need of help, someone gives a hand
Love is... The silence people choose instead of getting mad
So the relationship is not shaken by mere anger
Love is... When you do kindness in secret
not for the feast of the eyes
Love is... Not limited to romantic affection
It is even the smallest gesture
With the sincere feeling in their heart
To show you
Or to act to themselves
This is what we are
A family
Friends
Partners
Lovers
Creatures
Dec 5, 2023
Dec 5, 2023 at 7:27 AM UTC
Why do we go all out of our way
To please people that doesn't stay
Dec 5, 2023
Dec 5, 2023 at 7:26 AM UTC