LunarVancancy - Hello Poetry

I got my bags all packed and I’m ready to go I’m standing outside of your figurative door And I’m ready for the flight or to fall of a cliff But if it’s alright with you I’d rather not miss out on us 'Cause your face is all I need to stay sane I’ve spent my life getting in my own way So I could use something good I really need this to work out Of course the way things have been going It might be smarter to just cash out But you’re on my mind And the things that you say hurt me most of the time But I’m sinking fast so it’s alright I’ve tied my stomach in knots and I’m ready to know I’ll put it on the line if you’d just give it a go 'Cause I wanna be the only one to hold you So close and so tight And if it’s cool with you I’d really love to spend the night You said you never wanna be saved Well, that’s ok because I really wouldn’t know how Just know that the best that I'll ever be Is whatever you make me and wherever you are You’re on my mind And the things that you say hurt me most of the time But I’m on your side 'Cause I know I’m not easy to deal with sometimes But I’m sinking fast So it’s alright. All we wanted was what we were And what we were was young and naive I found my place in this world It’s in your wake You’re on my mind And the things that you say Hurt me most of the time But I’m on your side Because I know I’m not easy To deal with sometimes But once in a while I wish you would tell me if you even care Because I’m sinking fast, and I need you I need you to know that I’m alright

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Jan 19, 2018

Jan 19, 2018 at 9:37 AM UTC

She's The Prettiest Girl At Party And She Can Prove It With a Solid Right Hook

I got my bags all packed and I’m ready to go I’m standing outside of your figurative door And I’m ready for the flight or to fall of a cliff But if it’s alright with you I’d rather not miss out on us 'Cause your face is all I need to stay sane I’ve spent my life getting in my own way So I could use something good I really need this to work out Of course the way things have been going It might be smarter to just cash out But you’re on my mind And the things that you say hurt me most of the time But I’m sinking fast so it’s alright I’ve tied my stomach in knots and I’m ready to know I’ll put it on the line if you’d just give it a go 'Cause I wanna be the only one to hold you So close and so tight And if it’s cool with you I’d really love to spend the night You said you never wanna be saved Well, that’s ok because I really wouldn’t know how Just know that the best that I'll ever be Is whatever you make me and wherever you are You’re on my mind And the things that you say hurt me most of the time But I’m on your side 'Cause I know I’m not easy to deal with sometimes But I’m sinking fast So it’s alright. All we wanted was what we were And what we were was young and naive I found my place in this world It’s in your wake You’re on my mind And the things that you say Hurt me most of the time But I’m on your side Because I know I’m not easy To deal with sometimes But once in a while I wish you would tell me if you even care Because I’m sinking fast, and I need you I need you to know that I’m alright

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here i am again - rock bottom. my heart is busted up into pieces and you say that you are close but you feel so far away. you say im not alone but i am so afraid. i've sunken into bad habits again. i dont know how to fix things or how to come all i know is that all i want is to be loved and love again and find a painless love where im not constantly the clinging end of a moving train. i dont want to feel it. i wish i could become numb. i wish i didn't feel any of this. i just want to be happy again. and feel safe again. but i see you with her, and my heart breaks all over again. the nightmares are worse i can't eat, not for days. i feel so nauseous. i can hardly pull myself out of bed. i just want to be happy again. i trade my pain for reckless behavior in hopes to i dont know - move on? distract myself. but i don't know what im doing anymore. this isn't a beautifully constructed poem. or a hopeful one. its just works on a screen, that account for nothing. and i am so very lost.

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Oct 27, 2017

Oct 27, 2017 at 9:35 AM UTC

lost

here i am again - rock bottom. my heart is busted up into pieces and you say that you are close but you feel so far away. you say im not alone but i am so afraid. i've sunken into bad habits again. i dont know how to fix things or how to come all i know is that all i want is to be loved and love again and find a painless love where im not constantly the clinging end of a moving train. i dont want to feel it. i wish i could become numb. i wish i didn't feel any of this. i just want to be happy again. and feel safe again. but i see you with her, and my heart breaks all over again. the nightmares are worse i can't eat, not for days. i feel so nauseous. i can hardly pull myself out of bed. i just want to be happy again. i trade my pain for reckless behavior in hopes to i dont know - move on? distract myself. but i don't know what im doing anymore. this isn't a beautifully constructed poem. or a hopeful one. its just works on a screen, that account for nothing. and i am so very lost.

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i have written numerous times in many ways, hopefulness is my gift, just as it is my worst curse. i can hope for several things, hope i pass this semester hope i lose that extra weight hope my broken heart will heal hope the winter comes quickly. i can hope for a lot of things but that hopefulness will sink into my pockets and drag me down if i'm not careful. hope is dangerous, just like fear. i can hope that one day, you'll love me again. i can hope for my appetite to leave me and never come back i can hope for some physical pain to lesson the emotional pain. but it will always be hope that carries me throughout today. i dont know what will happen. i could see the love of my life tomorrow or ultimately get hit by a bus. i dont know what the future holds. or if i even have one at all. all i can hope for - is that it gets better somehow that i dont become who i love so dearly, -van gogh -sylvia plath - ernest hemingway because this sadness - could last forever.

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Oct 24, 2017

Oct 24, 2017 at 8:41 PM UTC

hopefulness

i have written numerous times in many ways, hopefulness is my gift, just as it is my worst curse. i can hope for several things, hope i pass this semester hope i lose that extra weight hope my broken heart will heal hope the winter comes quickly. i can hope for a lot of things but that hopefulness will sink into my pockets and drag me down if i'm not careful. hope is dangerous, just like fear. i can hope that one day, you'll love me again. i can hope for my appetite to leave me and never come back i can hope for some physical pain to lesson the emotional pain. but it will always be hope that carries me throughout today. i dont know what will happen. i could see the love of my life tomorrow or ultimately get hit by a bus. i dont know what the future holds. or if i even have one at all. all i can hope for - is that it gets better somehow that i dont become who i love so dearly, -van gogh -sylvia plath - ernest hemingway because this sadness - could last forever.

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so this is how it ends? this is how this love story ends? a tragedy?

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Oct 18, 2017

Oct 18, 2017 at 9:23 AM UTC

tragic

so this is how it ends? this is how this love story ends? a tragedy?

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hopefulness is my nail in a coffin, as much as it is my best quality. you take the good with the bad - as it is. and when i make a promise i keep it i promised you you are in my thoughts before bed and early in the morning you are the pine trees outside my window and the taste of coffee in the morning. you drive me in the best and most impossible ways. you are my hopefulness

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Oct 17, 2017

Oct 17, 2017 at 1:51 PM UTC

promises

hopefulness is my nail in a coffin, as much as it is my best quality. you take the good with the bad - as it is. and when i make a promise i keep it i promised you you are in my thoughts before bed and early in the morning you are the pine trees outside my window and the taste of coffee in the morning. you drive me in the best and most impossible ways. you are my hopefulness

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who knows how long i've loved you, and if its all the same, i don't want to wait this long lifetime, without keeping your last name.

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Oct 12, 2017

Oct 12, 2017 at 9:06 AM UTC

across the universe

who knows how long i've loved you, and if its all the same, i don't want to wait this long lifetime, without keeping your last name.

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your smile

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Oct 11, 2017

Oct 11, 2017 at 9:37 AM UTC

You're the kind of person, that makes me want to stay in bed all day, and listen to love songs, to pass the time away. You're the kind of person, that could light up the world with your smile, and i don't want to miss a thing. you make me laugh. and you help me to let go of everything. And this isn't a poem. not as it should be. But i am so grateful for you. I am grateful for talking me through things, when my big mouth gets me in trouble. I appreciate you, and the little things you do. in as many words as i can say, i love loving you.

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Oct 10, 2017

Oct 10, 2017 at 8:57 AM UTC

i will, i do.

You're the kind of person, that makes me want to stay in bed all day, and listen to love songs, to pass the time away. You're the kind of person, that could light up the world with your smile, and i don't want to miss a thing. you make me laugh. and you help me to let go of everything. And this isn't a poem. not as it should be. But i am so grateful for you. I am grateful for talking me through things, when my big mouth gets me in trouble. I appreciate you, and the little things you do. in as many words as i can say, i love loving you.

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you are effortless, a force of nature, the sound of the rain, your own nomenclature.

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Oct 3, 2017

Oct 3, 2017 at 10:41 AM UTC

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