" Say something I'm giving up on you". ...
My blue has faded to gray
My heart gasps as I let you go
I wait to hear just a word
Is there anything you like me to know
I've bared to you my soul
Walls I let crumble in vain
Giving you more than ever returned
I would of loved you the rest of my days
I'm left with broken pieces
The smallest petal to fall from a rose
I weep for what will never be
For emotions you could not bear to show
I would of held your hand forever
Beside you on the darkest day
Capturing the sunshine through all the storms
Showing you a love that would never fade
I could feel what you can't share
I see what you refuse to admit
I just need a sign
Don't let this end like this
Love so precious in this life
I tried to give all I had with you
Each day I loved more
Even the one I realized we were through
I tried with all I am
To let you feel beneath my skin
I couldn't get past those walls
You guard so closely what you hold within
I wait to hear your voice
Anything to ask me to stay
The silence is deafening
How could you just let me walk away
May 14, 2015
May 14, 2015 at 6:19 PM UTC
Kiss me like there is no tomorrow
As if I were the rarest rose
Cradle me in your sunshine
Make me feel at home
Be the silk rose petals on my pillow
The air through my lungs
The tender kisses that sustain me
The lyrics to my favorite song
Be the hot breath on my neck
The soft nibble to my ear
The arms that surround me
Conquer my fears
Be the hand that I hold
My lover for life
The keeper of my heart
The thornless rose I hold tight
I vow to you my love
I place my heart in your hands
I will love you like no other
I will give you all I am
I will adorn you with kisses
Loving each inch of your flesh
Showing what true love feels like
I will take away your breath
For me you are my rose of perfection
I have loved you a thousand years
I promise to love you forever
Never with doubt or fear
May 14, 2015
May 14, 2015 at 6:14 PM UTC
My thirst for you
Intoxicating bliss
Weak to your embrace
You are my only wish
I am drunk to your touch
Inebriated with each kiss
You're my drug of choice
I can never resist
Love drunk with you
My addiction so sweet
I can never have enough
You are the air I breathe
No words can express
My deep love inside
I am no longer lost
I feel so alive
You are all I desire
My passionate need
In your arms I am perfect
I finally feel complete
I searched a thousand years
I almost lost faith
I thought love was but a myth
I let my dreams fade
One beautiful night
My destiny arrived
Awakening my heart
Letting me know I'm alive
I fell in love
A man of pure grace
His beauty and devotion
We're to be my fate
Love drunk I surrender
My heart and soul in hand
I vow to love you forever
Giving you all that I am
May 14, 2015
May 14, 2015 at 1:58 AM UTC
This woman
Caged within
Bound by what's ravaged her
She rips through my skin
Her mind darkened
Aimlessly roaming through the night
With words unspoken
Of horrors that delight
Tears of anger
Spill from the heart
Bleeding profusely
Ripping me apart
Wanting revenge
For tragedies, pain
Suffering immensely
Tears of acid rain
Just to watch
As others wither in vane
Of sins they cast
Of damage that remains
Watching them suffer
She just walks away
They are not even worth
Their pitiful display
Picking up her pieces
Shroud in disgust
No happiness in closure
So few you can trust
May 14, 2015
May 14, 2015 at 1:40 AM UTC
Lost within my mind
As chaos ensues
Don't leave me stranded
The memories I can't lose
I need to feel
My scars so deep inside
As I wallow in the pain
Reminding me I'm alive
Fragility rattles
My layers within
The core of defying me
Where it all began
I open myself up
As I die again
I choke just to breathe
You seep through my skin
I can't be in the dark
Alone I"LL break
Feed upon my demons
Tell me lies to my face
Pain buried deep
I will never be whole
It will never leave
Defeated, I let go
Paralyzed in fear
Alone in my mind
I rip out my heart
I can't leave it behind
Tears of acid rain
Burn through my flesh
I'm never enough
Always second best
Regrets have stolen
My memories decay
Don't steal from me my horrors
Slowly I will fade
I give you my emotions
Dark and intense
As you have forsaken all I am
I have no defense
I lie within the ashes
The darkness my home
Devoured of memories
You have taken control
May 14, 2015
May 14, 2015 at 1:01 AM UTC
These thoughts I let define me
Exhaustion pumps through my veins
I am enveloped in misery
I have become numb to all the pain
Everything is silent
There is only the beat of my heart
Unable to share what's inside of me
I wander alone in the dark
As if I were crystal that has been dropped
My pieces crash to the floor
I look aimlessly as they surround me
I have become the person I deplore
Within my mind a storm is brewing
The clouds have turned an ugly gray
The winds of self destruction are agitated
With malice they scream my name
Once I fought like a warrior
Now it is so hard not to succumb the shame
I fight with all that I have in me
Knowing in the end It is only myself, I have to blame
I beg of you not to try and fix me
This is who I truly am
I drop deep, but I pull myself up
Please don't try to understand
This is my battle
I know its so all too well
No one else can do this for me
It alone is my inner hell
In the end, I rise above this
Dusting off the immense pain
My pride whimpers softly
Tenderly I cradle my sane
Apr 28, 2015
Apr 28, 2015 at 9:56 PM UTC
Intoxicated in his embrace
His succulent lips so bitter sweet
Sinking into waters uncharted
Baring all in sensual defeat
Innocence is not invited
This seduction is wild and free
A kiss of temptation awaken a seductress
His hunger to taste her he could not foresee
No words have to be spoken
Touching with taste a canvas of greed
The flesh, so eagerly awaits its greatest fortune
Bodies of fire beg and plead
A connection that could never be fathomed
Two souls joined together are now one
The deepest core of their beings united
As love and lust become undone
The deepest of oceans has been discovered
Smoldering passion spreads like a disease
This ****** danced has drowned all senses
Two beings so feverishly please
Heartbeats pound uncontrollably
A cherished flower devoured with ease
Two worlds collide in climatic unison
As wandering fingers continue to tease
The fruit is no longer forbidden
The hunger is not ready for flea
Yearning for more this night is not over
For in each others arms is the other key
Apr 28, 2015
Apr 28, 2015 at 9:37 PM UTC
I painted this smile
Do you feel who I am
Does it masquerade the ugly
Showing what's good and not bad
I adorn this gown
Made of satin and lace
Hiding from the world
Just taking up space
Behind this mask
You cannot see my eyes
They give light to what's dark
I would no longer have a disguise
They would show you pain
The type I could never share
Allowing vulnerability to blossom
Life is not fair
I remain silent
My words always reveal so much
The pain would surface
Showing how regret is a crutch
To share deep within
Always a risk
Allowing all flaws to peak out
How I cannot be fixed
I will keep this mask
I can't have you lost in my eyes
You would crawl in my skin
I'd have to confide
Here I am safe
I am surrounded by walls
In control of what is seen
As I crumble to fall
Apr 28, 2015
Apr 28, 2015 at 9:32 PM UTC
Cried out eyes
Haunted by dreams
Even when awake
Inside I scream
An echo through my mind
Tormented, I weep
The pain so excruciating
The secrets I keep
Darkness surrounds me
Taking my breath away
Somehow this life
Has lead me astray
My wrists bleed to just feel
The blood covers the floor
I have sewn them closed
Continuing to fight this war
Regrets have consumed me
My heart cries in vain
My mind is the enemy
Thirteen million miles from sane
This is the real me
I have hidden so deep
I have shed my skin
I struggled so hard to keep
Alone in the dark
Depression has eaten me alive
Anxiety its partner
I don't think I'll survive
Look past my facade
I am broken within
This cancer has forsaken me
I am too weakened to win
Apr 28, 2015
Apr 28, 2015 at 4:41 PM UTC
Do you know how it feels
Could you really know what it's like
To be verbally abused
To have words cut like a knife
Have you ever felt the fury
Having been punched or slapped
Simply because someone could
Then look into your eyes and laugh
Have you ever been the quiet one
Always a bit different than the rest
Trying each day to just make it through
Have you ever been an outcast because of how you dress
Have you even been to small
Maybe you are the one they feel is too big
Their words and actions bring you to a breaking point
Have you ever made someone feel they no longer wanted to live
At this very moment
Another child has taken their life
Another bully is destroying someones spirit
When they are done there is another close behind
Have you been the one to take the abuse
Maybe the one that looks the other way
You could be the one that does the damage
Just know these are memories that will never fade
If we all could just think before we act
Try to feel what our actions can inflict
For a moment, try to step into the shoes of another
Maybe then some of this torment would not exist
There are the bullies of the internet
Sometimes there are many who will band as one
Never thinking or caring
How destructive words can become
Could you be that one person to shout its wrong
To stop a punch before it hits
To stand tall against those who bully
To be that one person who resists
Apr 27, 2015
Apr 27, 2015 at 10:23 PM UTC