A man once told me a wolf howl is the most powerful thing. Within it is our humanity.
I was perplexed and asked him to explain but he just smiled in his drunken face and his yellow eyes guided me to the picture frame in the barroom where a man was lying face down dead in the snow and he left me there and I stood for hours affected by drink and smoke and eventually saw myself within that frame cold lonely and screeching to curse him I could not move and pine needles filled my mouth and nasal cavity
Dec 5, 2016
Dec 5, 2016 at 1:19 PM UTC
there are certain days on the EL
Saturday or Sunday
and the sky is orange and different clouds
and airplane streaks glowing
and all above the city
Everyone is calm
And I look blank
and I feel weeping
For the fat black woman waiting by the doors
never took a seat
her eyes are skittish
like a doe
alert for insults
she shrinks her shoulders
when people enter
or when they leave
For the older white woman across from me
pills **** alchohol something
heavy mascara eyes resigned
seeing yuppies entering at Girard
feeling the contrast
thinking what could have been
croaky voiced and thin
For children laying on seats
staring at ceilings
or plastic windows
white hair beads clacking
eyes like rocks
parent clicking at phone
yelling at phone
all pushed in an EL car
and I love them all
and together we ride
Jun 2, 2014
Jun 2, 2014 at 8:29 PM UTC
Walt Whitman was a ******
That's what we say when we cross his bridge
from South Philly to Jersey
and see what he would see:
the river solid waveless with trees green around
feeding from the water on the left and far beyond
the watertable real for a minute from the arched metal
and the city visible wholly with warehouses rowhomes
inches apart and glass buildings and all burnt orange
by four o'clock sun but clear on blue sky
but you know he was a ******
and the city all one in your eye if you want it to be
and the languages together between the buildings
all the blacks asians whites itlalians irish polish
moving together and talking and eating the food
working and riding cars and buses around
the liberty bell and independence hall
it is brooklyn ferry it was his prophesy
but you know he was ******
a big jersey boy *** yea
May 28, 2014
May 28, 2014 at 10:29 PM UTC
I wanted to talk to her the way I used to.
"isn't it nice we both wear contacts?
We can see the leaves so clearly,
and they're changing color now."
I used to talk like that to her a lot.
I think she liked it, and it made me feel good.
but, but I couldn't say anything like that now.
I just looked at her. My body language illegible,
Chest leaned forward. I had never seen her shirt
before, or her bag. I felt anxious and wounded
beneath her gaze.
Apr 9, 2014
Apr 9, 2014 at 10:40 PM UTC
it was underneath brown covers
that you gave me everything
and I gave you something
for a long time
until that something was really nothing
and you told me
with tears in your eyes
that the brown covers would be for my body only
Apr 5, 2014
Apr 5, 2014 at 2:12 AM UTC
I used to love this halo,
a little light above my head
illuminating the darkness.
I was always in the light
my robe would radiate
blonde hair tan skin glowing like an arcade.
I was really something else.
I could have been on top of those
big Christmas trees you'd see in NYC.
But after awhile that halo starts to get hot.
you feel like a lizard in an aquarium,
cold-blooded and dead-eyed.
I was always lit up and the dark looked so
inviting: And the snow.
The snow looked so cold. so cold.
But it would just melt when I laid in it...
snow angels really are the saddest thing I've ever seen.
Oct 1, 2013
Oct 1, 2013 at 8:52 PM UTC
Don't go to Alaska
I think the mountains will pierce your eyes
and the wind will kiss your neck
please
I'll melt glaciers of ink for you
Don't go to Alaska
You're far too sentimental
Nov 7, 2012
Nov 7, 2012 at 1:04 PM UTC
I never knew or thought or felt like
my body was eternal like a cloud
I held my hand in my hand and waved sloppily
I am beating a drum hard as a heart
or like soft tissue perhaps that you
wrap around a vein or something
I am skinborn and boneborn and hairborn
Just water and air I guess
lined up so I can look at the
sky and wish it was below me
or within me
Kite-tongued or painted-lipped I thought
maybe my face my head was above my body
against ice or seafoam like a pulse
but I held onto my teeth and nose and eyes for so long
Dagger-ribbed or bullet-spined
moving on a field of nothing
like a field of something while
while my matter is so simple and nothing
Nov 30, 2011
Nov 30, 2011 at 11:08 AM UTC
The land was a body. Aching bones of mountains limned with boreal forest
veined with iron.
Men dwelt on the body. Erecting altars, howling and dancing round fires
their patriarchal beards knotted and waving
Men killed on the body. Waving crude axes like ancient trailblazers of war
Would wave mammoth club-like femurs
Bodies slay different bodies so they may die somewhere on this body
That heaves with the rock
Oct 20, 2011
Oct 20, 2011 at 12:18 PM UTC
I felt you today
Paddling in nothing
Between my neurons
Holding pain impulses
By the hand
Tugging them across
Was it for a badge?
A ribbon?
For cheap dharma?
Oct 20, 2011
Oct 20, 2011 at 12:14 PM UTC