Write that song
Drink that drink
Cry so long
That you sink
Nobody knows me
I’m always locked outside
Of who they want me to be
So I run and hide
I could never love anyone
So don’t waste your time
But now I’m done
So scrub off the grime.
Apr 5
Apr 5, 2026 at 9:57 PM UTC
The frothy sea-foam whispered secrets to the shore
Just to get pulled back home by its mother
A pearly-pale girl walks just beside the chaos
As a shallow, grey storm pushed vibrance to the side
Shells of different hues collect on the sand in flurries
As lady-earth stirred the ocean with rage
Wishing to erase humanities wrong-doings
Crystal-clear drops of rain
rush down her gloomy European features
Tasting of the burden, filth and time
She could almost hear the faded memories
From her childhood whispering and reaching out faintly
The girl knew as her footprints were imbedded in wet sand
That she would never feel the same again
As she did all those years ago.
Mar 30
Mar 30, 2026 at 12:50 PM UTC
Tear-stained cheeks stare back at me
Blotchy and burning in the mirror
As the daggers I threw at you
Came flying back to meet me
When I cried at the sight
Of my waist and hips
I would always depreciate
Your face, body, and lips
The way I’d splatter
The blood from my wounds onto you
As if my pain was an excuse
To hurt a child like you
And now I feel my face
Shifting into something new
Melting, molding into
those who hurt me once before
Now I’m yearning for
A trenchant blade wrapped in lace
So I could excise the rot
From my infected core
I miss the sweetness I used to hold
The joys I used to spread around
But now I’ve run so cold
So I don’t speak a sound
I’m so sick of myself
I wish I’d praised you growing up
Building you proud and vibrant
And yet I shattered how you used to admire me
During your first memories in childhood
I pressed a sizzling red stamp
Onto your self-worth
And yet you still followed me
There’s no string of words I could ever say
To make any of your pain go away
What’s done is done
Maybe the solution to this problem is my death
Because this is the only solution left.
Mar 8
Mar 8, 2026 at 4:58 AM UTC
She fled for cheap Chardonnay
Ignoring the cold dreadful way
She left the most loyal lover
She never had, and yet betrayed
Although I waited throughout
The lonely nights and vacant days
These feelings never went away
So I cradled a sliver of hope and stayed
Now I wonder if I was just a joke
As I sat in the grass wrapped in smoke
My fingertips holding onto the scent of bitter-sweet nicotine
Bathing in the moon’s pale familiar beam
I ponder why it seems I remain a last choice
I wonder if I will live to hear a lover’s voice.
Feb 23
Feb 23, 2026 at 3:01 PM UTC
The transition from vibrance
To the vast, abysmal silence
Is one I cannot remember
Suddenly a pale, ghostly fog
Stretched itself across the face of the earth
And everything went dead
Simply observing as the world whirls by
Through tainted panes of glass
Ignoring all that was said
The frosted line begins to blur
Slithering ruthless and undeserved
The grey stumbled and stirred
Muffling my screams, not to be heard
When did it begin?
How did I allow the darkness to creep in?
Killing the moon-child and planting a seed
Nurturing a perfectionist within its greed
Feb 23
Feb 23, 2026 at 2:47 PM UTC
I feel as if everything inside me has died
Emotions deserted to decay,
mangled horrifically and unrecognizable
Allowing my soul to slip into an endless forest of blue
Massacred mercilessly into a ****** crimson hue
Gifted a brain wired for predetermined spirals
Robbing my blank canvas of a pretty smile
They depicted me as a ghost with milky nothingness
As I saw a million visions, they saw the abyss
Sometimes I wish they would hear the words I speak
But their gaze just
passes right through me
Maybe the fault is mine for being so tragically meek
So the beauty beneath my words
Dances without being seen.
Feb 23
Feb 23, 2026 at 2:36 PM UTC
His face illuminated
by the glimmering light
While I stood beneath
the velvet cloak of night
His voice stealing my focus
amongst the melody of disarray
With every buzzing, burning word,
I feel my worries decay
My tarnished heart cleansed
by so few words
Although strange, and new,
and a bit absurd
Magnetic hums drag curiously across
The endless crystal lake
Seeping through devilish thorns and weary moss
Like a strange, dotted snake
Sapphire eyes filled with dreams and longing
Puncture my guarded, yearning heart
Oozing the crackle of burning embers
His gaze whispering the divine tragedy of art
But when the musics over
And you’ve slithered away
The silence still lingers
With words you longed to say
His jeweled sapphire eyes
Explain what words couldn’t
And makes my brain
Think thoughts it shouldn’t
Pressing sweet, damp kisses
Upon my porcelain cheeks
I dream of being your Mrs.
Allowing your marks of love
to leave me weak
Unlike anything I’ve seen, you may find
Yourself cushioned softly, cherished
Sleeping in the fabric of my mind
A soul like yours may never perish.
Jan 6
Jan 6, 2026 at 3:10 AM UTC
Words are uttered,
but fail to enlighten
The needle of time
prods me awake
Just as I began to hear
whispers of sleep
planting absurd pictures
Within my brain
With a creeping,
fuzzy breath
Souls robbed of
the chances
Wrestling furiously
Reminding me of how
careless and fleeting
Moments can be
Words that once
Were so pregnant
with meaning
So ripe with youth
Now feel hollow
Now it seems to me
The emptiest pills
Will always be
The hardest pills
to swallow
A single chance,
70 or so years
To build myself tall
So I don’t disappear.
Jan 5
Jan 5, 2026 at 12:30 AM UTC
We were driving slow
And you didn’t know
How dangerous I was.
The final destination
Is destruction
But you thought it was love
Jan 3
Jan 3, 2026 at 2:58 PM UTC
She sheds crystal offerings
As her lips tremble
With the last goodbye
She has lived many lives
Pressuring her harshly
To not fall shy
The streets were born
As golden fields
And were forged into immortality
A child once pure
Coddling a cotton-white shield
Stained with mans brutality
In a perfect world
“Sin” is accepted
And lives in normality
As the truth unfurls
Shame would die
Allowing us to enjoy our lives, freely
But we can only dream.
Jan 1
Jan 1, 2026 at 4:33 PM UTC
