Today I saw a bird fly,
It told me I could fly too.
I tried to fly, but fell
Over
And
Over
Again
The thing about flying is,
You won’t know how far you’ll go,
Until you try.
And if you fail,
You try,
Over
And
Over
Again
Soon enough, you’ll learn to fly,
As high as the sky can go.
And when you do, you’ll realize,
It wasn’t the flying that was hard,
It was the getting back up,
Over
And
Over
Again
That showed you,
You could fly all along.
Jul 18, 2023
Jul 18, 2023 at 10:28 AM UTC
I love you
Something so complex, yet so vulnerable.
I miss you
Something so misleading, yet so wonderful.
I hate you
Something so heartbreaking, yet so casual.
I forgive you
Something so frightening, yet so peaceful.
May 6, 2022
May 6, 2022 at 10:55 AM UTC
The hurt I feel inside, is so foreign to me. Even though it’s something I’ve felt many times before. The hurt, is still the same.
I’m trying desperately to forget you, to move on from these thoughts in my head.
All the memories of you, are burned inside my mind.
The day that you left me, felt different than the times before. We’ve done this many times, but none quite like this.
This time it feels real, I feel as if I’ll never see you again. All of the things left unsaid, are just words without meaning. Because for you, this is what you want.
You never think about how these things are going to affect me. You run from me, when things get real, when we get too close. This time is no different.
You’re leaving me, like you’ve done many times before. This time, I hope you stay gone.
I hope I receive the closure I need within your absence. Because in the hardest times of my life, you’ve left.
You left me.
Alone and afraid, of what was to come. You never loved me like you said you did.
How can you not be hurting?
Why do you not love me?
Dec 16, 2021
Dec 16, 2021 at 10:13 AM UTC
Somewhere, in the midst of losing you
I think I might’ve lost me too.
Dec 10, 2021
Dec 10, 2021 at 12:00 PM UTC
Today I feel everything, all at once.
It’s like a wave rushing in, that crashes too soon.
The thought of you makes me sick.
The love I thought I knew, I’ll never forget.
The way you touched me, and held my hand.
Your ocean blue eyes, and our feet in the sand.
I tried to run from you, I tried to hide, I tried to ignore this feeling inside.
The feeling of brokenness, for how much I hated you.
For doing the things, you said you’d never do.
And now I’m forced to move on, to remove this feeling of you.
And now all I can do, is hope for someone new.
Dec 9, 2021
Dec 9, 2021 at 2:25 PM UTC
You showed me what I thought was love.
The truth is, it wasn’t love at all.
I morn for the day I feel love like it should be.
The day I fall for someone new.
And in this moment I feel something I’ve never felt before
The sense of you slipping away
Today is my last day of loving you.
And tomorrow will start for me instead of you.
Dec 9, 2021
Dec 9, 2021 at 2:01 PM UTC
Today is the day that I let go
To forget all the things I already know
I tried and tried to change your mind
To fix all the things you feel inside
No matter what I did for you
Nothing you ever did for me was true
I thought you’d change
I thought you loved me
I thought after everything you’d be here with me
I don’t understand why you have to leave
Why you have to ruin everything we could be
But in the end I finally know
There’s nothing for me to do except let go
Oct 22, 2021
Oct 22, 2021 at 9:06 AM UTC
Everything you’ve done, has been for you.
Never did you think about my feelings.
Day by day, you treated me as if I was replaceable.
you treated me like I was a toy that you could play with and throw away when you were finished.
I thought somehow this time would be different,
Maybe after 3 years you would’ve finally changed.
But here we are in the same spot we were time and time before,
Always ending where we started, as strangers.
Maybe it’s easier that way, maybe it’s easier to forget all the things we said, about being together forever.
The truth is, that was always a lie.
We used each other to cover up our past trauma, to feel something that was real.
That was my mistake, thinking we could be something, thinking you loved me.
you don’t love anything, you don’t even love yourself.
I wish you’d just admit this was never going to work.
Maybe it would be easier that way, to forget everything from the start.
Oct 21, 2021
Oct 21, 2021 at 10:07 AM UTC
I trace my mind for things to say
Of how you left my heart in disarray
I think of all the times we had
Trying to find the ones that were not so bad
Some days I wonder if we would’ve made it
Maybe if we didn’t always fake it
The love we had was so raw, so true
And all I can think about are the memories of you
As days go by I slowly see
Everything I wish we could be
My heart is hurting as I try
To slowly say my final goodbye
Oct 20, 2021
Oct 20, 2021 at 10:42 AM UTC
I sit here trying to find the words to write,
I thought I was okay after seeing you that night.
We laughed uncontrollably talking about our past,
But in those moments I knew what I felt wouldn’t last.
I haven’t talked to you since that day,
You told me you wouldn’t leave me and that everything would be okay.
That Halloween night, I stared into your eyes,
Everything you said to me caught me by surprise.
You’ve hurt me before, and always ended up leaving me alone,
But this time I thought it was different, atleast that’s what you told me before you went home.
I’ve given up the thought that we would ever be anything again,
But everyday I try to push you out, and forget my feelings that are within.
Jan 2, 2021
Jan 2, 2021 at 10:30 AM UTC