It's all over
This love
This life
Those ambitions
Tonight nothing matters
Just tonight and every night
I want to take a break from this life
Mar 31, 2024
Mar 31, 2024 at 8:17 AM UTC
It was her laughter you adored in the dark
Moreso now that she's gone
And you close your eyes
In all the darkness
It's her laughter still playing on your heart
Outside beauty only went so deep
It's why you'll never forget her
Her beauty was in her laughter and thoughts
In your darkest of times
She was always the light
Even now when it's been dimmed
Mar 30, 2024
Mar 30, 2024 at 7:49 PM UTC
And I hope he's ruined dating
Because it shouldn't be the same again
And I hope he shattered your heart
So he never has another chance
It's only hard to treat yourself better now
Because he treated you less than you deserved and I hope you now know
You weren't a seven, you're a ten
Mar 16, 2024
Mar 16, 2024 at 10:37 PM UTC
I wonder if you've blocked my number
It said you read my message last night about me missing you in my slumber
But tonight it's delivered
and I'm wondered you're not there
Because I'm left on delivered
I'm hoping you still care
I'm holding out alot of hope
But this doesn't work if you can't meet me there
Mar 15, 2024
Mar 15, 2024 at 4:32 AM UTC
I can breathe
Eat and think
Without you
I cry like I'm mourning you
Squeeze tightly on your jacket
And take slow deep breaths
Because not being friends is hard on me
I don't need you
But if you were here
It would be easier
Mar 14, 2024
Mar 14, 2024 at 7:36 AM UTC
You have been gone
But never too far away
You're the bedroom upstairs
When the parties in the living room
I often think of you
How comfortable and safe you feel
A place where I don't feel I'm pretending
But even when I am, I dont mind it much
It's okay sometimes to pretend
I'm no different from a kid
I'll play pretend and imagine a world
Coloured better than this one
I'm okay playing pretend
No body else knows what's on my mind
And that feels right to me
I'll always think of you
My safety and comfort
But out here, I play pretend
Aug 29, 2023
Aug 29, 2023 at 8:35 PM UTC
White yellow red and green lights
light up my streets late at night
And I quite like these kind of nights
When It's safe to walk and wonder late at night
My feet closes to the ground in thin patterned socks
And only pictured socks work best for these nights
They bring out the best, these patterned socks of mine
And when my shadow leads the way
I know adventure isn't too far away
Jul 7, 2023
Jul 7, 2023 at 8:57 AM UTC
When I lay in bed
It's your scent
Soaked and washed over me
Your arms like shelter
Keeping the day away
Because lord knows I've needed you
More recently than before
Days spanding into weeks then months
Hunger screaming in my pit
Dark and stormy
Are the skies that hover over
But when I lay
You are there
You are always there
In memories I keep you alive
But outside our bed
Your body is where it's always been
Back at the cemetery
Where I had to say goodbye
Jul 5, 2023
Jul 5, 2023 at 7:20 AM UTC
Don't make lemonade
Lemons aren't enough
To turn something sour to sweet
If it was enough
We would not contrast and compare
To one another, alone or crowded
Oh sweet nothing,
When life gives you lemons
Squeeze them with sugar and water
Only then can life be sweet
Jun 24, 2023
Jun 24, 2023 at 8:51 PM UTC
Down on knees tying to clean up
last night brought the endless cycle
of breaking everything inside
I don't care enough to not care
I'm over it I think to myself
As though those words mean anything anymore
Sitting white knuckled jaw clenched
I want to give up every time you leave
But I put everything back in place
For everything to look like we're starting over
For when you come back it'll be okay
You can play house with my feelings
And I'll put a smile on
Hiding how tired I am to not mean more
Or worth being better for
Jun 24, 2023
Jun 24, 2023 at 8:30 PM UTC