My family
**** I wonder
Everyday if their ok
But look
It doesn't matter what I say
Cuz they don't understand
What it takes to spew this energy
All over this loose leaf, ohh my
Look at that guy
"He don't even know what he's saying"
"He must be going crazy"
But I been there done that
still got the ****
Oh whoa I forgot what I got there
Feb 26, 2016
Feb 26, 2016 at 3:10 AM UTC
I used too feel whole
Bowl after bowl
I'd watch my life each day
Just vaporize
Or go up in smoke
I gag and I choke
I sleep and I puke
When's it enough
I made out twice
It wasn't by fluke
Once to coke the other too ice
It wasn't till near death I realized
I need to wake up
And stop acting victimized
Too my surprise
I get too see another day
Oct 24, 2015
Oct 24, 2015 at 8:51 PM UTC
Remember the warmth of our body
No one else can tame and control me
Other than the ones I know as family
It's sad to see
The way you act is so empty
And it really ***** with things
That pain tho it really stings
I wish you fucken knew
The things I wouldn't Fucken do
Oct 14, 2015
Oct 14, 2015 at 7:03 PM UTC
It doesn't matter if your winning when your living
Or if you **** around with life that you've been given
Just know your souls on a mission
Either it's in intermission strung out with addiction
Or its heading in the right direction
Now I'm not a preacher or a reverend
But take it from a personal lesson
This isn't a form of aggression to steal all your attention
Was wrote just for me to mention
"You are all important, stay strong and don't let up"
Oct 14, 2015
Oct 14, 2015 at 5:19 AM UTC
I remember a time
When I would sleep just fine
Our bodies all in a twine
Got butterflies just saying youre mine
If there was a chance I could go back
I'd get it right
Just like the first time :(
Oct 14, 2015
Oct 14, 2015 at 4:38 AM UTC
I'm not actually here
I'm self destructive and angry
I write cuz words wont ever betray me
So don't try and slay me
We're all mortal men - nothing to fear
So listen up
I want you too hear
I'm dead inside
Locked in a cage or a cell
I can't decide
My mind unwinds or gets twisted up
I'm confused it's hard to tell
I almost fell
Went stumbling
I'm wobbling
I'm going home I'm fucken done
Peace ✌
Aug 23, 2015
Aug 23, 2015 at 4:32 PM UTC
It used to be you that id need
But
Its only my demons you wanna feed
I'm on my knees
Begging please
I wish I could breathe
Aug 21, 2015
Aug 21, 2015 at 9:12 PM UTC
I miss your touch
I miss your eyes
I miss the way we used to smile
I smoke my ****
Just too help forget its been awhile
What I wouldnt do to be beside you
Inside you
But clearly you got other **** too do
I realized you replaced me
Im not able to compete with technology
One day I hope you actually love me
Actually miss me
And actually need me
Until than Ill remain lonely
<3 I love you more than my words can say
I know its too late but its the truth.
Aug 21, 2015
Aug 21, 2015 at 7:39 PM UTC
Stop the fighting
And useless bickering
You say you love me
You say you want our family
But all you can do is judge
Call me names and make demands
And still expect me to budge
Telling me lies and orderin commands
While you been holding a grudge
I been trying to make things better
But it doesn't seem to get no better
I did everything you told me too
But no matter what it never seems to be enough for you
<3 no one will ever be able to take your place :'( I miss you
Aug 21, 2015
Aug 21, 2015 at 7:36 PM UTC
To the people who read this ..
For a peice of mind
You need too imagine a minute
A world without war
Without poverty
Without chaos
Without the brainwashing society
Do you get it
Maybe not on my level but one of some kind
Do you ever feel out of place ?
Like you don't belong
Like your not even apart of this race ?
Humans?
Beings with limbs so long
What the **** are they anyway
A parasite as some would say
A loser with the words I type
And the thoughts I have
Aug 21, 2015
Aug 21, 2015 at 7:31 PM UTC