Ugly, and lame that's how they describe me. Their words still linger in my mind like a preachers sermon. But then I look up and I see that light, and I acknowledge that I am more than what you see.
Because I am strong, I am beautiful and that's the truth. My body may not be to standards that you hold so dearly but the way I am is the way I'm proud of so all the hate that you throw my way will never affect me ever again because the only love I truly need is self love.
Oct 22, 2017
Oct 22, 2017 at 10:58 PM UTC
I HATE YOU, I want you dead.
You don't deserve to live, you ruined my life, jails not enough.
I hope you get jumped on the daily, I hope they stab when they jump you, then I'll be happy.
Knowing you're dead is all I want...
Or do I?
Maybe I don't, what if I'm just
Saying this cause I'm hurting, maybe I still don't want to accept reality.
I'm sorry that's not what I want at all I don't know what I was saying.
Jun 16, 2017
Jun 16, 2017 at 5:04 PM UTC
Do you fear death?
I don't.
When the time comes I'll be ready, why people get scared when the time comes.
Nobody can live forever, so why does this come as a surprise.
I hate to be a **** about it, but you have to **** it up and deal with the fact that you will die, so grow up it's going to happen.
Jun 14, 2017
Jun 14, 2017 at 11:11 AM UTC
Snakes, spiders, ghosts.
Heights, clowns, death.
No, my fear goes deeper than that, something way deeper and meaningful than all of that.
Some may understand, so may not sadly, but I'm afraid of losing the one person that knows me the best.
The person that keeps me from doing anything dumb, the one person that seems to be there when nobody is there, the only person I can talk to when I can't talk to anyone else.
My deepest fear is losing myself.
Jun 14, 2017
Jun 14, 2017 at 11:02 AM UTC
Now this has to come out. What makes a straight person better than a gay person, huh?
Absolutely nothing ok, we are all the same no matter what.
Now before people start preaching to me with you're Bible quotes and how it's a sin, did God not say he loves all his children, and did he not make us equally. Are we not all citizens of the same counties no matter where we are, now if you have anything that can counter what I said feel free to let me know, I am straight but I do support gays.
Apr 21, 2017
Apr 21, 2017 at 12:23 AM UTC
Now this has to come out. What makes a straight person better than a gay person, huh?
Absolutely nothing ok, we are all the same no matter what.
Now before people start preaching to me with you're Bible quotes and how it's a sin, did God not say he loves all his children, and did he not make us equally. Are we not all citizens of the same counties no matter where we are, now if you have anything that can counter what I said feel free to let me know, I am straight but I do support gays.
Apr 21, 2017
Apr 21, 2017 at 12:23 AM UTC
Son, I love you.
I want you to be smart, strong, brave, kind, and loving. Protect you're mom and sister, and show them respect. Embrace who you are and don't forget your roots, don't hold grudges and always be forgiving, be a people person and don't be shy. That's all I ask of you son.
Now, daughter,I love you with all my heart and and will always protect you. I want you to be kind, generous, loving, and smart. Try not to give your brother any problrms, and listen to your mother, she knows what she's talking about. You guys mean the world to me and I only want the best for you.
Apr 21, 2017
Apr 21, 2017 at 12:12 AM UTC
Sitting in this hospital drives me crazy, can't stand to see my family suffer, getting fed through a tube and having a machine breath for her, that's not something any person wants.
But when I walk around here seeing everyone else around here, has me thinking about all the other families, all the pain they go through.
I can understand, I feel it too, so for all those families going through this kind of struggle.,here's my prayer for you.
You're going to make it through, whether good or bad life has life has to carry on, and God will be by your side the whole time.
Apr 20, 2017
Apr 20, 2017 at 11:58 PM UTC
So I met this girl a while back, I'm glad I did.
Because without her I don't know what I would do, what can I say she completes me.
Though her confidence isn't the highest, her smile is the brightest.
She accepts the person ia am, hasn't complained yet, honestly that's a first, she has to be the one there is no way anyone could be more perfect. I love this girl and absolutely nobody can change my mind about that that's for sure. She's my blue rose.
Apr 20, 2017
Apr 20, 2017 at 11:45 PM UTC
People say to think before you act, but I can't do that anymore.
Because everytime I start to think I get paranoid and emotional,that's not a good sight when in public. But whatever I'll just keep being crazy, embrace the insanity let the world know who I am, be the freak I'm supposed to be.
Or should I just leg he worked shape me to whatever they see fit I don't know so just tell me and I'll do it.
Apr 20, 2017
Apr 20, 2017 at 11:33 PM UTC