Dark room with hints of neon lights
Moonlight patches in the corners
Eyes focused on your silhouette
Hands exploring every bit of you
Breathing becomes heavy, wanting
Throat runs dry, thirsting
Lips touching softly, teasing
Hearts moving slowly, yearning
That sweet vanilla scent
Leaves me in a haze
Those ocean blue eyes
Pulling me deeper into you
Those torrid kissed melting me
As clothes started scattering around
Those soft whispers in my ear
Raise the hairs on my nape
My lips caressing every corner of you
Wanting to taste that sweet nectar
My hands tracing your own
As I go further into you
Hips in overdrive
Reaching for paradise
Passion bursting forth
Like honey flowing through
Kissing you more intensely
As every ****** leads me deeper
Wanting more of you
As you draw every breath
As the end comes near
Let me come in your deepest
Let's reach paradise together
With bodies sweating, with hands held tight
-J
Mar 20, 2025
Mar 20, 2025 at 1:00 PM UTC
Staring into the midnight skyline
Underneath the faded starlight
Cold winds caressing my face
Wooly blanket warming my shoulders
My thoughts wandering in the abyss
Skipping among the wispy clouds
Trying to reach for the brightest stars
Only to fall back into the expansive void
My heart is in melancholia
My mind in aching nostalgia
My chest tightened in a knot
My eyes in a sleepless trance
Take me back to the olden days
The days filled with loving warmth
When I melt from your every kiss
And I succumb to your cozy embrace
Take me back to the bygone nights
The nights filled with untethered passion
When your touch stirs my broken soul
Mending its tangles, soothing its core
Oh how I pray every night
Pleading with the Powers that be
Asking Them for your return
Even if its only in my dreams
Oh God, please take me back
To the eyes that were my mirrors
To the arms that were my hearth
To the love that was my home
Please bring me back
Bring me back to my home
To my love that was taken away
To the missing half of my soul
Please bring me back
To the love that quenches my thirst
To the heart that yearns only for me
To you
I miss you
-J
May 29, 2024
May 29, 2024 at 11:51 AM UTC
We're finally here
At this moment
Hearts heavy
Tears held back
We tried avoiding it
Working out the wrongs
Making peace with the rights
Even when things got hard
We're at a crossroads
Where our journey ends
With one last embrace
One final kiss
Here at the end
Where our roads split up
Here at twilight
Waiting for the cold night
Somehow we got through
Somehow we made it
But I still have to ask
We were happy, right?
God, this is where we let go
Where she heads east
And I head west
Leaving these memories here
It was an impossible gamble
Avoiding the inevitable
Even so, we tried
We loved, and we lost
I just pray, Dear God
That no matter what happens
That if the world ends tomorrow
We can still call each other
Home
-J
May 1, 2024
May 1, 2024 at 2:28 AM UTC
Bodies colliding
Sweat dripping
Lips vigorously kissing
Biting what it can
Mapping every inch
Touching every nook
Cherishing every cranny
In a messy dance
It's coming
That burst of emotions
Desired and untamed
Taking mind and body
Into absolute bliss
Into unholy pleasure
Into carnal ecstasy
I can't control it
Your wet thighs
Latched on to mine
Locked in place
Never wanting to separate
Pulling me closer
Locking me deeper
Squeezing me tighter
My mind turns blank
Moving faster
Thrusting deeper
Fcking wilder
Loving harder
Every push and pull
Every sweat and breath
Every touch of tongue
Melting my brain away
Struggling together
Fcking like hell
Until we reach ******
Until heaven
-J
Jan 26, 2023
Jan 26, 2023 at 4:56 AM UTC
Sometimes there are secrets
That are better left buried
Forgotten in the past
Scattered in the wind
Sometimes you have to lie
To hide what lies inside
Telling yourself the sweetest lies
Than to swallow the bitter truth
Sometimes there are mirrors
You'd rather not face
Because you're afraid to discover
Things you've been oblivious to
There are things that we'd rather
Let the ocean waves swallow
Mirrors that we'd rather cover
Than see what truly is reflected
I've broken my mirrors
Locked away my fears
Drowned myself in the lies
And never ever looked back
And yet like a phoenix from the ashes
Why are these mirrors back?
Nov 11, 2021
Nov 11, 2021 at 1:27 AM UTC
I'm tired.
A candle slowly melting
When the flames eat me away,
Burning brightly as I can,
Amidst the growing darkness.
I'm broken.
A flower blooming in winter
As the cold freezes me over,
Opening my arms to heaven
Amidst the harshest blizzards
I'm depleted.
A wanderer in the middle of nowhere
As the world grew bigger before me,
Trying to find my way home
Even when the world is against me.
Enough.
Let me take my rest.
Let me sleep in the winter
Let me lie in the darkness
Let me make my home elsewhere
I'm simply human
Flawed and bruised
Lost and afraid
Trying to be the best that I could be
Even when everyone is against me.
Let me sleep
Let me rest
Amidst this unending storm
Let me surrender
To the waves and the wind
Let me find peace
Even when there is none
I'm simply human
And I'm tired.
Jul 16, 2021
Jul 16, 2021 at 12:26 PM UTC
Sometimes I wonder
Why I still stay with you
Even when we go through
The thickest and thinnest
I find myself still beside you
Sometimes I think
What would happen if
We both reach our breaking points
Where everything is total chaos
Would I still go back to you?
Sometimes I worry
Where would we be each day
Would we be fighting?
Or would we be laughing?
Would I still stay with you?
Sometimes I question
How much I really love you
Can I still handle your whims?
Can I still try to understand?
Will I still lay in bed with you?
Sometimes I ask
Who am I gonna be today?
Will I be tolerating you?
Will I confront you?
Will I still be kissing you?
And then I stop..
I realize that this is love
That I am in love with you
That even through the hardest of times
And through the thickest arguments
Through the worst insecurities
And the worst shortcomings
I will still choose you
Because at the end of the day
I decided to be with you
I decided to kiss you
To embrace you
All your beauty
All your faults
All of you
I chose to love
And if it doesn't make sense
Why should it?
The only thing that makes sense to me
Is that love makes no sense
And that even if we don't make sense
I love you
And you love me
And I chose to be
With you
Jan 14, 2021
Jan 14, 2021 at 2:04 PM UTC
Winds whispering in harmonies
Moonlight bathing the skyline
Stars blanket the void of night
Everything feels quiet and serene
Eyes locked in a passionate stare
Reflecting the wild, loving hearts
Hearts whose beatings go erratic
Skins touching soft and bare
One pulls in for a kiss
A warm kiss that melts the mind
The other locks in embrace
A tight embrace that melts the heart
As kisses grow more torrid
And embraces grow ever fervent
Lovers inch closer and entwined
In mind and heart, body and soul
Under the moonlit horizon
Under heaven and starlight
Love blooms further than ever
Passion and emotion taking over
Heartbeats in overdrive
Giving in to unhinged desires
The night sky stands witness
To our fiery engagement
Sweat trickling profusely
As body and soul collide
Breaths grow heavier and deeper
As hearts and minds entwined
As my lips touch every inch
Nectar flows so sweet to drink
As my hands touch every point
Your whimpers grow louder
Your hands locked into mine
As we finally reach midnight
Thrusting deeper still
As our love blooms to the fullest
The warmth of your breath
Makes my head feel fuzzy
The curves of your hips
An alabaster masterpiece
The warmth we both shared
Deny the cold winds tonight
In your embrace I choose to stay
Under the stars and moonlight
Jul 4, 2020
Jul 4, 2020 at 2:35 PM UTC
Been going down this stream
Of chaos and uncertainties
What destination will I come upon?
Where will my paper boat take me?
Jun 26, 2020
Jun 26, 2020 at 12:34 AM UTC
Another sleepless night
My mind feels restless
My heart in confusion
What am I gonna do?
Would these worries go away?
As I learn and grow with age?
Should I just choose death
Rather than loving the undeserving?
I guess I don't have the answers today
Maybe tomorrow will shed some light
To these worries in my young life
I'll open my doors when the need arises
This paranoia is damning
I've had enough
Maybe a dream will do for now
And face the real thing tomorrow
After I go to sleep..
May 2, 2020
May 2, 2020 at 5:16 PM UTC