You stand high
Tall and proud
Your charade pronounced
Truth and and honesty get you pain
Being true to yourself,
That gets you singled out
Always feeling like your falling
Farther the more you show
So you hide
Pretending in your charade
Acting like its a parade
But its nothing more the hiding
Hiding that your falling
Falling to far down
It's hard to be yourself
But it's harder to put up with pretend
Wishing it was a storybook
Playing the playbook
A game
Where you are the pawn
Taken in and out by the instructor
1d ago
Jun 1, 2026 at 7:11 PM UTC
Time is a precious thing
All take for granted
Not knowing who's king
Not realizing what your handed
Always running
Always cunning
Never stops to think
Until everything is gone
Gone in a blink
Start thinking
Start realizing being alive
Is a gift
Start loving
Stop hating
Start knowing lifetimes
Are gods gift
Time is a blessing
Life is a gift
People take it for granted
But why?
1d ago
Jun 1, 2026 at 7:09 PM UTC
Fear is grappling
It is instilled into souls
For reasons that are corrupting
It breaks and teaches
It hurts and ruins
Fear is used as a teacher
A teacher that tortures
People see it as a sign
A sign of respect
But its an installation
Fear is a way to make people hide
Hide and cower
Its a way for others to run
For someone to feel better
Better about themselves
Fear is a tool
A tool used for a person satisfactory
A tool for torture
A tool for pain
A tool for hurt
It is not a sign of respect
Not in a soul
Its a sight of someone breaking
Fear breaking them
Its the sight of a soul
A soul who needs mending
Fear is grappling
Don't instill it
Destroy it
Because fear is a tool
A tool for pain to come
Fear
1d ago
Jun 1, 2026 at 7:04 PM UTC
I tried to think I could be better
But not quite exactly
Change seems pretty bad
And kinda terrifying
I know it sounds crazy
But hear me out
I once heard a story
About someone brand new
They were old and new
They lived in an old house
Across the street
They brought in the new
The new to that old house
It added new to the old
It was odd
It felt wrong
They eventually grew older
Then they were old in that old house
Adding old to new
It wasn't so odd
Not do bad
Not so wrong
It balanced out
Slowly but surely
It was hard
But somehow
Definitely worth it
To add old to the new
New to the old
The person was old and new
I thought new was bad
All I knew was old
New was bad
Wrong
Old was good
Normal
So not exactly
So hear me out
New and old
Both good and bad
To get old
You have to have new
To get new
You have to have old
So the house
Across the street
Was old
But the stuff inside was new
But the person who made it happen
Was not either
They were old and new
They made it happen
Slowly but surely
They made it true
So thanks to that story
For teaching me
You can't have new without the old
You can't have old without the new
So old and new are you and me
New and old
Old
New
Me and you are
Old and new
1d ago
Jun 1, 2026 at 6:33 PM UTC
I used dream
Dream I could be
Be more than they said
Better then expected
But here I am
Broken
Over and over again
I used to believe
I had potential
That I could be fixed
Less unintentional
I wish I still dreamed
So I could believe
I could hope
Have faith
I used to dream
1d ago
Jun 1, 2026 at 6:21 PM UTC
I feel like the burden
In a space that isn’t mine
I need to tell, Myself
Stop running from the pain
It isn’t gonna disappear
But you only ever made it worse
Standing alone
Leaving me alone
Making me feel unworthy
So i stand waiting for you at the top
I’ve made it all on my own
No one there to say
“You're doing wrong.”
“You don't deserve it”
I Just had be strong
I had to stand up to the world
Now watch me thrive
Day and Night
I just needed faith
Faith in myself
To tell Myself
I'm not a burden
I deserve this
I'm not alone
I got this
1d ago
Jun 1, 2026 at 6:17 PM UTC
I don’t wanna die
I wish that were true
That girl on rooftop’s there to
She's not hidden
She's brewing over
I don’t what to do any longer
I want it all to stop
The noise in my head
To loud to bear most the time
I can’t think of a time where the noise just stopped
Always there
Fighting for my life
The heart beating fast
Like a final warning
Ever gonna stop
Is it gonna reach the top
Top of the rooftop
When will stop
Its quiets down on roof-top
Still loud
Quiets down just a little bit
It's always gonna be loud. So loud.
Tries to take voice
It worked
While I was on the Rooftop
Its pressing in my brain
The voices i cant name
Worse on the grass
Better on the Rooftop
2d ago
May 31, 2026 at 8:10 PM UTC
I tried so hard to hide the pain.
Plastered on the smile.
Laughed a perfect laugh.
That never reached the eyes.
Kept it hidden for a year and a half.
Finally confided in my friends and sister.
Got really good at lying.
Almost became reality.
I never lied to those I confided in though, my sister and friends.
I continued to downplay what I was going through.
The pain.
The hopelessness.
I'm crying myself to sleep every night.
No adult knows.
I'm good at pretending.
The cuts.
The blood.
The scars left behind.
The two attempts to leave it all behind.
The secrets.
The hiding.
Too much to handle.
I tried and failed to overcome it.
The third is soon to come.
It feels like a black hole that ***** you in with no escape.
Is there an escape?
Not for me.
Still struggling everyday.
I can’t do it anymore.
I tried.
I’m done.
GOODBYE???
2d ago
May 31, 2026 at 8:03 PM UTC
I'm not running away
Watch for today
Until you see
Cazarme
But i'm not running away
Cazarme
All you want
Running is for another
Another day
Watch me soar
Through the days
Walking through
The darkest corners
I'll be the light
So go ahead
Cazarme
I don't mind
Cazarme
I got nothing to fear
I know you're gonna try
Cazarme
I am not afraid
Watch me reinvigorate
I'm instantly going insane
Insane enough to say
That its okay for you to
Cazarme
I knew it from the start
You wanted to
Cazarme
But I won't ever run
I won't ever hide
So, Cazarme
All you want
I'm on my own
Start to run
Go ahead
Cazarme
5d ago
May 28, 2026 at 8:03 PM UTC
She goes in the halls unnoticed
No one cares to spare a glance
Her heart broken
Over and over again
Her pain ignored
Forgotten like a sin
Even in the wind
But she doesn't break
She helps others
She helps with everyone's ghosts
She helps them remember who they are
Why they must live
A reason to survive
She carries everyone's ghosts
Their pain
But hers goes unnoticed
Her ghost "unimportant"
No one cares to feel her pain
To notice her ghost
Her ghost taking over
But she still helps
She still carries everyone's ghosts
Their pain
Their hurt
She listens
Even when it kills her
She helps them survive
Gives them a reason to survive
Gives them hope
Carries the ghost
But they forget
Forget to notice her
Her pain
Her hurt
Her ghosts
She carries everyone's ghosts
She carries her own
Still unnoticed she goes
She doesn't break
Cry
Or scream
She continues to carry the ghosts
6d ago
May 27, 2026 at 8:24 PM UTC