I broke my mirror one time because I didn't know who was staring back at me.
She never looked right no matter how hard I tried or how much paint I poured.
I stepped on a piece of glass from the mirror after thrashing my room.
I sat down and picked up the shattered mirror
I still didn't recognize her but she blinked each time I blinked
She looked tired and weary
She looked worn and torn
She looked beat up
I tried to touch her skin but she cowered in fear
She was scared of me and I wondered why
Then I remembered all the times I hit her.
Slap after slap. Punch after punch
Your tummy isn't flat enough
Your waist is too wide
Your thighs are too big
Your eyes are also big
Your lips gosh
You look horrible today
That is why they don't notice you
Clear your cry lines
Smile!!
Be soft you're too harsh
Keep quiet they don't care
That girl in the mirror
She survived and overcame
Her biggest oppressor was me
And I was her
I was her biggest hater yet she stayed
Because she's all I'll ever have in this life and the next
The very reflection of who I really am
I can't truly run from it no matter how much I hide
Nov 25, 2025
Nov 25, 2025 at 2:37 AM UTC
she is fierce but timid
she is smart and calculated
she is observant, precise
nothing escapes her
to her life is like a card game
she relies heavily on luck but she also plays well.
she is a manipulator
she is cunning, deceptive
she is hard to read
she knows what to say how to say it
she knows the right chords to play and strings to pull to get you.
she wiggles her way into your heart
gets comfortable leaves an impression and then disappears leaving a void
She is cursed .
she can't find love of her own.
and when she does he leaves her broken.
she once loved deep, she gave all her heart to him and he damaged it
now every man is a game to her but how far can she and will she go.
I am she
she is me
Jan 15, 2025
Jan 15, 2025 at 8:30 AM UTC
sometimes you just have to let it all out
whether it's crying or writing or screaming
do whatever it takes to let those feelings out
don't keep it to your self
By doing that you'll lose yourself
Slowly.
With every thing you keep to yourself
It chips away at your soul.
My love learn to express yourself
Dec 4, 2024
Dec 4, 2024 at 11:07 AM UTC
I don't regret meeting you
I regret falling for you
If I knew it'd end like this
I wouldn'tve put my heart out like that
There is not a lot I regret in my life
But this one
I wish I could go back and change it
Why is it hard to let you go
There is s nothing there to hold on to
So what am I hanging on to?
Nov 23, 2024
Nov 23, 2024 at 6:12 PM UTC
There that one part of us that loves pain
Isn't it weird
We keep longing for the thing or person that hurt us to heal us
We want to go back
We wish it was different
But let me tell you it wouldn't have been different
And he would still have walked out
they would've still left
Nov 6, 2024
Nov 6, 2024 at 4:46 PM UTC
Even after everything I still think about you
I want to move on but my heart still holds on
Hoping maybe you change your mind
But I know it's not possible
Nov 5, 2024
Nov 5, 2024 at 3:30 PM UTC