It’s been raining for 4 days straight.
It’s hard for me to get up in the morning.
Day and night, It’s still gloomy outside.
The sound of the rain is seemingly alike with your voice.
Actually, the tears of the rain is your own tears.
The sadness that you don’t quite understand yet.
You said you like how the clouds clear after the rain.
Ironic, you like to solve problems, numbers.
But you can’t even face yours.
The rainbow brings you hope.
I think you just hope for people to love you endearingly.
But they have to undergo heavy storm.
You hated the sun but you’re the sun.
You’re just coward of the heat.
Your own heat.
Just like the weather, you’re pretty unsure.
We don’t need to cross our paths again.
But I am wondering what makes you remember me?
Aug 7, 2022
Aug 7, 2022 at 5:07 AM UTC
I’m sorry.
The two words that I want to hear.
But I want it to be sincere.
For the longest time,
Silence is how we communicate.
We both know feelings are hard to articulate.
When one starts to converse,
It is inevitable not to argue.
You aren’t found of sweet gestures.
I accepted the fact a long time ago.
I just want you to stay with me.
Your existence is all I need.
I appreciate silence that isn’t empty.
As I am patiently waiting,
The time comes but it’s already ticking.
It stings when I’m sorry isn’t an apology.
When it depicts goodbyes,
And probably the last farewell.
May 28, 2021
May 28, 2021 at 8:20 PM UTC
I think my life is in season.
As spring blooms beautifully,
it gives an accurate definition of new beginnings.
But along with it, there were a lot of baggages that I needed to let go.
I find myself losing a lot of relationships.
It breaks my heart how it drastically changed.
I made a lot of beautiful memories with them.
Those memories were comparable to cherry blossoms.
It was so bright and full of energy.
But just like spring, it has to end.
Because life must keep on going.
Some people aren’t meant to stay.
I stopped trying not because I didn’t care.
Instead, I’ve learned how to accept things.
I still do love them. I love hard.
But I believe that I can still love them from a far.
I can’t wait for another chapter of my life.
Opportunities are always welcome.
As well as meeting new people.
And just like spring, it is a beginning of growth.
May 28, 2021
May 28, 2021 at 8:19 PM UTC
I wrote about a stranger,
And that’s how we met.
Exchanging thoughts for a couple of months.
I am astonished of his beliefs.
“Maybe he is a good stranger”, I said.
And started to fabricate that he wasn’t broken.
When he was drunk, he told me things,
About love and him being shattered.
I should’ve ran away from the beginning.
But I always fool myself from an idea.
Fixing him won’t save him anyway.
In the end, we became strangers.
So , I wrote about a stranger,
and that’s how we end.
Jan 8, 2021
Jan 8, 2021 at 4:58 AM UTC
Your eyes aren’t looking at me.
We sit closely but I feel empty.
You are starring at your phone.
I bet she is too pretty.
If you have a chance to fly away,
You chose her over me.
And broke your promise intentionally.
Don’t say “I love you”.
If what you’re feeling is unsteady.
Honey, I don’t want to be an option.
Tell me the truth.
I am not gonna cause any trouble.
I will walk away and disappear.
Grateful for our moments.
But I want a man who is really into me.
Nov 15, 2020
Nov 15, 2020 at 3:41 AM UTC
I made a well-written paper.
Telling my story and my passion.
Each word has its own purpose.
Why they can’t see the intention?
Giving it for one person to another.
Can you give me a call if possible?
I thought I created a master piece.
They replied “ It can be seen anywhere at the street”.
They are right.
I am not the one.
Rejection, you broke my heart.
And I am stunned.
Oct 25, 2020
Oct 25, 2020 at 8:44 AM UTC
Concentration is a human power.
We obsess to obtain a certain degree.
To feel accomplished and to eventually succeed.
When life hits us so hard,
We stumble and fall apart.
Sometimes unexpected things happen.
With a single punch, the so called “Life” throws,
I wonder “Where did my power go?!.
As destruction comes in,
May I ask you “How to be still?”.
Oct 17, 2020
Oct 17, 2020 at 11:18 PM UTC
It was like a rocket-ship.
They're both flying because of gravity.
Sharing dreams and future together.
It was like a rocket-ship.
Their love burst into flames.
Approaching into their own galaxy.
It was like a rocket-ship.
And now he is looking up above.
With all those twinkling stars;
As the woman's souls flew away into the sky.
Tears flowing into the man's eyes.
Because he never though;
A rocket-ship made him remember his wife.
Oct 11, 2020
Oct 11, 2020 at 6:05 AM UTC
Today, he can see the clouds are in tears.
The pouring rain somehow knows what he feels.
Yesterday, he stopped at the dark corner.
He was comparable to the gloomy weather.
Tomorrow, he might be smiling widely.
The sun will rise to bring faith you’ll see.
Well, Everyday is different for him, and for us.
Surprises can be a little bit overwhelming.
He didn’t even bother to guess;
Because no one can tell about our own journey.
He just took the risk and didn’t quite understand his own destination.
“Where to go”, a question he forgot to ask, and he just left while holding on with his trust.
A trust he gave to himself to build his own passion,
Maybe, at that time, he was doubting if it was all just a destruction.
Jul 24, 2019
Jul 24, 2019 at 3:39 AM UTC
I am a girl.
Being seen as a delicate flower.
Too many rules to follow.
In order to be respected in the eyes of the people.
I am an object of lust and desire.
I have to be careful not to be criticized.
My purity is my treasure.
When it’s gone I was being inappropriate.
My body has a lot of functions.
But mostly men crave for it.
And that’s for satisfaction.
There’s a distinction between “She and He”.
A level of authority is given from men.
Purity is not valid.
It’s their ego that is most essential.
I am strong even I’m emotionally weak.
Because I am a man.
Society makes this concrete description.
How to behave in according to our particular gender.
Men and Women should be treated with equality.
No one is less or more.
And today what are we going to do to stand with this point?
Jun 11, 2019
Jun 11, 2019 at 7:52 AM UTC