I write because I can
would and should therefore I could
senseless because nothing makes sense
seen these words were previously unsaid
with who I work with withheld these words
poured out to the ethers
synapses fired
lights left to right
bulbs bulbs bulbs
grinding of metal screeching on the train tracks
nothing is normal
what normality
the only consistency are inconsistencies
ought to be said relieves pressure on the self
feeling worn the self is torn
asunder just like plenty others
yet feeling alone
the doors they close
shut out
faint yelling
sounds drown out thoughts
a stadium of one mind
mindless shouting yelling screaming senseless
senses that are worthless but just in the moment is all.
the moment everything sets in place
if
if
if
Feb 19
Feb 19, 2026 at 12:22 AM UTC
you need to be hungry
it drives you
you collapse because you're not hungry enough
you're spilling, leaking
all over the ceiling
breathing, shallow
living, hollow
assumed
you're alive
screaming, pleading
to self, to others
pleasing
you people pleaser, disgusting
only so because youre hungry
intense when you dont havr to be
thumbs twitching
"if not yiu then whi?" backspaces
if you not, ...mm.
if ni
if not yoy,
if jot
if
.
.
.
smile because what you see in tyr mirror
affevts hie you feel
just smile
you can do it
maybe just grab a burger first
twiddle your thumbs
you're just hungry that's all.
maybe a little treat.
how about an entire Rossiterie?
Rotisserie chicken.
You're not you when you're hungry.
There's truth in that statement,
you can meet your protein requirements as well.
Do some push ups while you're at it.
Jan 29
Jan 29, 2026 at 1:38 AM UTC
Pink hue
Black leaves
Blue sky
Green sign
The evening bus arrives
Oct 23, 2025
Oct 23, 2025 at 7:00 AM UTC
To learn, to earn, to return
Leave spaces in better conditions than before
Pull your shoulders back, compress your torso straight like a can
Then find myself hunched, 2 years later with a beer belly, staring at this black mirror, sigh
Always another day 1, right?
Oct 23, 2025
Oct 23, 2025 at 6:27 AM UTC
Even prose will do
Anything to speak my mind through
I am doing my best to be of service to others
Sadly we do not exist in a gift economy
It's the journey I take
That will be lonely for most of the time
I see why they tell you to cling tight to your visions
And let people have their opinions
My rice bowl is my own
Even Muslims have a month for fasting
But it is still required to dedicate all you have to a higher power
I plead God to show me how good it will get
With the tears in my eyes
I seek repentance
I speak my mind
It's easy to let others affect you
It's easy to let others not affect you
Jesus
I'm doing the best I can
Which can always be better
But pray for the discernment
Between my own thoughts
and those not of my own
I give you thanks
That you give us what we need
Jul 17, 2025
Jul 17, 2025 at 7:20 AM UTC
Tears released to relieve
They let me live
I live
Swirling in me inside
Asymmetric symmetry
Flowing in
It was made for me
For thee
Twas planned
Pleased
Til morrow dawns
Bask in the afterglow
Live
Mar 23, 2025
Mar 23, 2025 at 4:50 AM UTC
Instilling self-hatred ,
Putting on a show so we envy them ,
Our misery , Their revenue .
Our peace , Their disdain .
Seems like the moment we disengage ,
They burn it all down .
Planes , helicopters , diving off buildings , drownings , suicides by bullets to the head .
Mar 22, 2025
Mar 22, 2025 at 12:38 PM UTC
Right eye stinging, rubbed with the left back of palm
Facing left, grimacing
Coldness in the left chest, beating of the heart
It strikes, again, again
Cupped palms over the face, yelling without sound
Fingers digging into hair self soothing
Calm calm calm calm calm calm calm calm
Can I , I can. Right? Okay. Right.
Mar 22, 2025
Mar 22, 2025 at 12:38 PM UTC
I find myself wishing I had the courage to say
I wove the strings of fate that tied us together
Mar 6, 2025
Mar 6, 2025 at 11:13 PM UTC
I stand out in the sun ,
hoping for it to light up my missing deficiencies ,
probably missing vitamin D .
Likely .
Feb 25, 2025
Feb 25, 2025 at 6:32 AM UTC