I imagine my happy place,
I picture it in vignette taste.
Like looking through colored glass,
There's a sepia quality to its grasp.
Like wading through a dream,
There's a vagueness to its every gleam.
Everything's the same yet different here,
A constant familiarity hangs in the air.
The picture varies from time to time...
Always it would be a house of some kind;
The edges forever unrefined,
Be it a cabin, a mansion, a farmhouse or two or three
Every ***** nook and cranny this mind could carry
Always it would be somewhere remote;
By the sea, the countryside, by a cliff, or under trees,
Sometimes in an open clearing of endless green grass swaying in the breeze.
... Home.
Though every version varies,
One thing's for certain in this house of made-up stories.
Always, always, and always a thousand times more,
You'd be there standing by the door.
Now I never questioned this part somehow
Cause here's the truth of the matter in tow:
This place could be a garbage dump for all I care
But I'd still call it heaven so long as you're there.
And I find that it's the only thing that matters;
To have your figure carved into this place's corners
I'd gladly let this place take your shape
The smell of warm bread and books here you shall drape.
This landscape is treacherous and ever-changing.
But I know as long you're there in my dreaming,
These childish mock-ups of reality
Shall remain my favorite moments of clarity.
It is my piece of heaven on earth,
My secret happy place while I'm on this dirt.
Heaven don't have a name
But God forbid I find it fitting
That if it did, of course
It would be yours.
Jan 18, 2022
Jan 18, 2022 at 6:25 AM UTC
I write you poems in my head,
Hundreds thousands of them taking up space like the dead.
Some are sloppy with narry a rhyme,
Some are perfectly prosed and pieced in time.
Someday you will hear them,
Falling like prayers from my lips.
And when the day comes I hope you don't mind.
I hope you don't mind.
I write you poems in my head
Someday the stars will read them to you in my stead
And when the days comes that you hear
of my secret oaths to you my dear
Please bear in my mind
I needed no echo
... I only wanted you to know.
Jan 18, 2022
Jan 18, 2022 at 6:13 AM UTC
Somebody put me out of my misery,
I've been struck by a curious malady:
I can't seem to stop
writing sappy poetry!
Perhaps it's *** my muse is ineffable,
Can't help if that makes her indelible.
Now the evidence lies before your very eyes,
That she as cause and culprit should pay the price
For all of my absurd sentimentalities
Is a result of her bewitchful tendencies:
Bore a mighty wordsmith
out of a hopeless romantic.
Now this whole shebang
might drive me ballistic
As time passes
I can't seem to find a problem with that though
My muse, my lady malady:
Fine, I'll be the lunatic
Now wouldn't that be poetic??
Jan 18, 2022
Jan 18, 2022 at 5:30 AM UTC
We met on the second day I think
We were both too far what a stink
Still
my eyes strayed to yours
and its been like that for years
of course
We were
but two misfits in the making
not a care at all for all the merrymaking
Honed to each other like dust to cloud
like sea to land and rain to ground
Like the moon and sun unbound
This distance between us is tough
But maybe if I stare long enough
Will you let me close
so I can give you
this desert rose.
May 28, 2021
May 28, 2021 at 9:43 AM UTC
I'd like to live life in your shape
Settle myself between the furrows of your brows
Knowing only I can ease them into the softest of troughs
Id like to sit myself between your legs
Looking up at you uttering my name
And talk about bees and trees and holy seas
Cause you are the sun and stardust filling my lungs
And I could barely fathom you, my silver-tongue
I'd like to, I'd like to
Darling I'd like to
Give my heart in lieu
Apr 15, 2021
Apr 15, 2021 at 7:00 AM UTC
The hero dies at the end of this story
We all know how it goes
The same old song goes on and on
So strap in and raise your chins
Its a scene we already know
The hero dies at the end of the story
And were left wondering
What even was the point of it all?
Apr 15, 2021
Apr 15, 2021 at 6:52 AM UTC
Some days I feel unformed
That despite all I've done
No matter how far I've come
And yet still
I've barely become
someone.
Feb 5, 2021
Feb 5, 2021 at 5:20 AM UTC
Does anybody else
hear a ringing in their ears
as they lie awake
with an unbearable ache
staring still at nothing
at 2 in the morning
Feb 4, 2021
Feb 4, 2021 at 7:56 AM UTC
There is an artist in me
Staring despondently
Lost and in disparity
They say you stare at the void
And it stares back at you
But here there be a blank canvas
Just as blank as me too.
Feb 3, 2021
Feb 3, 2021 at 5:24 AM UTC
A 9 mm handgun
In the hands of Mr. Policeman
Click click BANG BANG
Now the ground has a metallic tang
You greedy little men in blue
Its always you who don't hold true
Click click BANG BANG
The innocent blood in your hands hang
How did it feel Mr. Policeman?
Feb 3, 2021
Feb 3, 2021 at 5:21 AM UTC