It’s been 8 years.
It’s been 8 years since the world became a little darker.
Since people started looking a little villainy.
It’s been 8 years since the heart has became heavy, and the scars deeper.
It’s been 8 years since she learnt that life is meant to not be lived but survived.
Its been 8 years of a storm that never ends, and the clouds that never move.
It’s been 8 years since she first thought, maybe death is better than this life. Better than dying everyday while still breathing until your lungs explode.
It’s been 8 years since the world became a little darker, but today she says enough is enough.
Because for 8 years she lived in pieces, and today she picks those up to live in peace for once
May 24, 2025
May 24, 2025 at 8:01 PM UTC
I crave,
I crave for you my love.
I crave for your lust.
I crave for you my love,
Skin on skin.
Breath on breath.
Beat on beat.
I crave for you my love.
I crave your affection,
Eye to eye.
Lips to lips.
Hands on hands.
I crave for you my love.
But our love so strong,
It becomes a poison,
A poison forbidden.
A love forbidden.
I crave for you my love,
But our love forbidden,
Forever a poison.
Sep 17, 2020
Sep 17, 2020 at 4:56 AM UTC
They were told
To pick up a pen
And start writing
A class filled with souls
Sleep less
Peace less
Dark souls
Told to pick up a pen
And start writing
What did they know?
How would they know?
Oh poor soul
How will you let bleed
On a piece of paper
Drowning with emotions
When you can’t reciprocate
The pain of another
Sleep less
Peace less
Dark soul
Oh poor soul
I pity you
For trying to bleed on a paper
Drowning in emotions
When you yourself
Are a soul
Wandering in the world
Of poets
Like the
Sleep less
Peace less
Dark soul
You are.
Jan 12, 2020
Jan 12, 2020 at 5:47 AM UTC
Today is another empty day
I woke up heavy
Head dizzy, mind lost and feelings non-existant
Why do I have to feel this way
this feeling of nothing and everything
This feeling
It’s not going away
Not getting over this ****
I’m not sad but I’m ******* crying
I’m not happy but I laugh
I have to laugh
We all do
Or else we’re just gonna die
I mean I’m already dying
Dying on the inside
Dying on the outside
Slowly deeply
Dying
Dec 9, 2018
Dec 9, 2018 at 2:34 PM UTC
right in my face
in the middle of the class
she threw this right to my face
**** your respect and **** you
this is the worst anyone can do
you wanted to see how I felt?
I felt miserable
I thought there might be some good in you
maybe we could solve this
this misunderstanding
but no,
today
you proved me wrong
actually I’m just relieved but ******
I wanted this to work
but I was never sure it would
today I know
it would’ve never worked since you’re a *****
not sorry for the miserable language either
thanks d for proving me wrong once again
and thanks for making me realise that sometimes people can be, not a blessing; but a lesson in life.
Dec 3, 2018
Dec 3, 2018 at 11:04 AM UTC
the things we push away, how ironic
we say we want love but still we're scared to love
we say we want a new house but we're not wanting to leave the old one
we push away the things we need the most but still complain about the.. (nov 5)
how ironic I never got to finish this
Dec 1, 2018
Dec 1, 2018 at 7:02 AM UTC
saw you today
after a while
days, months, maybe years?
i don’t know
all I know is
you’re not okay
you were okay as long as I can remember
what happened?
almost started crying talking to you
I miss the old you, I said
you stared into the empty nothing in front of you
that was it
your silence was your pain
I can see it
I wish I could take back time
cause I miss the old you
once again you stared into nothing
and stayed quiet
I told you to take care of yourself and just like that
we never talked today I said to myself
Nov 30, 2018
Nov 30, 2018 at 10:55 AM UTC
the smell of smoke
reminds me of you
tried associating the smell with no one or nothing
failed
tried telling myself this is nothing but a smell we sense everyday without really caring
but still
I give a ****
every time I just get a glimpse of the smell of smoke
it reminds me of you
sadly this is it
and while badly it hurts
I sit here and cry a river
everyday, ever minute of the day that flies by
I smell smoke and I think
of
you.
Nov 28, 2018
Nov 28, 2018 at 10:56 AM UTC
death
I’m writing this for everyone who’s lost someone
someone who they’ve kept very close once
someone who’s once been your best friend
someone who loved everyone but never felt loved back
someone who succeeded in trying to end it all
someone who ended up loosing themselves
someone who’s lost a someone
I’m writing this for you
I’m writing this for me
because I don’t want this anymore
I don’t want anymore
deaths.
Nov 26, 2018
Nov 26, 2018 at 2:15 PM UTC
the smell of smoke
reminds me of you
our connection I thought we had
the smell of smoke
reminds me of you
totally black, in leather too
the smell of smoke
reminds me of you
your hidden smile, showing only when you’re glad
the smell of smoke
reminds me of you
how you’re always living but never alive
the smell of smoke
reminds me of you
the cigarette in one hand
and the vanilla in the other
the smell of smoke
reminds me of
you.
Nov 25, 2018
Nov 25, 2018 at 6:05 PM UTC