today i picked you some wildflowers
i saw them there on the side of the road on my way to you
i flashed back to a time when we first met
when my heart was so cold and my brain
was so blue
i sat there staring at those flowers
they were absolutely breathtaking
just like the first moment i saw you
sky blue eyes, sunshine smile
and in that moment
i knew you’d take the hurt and the pain,
and turn it into something..
...absolutely breathtaking
and in that moment
you pushed me to be something
better than i’ve ever been
whenever i see wildflowers,
no matter where,
i’ll always think of the breathtaking you
the person who helped me through
© Levi Andrew
Jun 11, 2020
Jun 11, 2020 at 4:48 PM UTC
I fell for you before
and then again today
I fell for you maybe
because you weren’t me
and I wasn’t you
I fell for you in the
summertime, surrounded by
sky blue eyes, and a
sunshine kind of smile
I fell for you for the
absolute last time, or
at least I hoped
l.f
Jun 6, 2020
Jun 6, 2020 at 2:48 AM UTC
did you drink enough to miss me
or did you miss me enough to drink?
my thoughts wander and end up in the most
complicated of places
i wonder which is more true for you
considering you pretend to miss me
and i say i miss you too
i’m uncertain if i mean it yet.
i ponder of great things
i hope you do too
i just hope you aren’t drinking..
too much.
but I hope it’s enough..
to miss us.
Miss me.
Oct 14, 2017
Oct 14, 2017 at 4:27 PM UTC
i'm going mad
i put down two runs of reg meat,
a run of quarter meat,
and hell some grilled chicken.
in my dreams
i hear the grill timers going off
i hear the beeping of the cabinets
i hear the loud scream of the microwave
i'm going mad
Jun 18, 2016
Jun 18, 2016 at 2:48 PM UTC
or at least thats what i told myself
last night
when i locked myself in the bathroom
and refused to come out.
they talk about warning signs
and who's more prone to suicide
than the people who aren't.
"people with depression are more likely to **** themselves."
there are so many warning signs
but nobody cares to see them.
Jun 18, 2016
Jun 18, 2016 at 2:42 PM UTC
truth is
i can't wait
to be a dad
to our beautiful baby
truth is
i can't wait
to be with you
at our wedding
truth is
i can't wait
to grow old with you
on our front porch
truth is
i can't wait
to spend every single moment
with you
Jun 1, 2016
Jun 1, 2016 at 5:10 PM UTC
my name is not Lexie
it's Levi
my name is not issue
it's the change
my name is not self harm
it's recovery
my name is not mistake
it's purpose
my name isn't weird
it's special
my name isn't *****
it's transgender
my name is Levi, and that will never change.
Mar 6, 2016
Mar 6, 2016 at 7:47 PM UTC
i traced the lines of your lips
your fingertips
and fireworks exploded in my chest
i never thought home would mean this
home is your arms
my home is you
my biggest fear used to be love
and now its the fear of losing yours
i remember the first time
i told you i loved you
it was two weeks in
and i was certain
its been two months
and i have never been more right
home.....
that is where i want to be...
right now.
Dec 8, 2015
Dec 8, 2015 at 9:46 PM UTC
I haven't picked up the pen
in quite some time
It seems as if I'm forgetting
that poetry is everything I used to be
Writing was my escape
And now I feel more than I can take
Now, I'm picking up the pen
Telling my emotions
Explaining the writers block that controlled me
I will finally start again
Oct 29, 2015
Oct 29, 2015 at 10:00 AM UTC
You don't see it, or understand it
I could frankly care less if you do
From the depths of my heart
Referring it to as an ocean
It forms a tsunami when I'm around you
From the depths of my heart
Referring to it astronomically
Millions of shooting stars run across the sky for you
From the depths of my heart
Referring it to everything we are
We are love, in the finest forms.
Aug 27, 2015
Aug 27, 2015 at 12:46 AM UTC